
Dira came out of the toilet and went to the rooftop to calm down, he sat in front as usual digesting all the words that were said kaila, but it was all spoiled when the axcel came to see Dira.
Expressionless and smiling Dira intended to leave the axcel when he saw his face, how many times he warned the axcel not to approach him or meet him but the axcel never heard of him.
" pliss Ra don't gini"
Dira did not answer at all he continued to walk away from the axcel, but from behind the axcel held Dira without turning his head Dira continued to walk and released his hands very roughly.
" please cry me first Ra" said axcel shouting to Dira who is now soon heading to the exit of the rooftop, with Axcel's quick steps directly hugging him from behind.
Dira clean hard to let go but axcel instead getting stronger hugging him.
" i love you and I love you, Ra, so please don't be like this"
Dira was angry when the axcel confessed his feelings his eyes were reddened, behind the door Aldi heard all the axcel confessions on Dira let alone did not let go of the arms of the axcel, his heart was so sore that there was no hope for him to enter into Dira's heart, would he experience everything again? in the eye of Aldi held back his tears trying not to cry to see the heartbreaking scenery, so as not to be too hurt Aldi went to leave the rooftop.
Dira violently let go of her embrace, without any words escaping her lips.
" Ra I was gapapa even though you are not my girlfriend but at least we can be friends" said axcel shouting, Dira stopped his steps and turned around to approach the axcel, axcel smiled as Dira approached him but Dira's expression could not be read by him.
" it's so easy you say rich that, after what you've done, you're actually a selfish guy who is always selfish and does not understand the feelings of others" dira said his words were very piercing axcel's heart.
" yes I'm selfish and all this because of you, because I'm too obsessed with you so you can be mine" now the axcel's words raise his emotions up confirms it all.
" now I'm asking you to stop selling everything"
" why Ra?"
" because I like other people"
" who's Aldi?"
Dira was shocked to hear the words axcel, how he could know about his feelings for Aldi.
" yes, why?" answer Dira.
" i wonder if you are like anyone, but not Aldi" Axcel increasingly showed his grim and lethargic face to hear the reality he had just heard.
" you don't have to interfere with my feelings" Dira left the axcel with a very sad, disappointed face.
Dira to his class he passed Aldi, Dira gave a smile to Aldi but Aldi did not reply and just passed, Dira wondered why Aldi behaved like that? aldi is usually more aggressive than usual not like that.
The class bell rang Dira entered her class, a few hours later the sign bell came home rang all students scattered out, out, Dira dingukan looking for Aldi who usually Aldi in front of his class but now Dira did not see Aldi.
Finally Dira walked alone towards the parking lot, Seen by Aldi was walking alone with a hooka, Dira felt jealous to see Aldi walking side by side with a hooka, is this because Aldi avoid it? is he tired of himself? though Dira began to open his heart to Aldi, but Aldi like this to him.
" Aldi" not usually Dira call first, usually Aldi who approached Dira or directly embrace it but this time different, usually Aldi, Aldi did not answer Dira's call or look at him he even drove his motorbike and left the school yard, Dira was really confused by Aldi's attitude of money changed drastically not like usual, finally, Dira got into the car feeling sad.
The next day Aldi was still behaving the same as yesterday cold, Aldi who was known by Dira chatty, the installment everything changed, even Aldi was closer to the hooka, rumors of them dating are not heard anymore which is now changing with the tumor that Aldi and Dira break up is warm in the discussion.
Dira was increasingly clueless with all Aldi's attitudes, he wanted to ask the light of why his attitude changed, but Aldi always avoided when Dira asked him to speak, now Dira really feels alone he contemplates everything on the rooftop looking for calm.
Dira stood towards the edge of the rooftop he intended to scream, but from behind his body immediately pulled by Aldi, Aldi thought Dira would jump because that's why he pulled him to fall and Dira right in front of Aldi, Aldi, their heartbeats were linked to each other very fast sounding instant the atmosphere became awkward, Aldi immediately stood up and released Dira.
" bosen live loe" asserted Aldi, Dira did not understand the words uttered by Aldi.
" loe mean what the hell?"
" loe wants to kill himself"
" who would kill himself"
" just keep saying that you're standing there"
Dira smiled it turns out Aldi is still paying attention to him even though his attitude is a little different.
" if I kill myself, no one will care about me"
" it's so easy to say rich, who says nobody cares"
" who cares about me, if you don't think it's possible because your attitude has changed lately"
" i haven't changed"
" false people I call you can't, even you never come back to my class"
Hearing the words coming out of Aldi, immediately his heart flowered and it turned out that Dira was still expecting it even though he had not spoken to Dira for two days, but Aldi was still confused about Dira's feelings.
" Aldi why are you avoiding me?"
" n-g-nga I'm not avoiding loe"
" don't you loe again Deket same Kaila, so you avoid me"
" it has absolutely nothing to do with the hooka"
" continue?"
" loe asked me the same thing about yourself"
" do you mean?"
" i need an explanation Ra, I really love you the same loe, I don't want to loe soin me as an impingement when you're away from axcel"
" i don't have anything to do with Axcel in"
" better now we don't have to see each other again, I don't want to expect more of you and assume everything I've ever said to be the same you never happened"
Somehow Aldi said like that to Dira, tightness in the chest when he had said that to Dira.
" but at"
" loe finish your past first, if you're done with your past, I'm willing to accept you"
Aldi left Dira with tears coming down his cheeks and a tightness in his chest, finally he could say that to Dira even though in his little heart he was not ready to let go of Dira and forget it Dira was his first love Aldi cried so badly on the stairs, so did Dira, he thought Aldi would apologize to him for ignoring him but apparently not Aldi even cut off his relationship with him when he wanted to express his feelings to Aldi but somehow his mouth was difficult to say that, his cry grew more and more, and pondered over everything.
👋👋hai-hai up nih ya until here we meet again, and please fantasize each for the story of Aldi and Dira next.
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