Please, Don't Love me
The Truth of the Past 1

The wall clock shows at 15:45 the three of them Marie and Ronal and Lucy sitting on the sofa.

The look of Marie's face seemed hesitant as if she was about to convey something that was held back, also seen from her mouth that was about to say but she postponed every minute.

In the end Lucy dared to open her voice after a while the three of them were in an awkward state.

Earlier, Marie had said she wanted to tell the real truth of some of her past stories to both Ronal and Lucy, the tears that come out when they say those words are the cause of them now in silence.

"What do you want me to tell you, you tell me the truth about the past?" lucy opened the conversation in a soft tone.

"But I ask that you do not hate me when the truth is told, because I have made sure you hate her so much.." sahut Marie wanted to feel crying but he held it to explain the truth of his past.

"Honestly, Mom, I'm actually kind of like this mom, because you used to leave us both. Though I was the same Ronal when it was fighting hard for a bite of rice," complained Lucy rather sad, Lucy's speech reminded Marie of her past.

He then told it to both of them.

The flashback

The night her two children were asleep Marie was busy packing clothes in a hurry.

After putting in enough clothes he finally kissed his two children's forehead with a sad look, tightness and pain made him finally cry unconsciously.

Regretting her unforgivable act of playing with her husband's father-in-law.

Now Marie considers if she got karma from the seeds that she planted in the past.

Even though it was just an accident and he had to obey the words of his father-in-law who was quite loud to make him always in a trap.

Gradually he was finally consumed by the air n*fsu and followed the forbidden life path.

Until she finally became pregnant and gave birth to a son, the boy was named Ronal.

Her identity was once disguised to look like a pregnancy caused by Marie's husband. Father Ronal.

One year later, a daughter named Lucy was born. A woman who does not look like her father and mother, a child who was deliberately born because Marie felt sorry for her who always aborted the contents of her customers.

And still, Ronal's father considered her second wife's pregnancy at the time to be his son.

But a suspicion finally made him not expect if he was cheated by his wife secretly.

The suspicion was obtained by him when Ronal and Lucy were 8 and his sister was 5 years old. The blood of his two children when DNA testing is not the same as him.

"Wait.this means both of us.." said Ronal cut the story, his mouth began to complain to talk. And his body shakes.

"Right, you're not siblings!" connect Marie.

Ronal jerked both her eyes wide open with a blank look of feeling if her mother's delivery was just a dream.

While Lucy lowered her head, but who would have thought she smiled behind her face covered in hair in that position.

"Why mom can do such a bad thing, so dad's behavior has something to do with.." Lucy says back in the early days, she seems quieter than her mom and brother.

"Hmm, mom thinks so too. Your father knew that but he never said his heartache, he preferred to bury his pain alone" Marie said, saddened by the betrayal of his past. She loved her husband very much.

The past story continues.

Feeling aware Marie was trying to escape from the grip, on one side of her husband who knew of the actions of his wife who played with her in-laws.

The morning was rowdy until neighbors scattered to visit a house that he said happened kdrt.

They found Marie's husband bleeding and stomach pierced by a knife, while the whereabouts of her two children were missing.

They were then left by Marie in an apartment.

"But Mom. Dad was fine until now, even though mom at the time was planning to kill him!" said Lucy.

"Actually mother protects you both from the father who tried to stab, until the mother who did not want anything to happen with you finally mother with all her might to fight. When the knife was obtained, my mother directly stabbed your father Lucy, yes, even though he is not your real father. If you can be honest, you are the son of another man!" marie's light was finally the tears that had been held back escaped from her eyes.

Ronal was seen clenching both of her hands with an annoyed expression with a downcast face.

His teeth were bluffing because of the overflowing emotions.

His mind drifted to think of his mother's mistake which he thought was very inexcusable.

"Mother continue!" lucy said then with a calm face made Marie stunned, even Ronal raised her face.

"......."

"Lucy.. don't you feel upset?" ask Ronal.

"Not at all, the past let the past, man basically learn from what he experienced in the past. And I've forgiven you, so there's no hatred at all in my heart."

Marie hugged Lucy spontaneously and cried.

While Ronal does not understand whether Lucy's words can be trusted, in the end he can not deny it because he saw the confident face of Lucy.

Describing his serious, sincere words, there was no lie from the look on his face.

After releasing a hug, Marie apologized many times to her son even to the point of prostrating. But Ronal stopped her mother from regretting her past actions too much.

"Mother doesn't need to apologize anymore, it's true what Lucy said. The past is the past, not that we are now gathered together again like a happy family now!" said Ronal who now hugged her mother tightly with tears that poured out.

"Mom's proud to have you both.thank you.."

Lucy approached her mother and wiped her tears.

The three of them were close together.

While Sisi had mixed feelings to hear all the conversations and stories of his mother in the past so dark.

Even after Marie said proudly to her two children as if she did not consider Sisi was her son too.

In his heart Sisi questioned himself. Is Marie his mother?

Clamps.

Unable to question it himself finally Sisi approached them, after he had previously permission to go with his friend.

Unexpectedly he left his phone and then when he entered part of his house he heard the conversation of the three of them who would focus on Marie's past.

Making Sisi not notify his arrival first and choose to eavesdrop on their conversation.

Until he heard the dark story of his mother that he never knew.