PINGALS
chapters 17. Pouring out hearts

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for ten years, she has been in a relationship between Miya and Harith. Just this time They poured out their hearts to cry bitterly.

" I'll ask you dear to be patient with us meeting rarely. So that I can raise money for the wedding reception and the proposal. Not even you asked to separate" said Harith told.

" You said that you were tired of going back and forth between Jakarta-Bandung. I decided to break our relationship. Let each other introspect. Know each other what's wrong without communication. Let them focus on your work and business. So did I" said Miya holding back her tears.

" When I break first I want to. But if you do not communicate with you. I won't be able to. Especially you know. Long distance relationship if without communication will feel empty. I don't want to live like that without you. I won't be able to. And will not be able if you have to separate from you" said Harith while holding his hand Miya.

" I'm tired of all your words. Last year was like that too. Promise to come home for a proposal. But the truth is zonk!! Especially now the promise to ask for time leniency for three months. Afraid of missing again" Miya commented.

" Yes I know. Maybe my promise has made you and your family ashamed and disappointed with my words. But this time I tell you the truth that I will keep my promise to you and your family" Harith promised.

" Save that promise. If you have not been able to keep the promise do not meet me or my parents. I don't want my parents to be disappointed again" Miya explained.

"You should support me dear dong!! Don't even want us to stop for communication" Harith explained.

" I need some alone time. I want to live a normal life. I don't want to keep telling you. I'm tired like that every day. Honestly, I'm very tired. I feel unappreciated as your lover" Miya said in tears.

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Miya's tears indicate that Miya is tired of Harith's attitude which is now too indifferent. Especially in a long distance relationship. There is always a reason for harith to reason that he cannot be contacted. Harith never wanted a lot of reasons. Always prioritize communication even though busy work.

" I'm going!! I can walk!! You don't have to take me home!! I'm sorry!! Maybe this is the best decision for us so that we can introspect each other" said Miya while holding back her tears.

" Please don't be cold to me!! let me accompany you to your house!! So that I don't feel guilty and sorry that I drove you home" said Harith as she pulled Miya's hand.

" I'm fine harith!! I can do everything myself and be independent" Miya said with teary eyes.

" But I know even though you can do it yourself. I want to do her. Although this is the last chance I can hold and hold your delicate hand" said Harith who walked next to his Miya.

" Well if you force!! But I beg you from tomorrow don't call me let alone meet ya!! If you are not able to keep your promise. It's better not to call me" Miya explained.

" Yes, baby!! I'll make sure that before three months. I'll come with my family. Because I truly love you and love you. I don't want to be apart let alone lose you" Harith told me.

" It's up to you to assume what I look like!! But this year I'm saying no more nonsense. Especially a false promise. I will prove that I am the only one who deserves to be your future husband" Harith explained.

" It's harith!! I don't want to hear your nonsense anymore" Miya said with a look of judgment.

" I'll prove to you anyway that I will keep my promise to you and your parents and my parents as well" Harith said trying to convince Miya.

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Harith stepped foot with Miya. To his parents' house, Miya. Then Miya went into her house without saying goodbye or giving a sweet smile or sweet kiss that they usually do. After that harith went to the minimarket to go home and leave Jakarta. Tomorrow morning at Miya's house at breakfast with her parents.

" What time did harith come home last night?!" ask Miya's father.

" Oh, last night, Harith and I had coffee and chatted at a minimarket near a Korean restaurant until ten p.m. Because harith was still hungry according to his show princess. So ask me to accompany her to eat and coffee" Miya told me.

" Owh is. You're okay, aren't you Miya?! Your face looks pale and sad?! Did you cry last night?! Did you guys fight because mom asked me when to get married?! I'm sorry mom!!" mamiya's mother said attention.

" A hell time?! I'm fine . My eyes are soft and sad because I couldn't sleep last night. I finally saw a Korean drama. The story is very sad. I got carried away. To cry and finish the tissue" said Miya lying to her parents.

" Owh is. You don't watch Korean dramas. If you make your eyes sad and so swollen. It doesn't look pretty. I don't like it" Miya's mother commented.

" Hehehe.. mom is too good!! It's just entertainment not reality!! Later I use balm to make the face will also be damp and sad in my eyes will disappear" Miya told.

" Yes, don't think too much about when to get married. Mom and Dad promised not to force harith and you to get married. If you feel that you are not ready yet, nothing. Being married will make you feel unhappy" his father Miya explained.

" Yes dad. I didn't think about it. Really deh. Dad and mom don't have to worry and worry" said Miya hiding her feelings.

" Alhamdulillah and wa thank goodness if you have swollen eyes and sad you are not because of thinking about when to get married. the mother becomes relieved" said her mother miya smiling.

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Miya lied to her father and mother about her puffy eyes and heartache not because of watching Korean dramas. Instead of crying last night for making a stupid decision for harith to break without being allowed to meet or communicate.