
Until school, Dohyun came back again with her helpful and friendly self. This time he helped the school gardener bring flower seeds to the garden. Kaivan feels that Dohyun if it has a system must often be given a bonus. Kaivan knows he is kind and often helps people sincerely, but a matter of sensitivity, he is lacking once.
Sometimes he can't empathize with people's suffering, see people crying from falling, or because of failure, Kaivan can't empathize with them.
Kaivan thought, it was because he felt more suffering, their suffering was nothing to him. Sometimes Kaivan also does not know if the surrounding need help, unlike the sensitive Dohyun.
"There's no need to think too much, you are you, someone else is not you. You are chosen by the system for a reason, no need to ask why not your much better friend. You think too much about everything!" Rose is back again.
Yesterday Rose despite appearing, could not say much. He said he could use telepathy to chat with Kaivan, but it took a bit of complicated magic, so he was lazy.
Kaivan chose to sit on a park bench, staring at the students who passed by in front of him.
"But after I think carefully, I never cry, am I a disorder? Let's not say Dania's family is right, I'm a psychopath because I've suffered too much and traumatized since childhood." Kaivan's murmur made Rose think.
Kaivan never cried, even when severely beaten, he just kept quiet.
"I don't think so, I told you, you think too hard. It's true, the suffering you're going through will have an effect. Psychopaths are people who have egocentric and antisocial actions... Like just thinking about yourself, not liking to join others, well, actually many people have this trait, psychopaths, but not all of them are criminals. You know that Mr Harlan you said was cool? He can be successful because of that trait, psychopath. By having that trait, he focuses on himself, his company, no matter what other people or companies. You could say, with that nature he was successful. But he has his own limits. He's a psychopath at the right times, at other times he can suppress it and be good to people. It's not that he's insincere when it comes to helping you - I don't want to say this, but he has a purpose when it comes to helping you. You know he hates your mother, right?
He did everything he could to avenge her, including keeping you away from your mother and making you unwilling to help your mother was his effort. Your mother won't care about you either. He is now also preparing a new identity for you, you will soon meet him again. Ah, the point is, even though you have a bad nature like a psychopath, you just need to limit it. I will always help you."
Rose's long words made Kaivan ponder. Maybe Rose was right, he also had no problem Harlan thinking anyhow about him, or utilizing him. Kaivan wants to be away from his mother nor is Harlan's incitement, but his own desire.
Kaivan is not afraid if anyone says he is not devoted to his mother.
Famous religious leaders around where Kaivan lived once said.
"You must do good and obey the orders of parents, especially mothers. But, there's no obedience to the vow."
You know what Kaivan's mother looks like, right? Not only children who can be disobedient to parents, but on the contrary, parents who are ungodly to children also exist and that is a big sin.
Kaivan did not care that he was stamped as a person who had no feelings, his heart was already tired of accepting the suffering that his own mother had given him.
Oh yes, real father....
"Is my real father alive?" Ask Kaivan.
"You want to know who he is?"
Kaivan shook his head slowly, "just want to know if he's living well or not."
"He's living well, I think you should just come to him, he doesn't know he's got your son."
"Just because he doesn't know that, I don't want to. What if he has a happy family? Then after knowing I was there, his wife was jealous and wanted to separate, their son did not necessarily accept me as well. I can't be selfish, I'll soon grow up, I can live alone, the system will suffice me right? Even without Harlan's help, I can stand on my own."
"I know, come on, someone's looking for you!" Rose is gone.
Kaivan looked around to see who was looking for him. He thinks Dania's coming. The one who will be looking for Kaivan in the school there are only three people, Dania, Dohyun or Vicky.
Even so, Kaivan was quite surprised to see that the one who was looking for him was Vicky.
"Vicky, what's wrong?" Ask Kaivan.
Vicky today is a bit other, looks shy and looks different too.
"It-it's... Can I sit next to you?"
Kaivan nodded in agreement, "please."
"Good then, I'm glad I could help."
Vicky suddenly grabbed Kaivan's two hands, "because of that! Let us help you, we will help with the licensing of the goods you want to sell, everything will be fast because we know who used to take care of it, we will help you as long as you give us the right to sell it in our store, how? If your products are sold and become famous, then our products will also be affected by a good impact."
Kaivan smiled at how this rich girl was building her business. Seeing his spirit alone, Kaivan felt he could be an investor for him even if he failed many times. However, seeing his persistence and ambition, Kaivan thought Vicky and his business would not fail.
"I totally agree, I'll give the sale rights to your store, we can negotiate the profit sharing later. I believe you will succeed, oh yes, my friend said. No problem thinking about your own profit for business, seeing you are very ambitious, I think I'm a little understood. So a successful person should have the heart, should not feel much pity for others."
Vicky frowned at Kaivan's words, "that's a sure thing, you know, I was young and too good. I always helped my friends who needed help without giving a hand, I never expected help either, but when I was really in trouble, and they came again asking for help, I couldn't help. They even flocked to reproach me, I really appreciate you helping me become my investor, we split the profits properly. Sometimes if we often give help even so. I don't care if it's on the evil stamp now, I'm tired. Ah, sorry yeah, I'm so venting."
"It doesn't matter you confide, it means you believe me right? I'm so happy, we're friends."
Vicky looked up at Kaivan, he felt strange when Kaivan said they were 'friends'.
"So your feelings for me are just friends?" Ask Vicky.
"Why ask like that?"
Vicky lowered his head, "it's okay, I just thought... I want you to think of me as more than that, am I wrong?"
"What do you mean?" Kaivan's chest suddenly ticked, but he was innocent, right?
"No, it's just... I know you're still traumatized by a romantic relationship, maybe your family's falling apart, but - you should know, not all relationships are like that" Vicky looked up at Kaivan.
From such a close distance, Kaivan could see such a beautiful natural beauty on Vicky's face. Smooth face like porcelain, big eyes that sparkle, lips that ran and red.
What kind of feeling is this? Why is Kaivan's heart so weird?
"I-i...."
Vicky put his hand on Kaivan's chest, "it's okay, I'll be waiting for you, for now, we can be good friends, slowly I'll make you accept me."
After that Vicky pulled himself up and left Kaivan.
Kaivan held onto his chest, "me why?"
"You can pound just because of that little touch? Huh! I hugged you and calmed you down when you were in trouble!" Rose appeared again, with a face holding back anger.
"Why are you angry?"
The bell in the classroom also reads, inevitably Kaivan must move from there.
"You never thought I was a woman, that makes me angry! I don't want to be considered a sister!"
"But Rose..."
"Yes, I'm the same as Dohyun! Huh!"
How is he the one who snags? What happened to Vicky and Rose this morning?
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