Possessive Arka
episode 66

The words of Arka each ringing in Ana's head, so that tonight Ana is still awake and has not come by drowsiness.

Is that as low as his pride? Until Arka could play with her heart so far? When he was very in love with Arka .. why did the guy just admit all of it? All of that made Ana even more disappointed with herself.

So far Ana has never put the slightest suspicion, Arka's game is very clean and clever until Ana is fooled by all the man's attitude.

His hands squeezed the thick blanket that now covered his body, his tears just kept flowing while cursing his stupidity. "Lo evil Ar, evil!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa," as loud as Ana shouted while channeling her deep disappointment. Fortunately, all the rooms in the apartment are soundproofed, so Ana can freely scream as much as she does without fear of disturbing others or anyone else, including her mother.

"Gue stupid, stupid, stupid!" it means to yourself

"What is karma? Because I hurt Danil?" her shrewd.

"Aaarrggghhhh," frustrated Ana while grabbing her own hair

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The same thing with Arka, after returning from Ana's house .. Arka's mind was made not calm. Her eyes stared at the ceiling of the room while pensive with her remarks that made Ana to shed tears. Regretted? Of course very sorry, because somehow Arka loved Ana very much.

Arka does all this just so Ana hates herself and can get back together with Danil.

Arka does not want to regret for a lifetime because it has ruined Danil's happiness.

It used to destroy Danil is a grudge that will never subside, but after knowing the real facts makes Arka think a thousand times.

"I know all this from the past . Maybe I will not fall in love with the spirit of Nil. It's all out of my control," his own monologue

At 1 am in the morning does not make Arka feel drowsiness, just when he wants to sleep . his mind is always fixed on regrets.

"Sorry An, I really don't want to lose my brother one by one. Not because I don't love you. I want the best for Danil, I want to make amends I'm the same for him because I've taken too much of his happiness,"

"Hate me An, and love Danil," she wrote

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"What a dark face are you Ar? Not in pocket money? Relax .. There is Gavin, he is also from a conglomerate family," said Bayu with his crisp joke

"Why don't you just Bay, you're also a son of a conglomerate?"sahut Gavin

"Lo is more tajir bege," said Bayu

"The rich man Arka will not be poor because he is not in pocket of pocket money a day, he moves a little dapet money," said Gavin

"Yes yes, so the king of the Lionel family." thought Bayu," Lucky si if there is a girl who is made bini the same Arka, will be happy the afterlife," he continued with the mangosteen.

Arka absolutely no intention to chimed in the conversation of his two friends, he just focused on seeing the clouds that were up there.

"Lo ain't it Ar?" tanya Bayu made sure. Hearing Bayu's words just made Arka turn her head and give her a sharp look." Sorry, I'm just aja, abis lo diem continues."

"Ga his usual rich lo diem?" timpal Gavin asked, "What a story, why? Who knows if we can help,"

The third was in the school rooftop, their break time was used to fend at the school rooftop rather than going to the cafeteria.

"It turns out that all this time my guess was wrong" said Arka began to tell the story

"What's wrong?" serobot Bayu was curious," Awwhhh," Bayu complained of pain when his head was pulled by Gavin

"Diem! Horror if anyone else tells the story," said Gavin

"Continue Ar" said Gavin

"Gue has been wrong to feel suspicious about Danil," he continued

"Can I?" ask Gavin

"Over this .. Papah same Danil not go for a walk or happy-happy out there. But .. he's on medication," he said, getting weaker

Gavin embraces Arka's shoulder whose face is bowed."It hurt?"

Arka nodded slowly

"Danil is sick what is often medicated?"asked Bayu who was fervently listening to the story from Arka

"Acute grade leukemia." her reply was brief but implied a deep pain

"Well, where did you know?"

"You know for yourself, if I've never been this same as a child? But that makes me determined to follow where Papah went with Danil because .. Papah mentioned my name, and that's what I'm curious about."

"From there .. I followed them and they .. stopped at one of the hospitals. I swear I was made curious that very second when they entered one of the rooms. I looked behind the glass wall, and squirming Danil in his blood, not long from it. He vomited blood."

"Because I was curious about the acute level .. I ventured to go in and ask them for an explanation of what happened, but .. they did not give a reasonable answer. I take another way is to ask the doctor who handles the Danil, and well .. that's the reality if he is exposed to a deadly disease," he explained in detail

"Acute leukaemia?" beo Gavin," Means .. the chance to live is only a few percent," Gavin monologue

"But what I wonder ..he never looked lethargic or weak even seemed to be in pain aja bengga," said Bayu

"He didn't want anyone to know about his illness. He often beats me not because he's afraid, but because he doesn't want to add to the problems in the rest of his life,"

"How is your relationship with him now?" asked Gavin who was made curious, the same thing with Bayu.

"Gue has improved my brotherhood with him, and I hope .. he can recover."Hopefully," I also let Ana make Danil,"

"H-huh?" pekik Bayu and Gavin together

"Seriously lo?" gavin asked as he narrowed his eyes, "Not his lo----"

"Yes, I love Ana, I love her. But I want to return to the happiness of Danil that I have been seizing all this time, including Ana though,"Arab weight who understands the direction of Gavin's question

"Lo also needs the figure of Ana, Ar." said Bayu

"Tau, I know that. But now .. Danil's happiness is more important than mine,"

"Seikhlas that?" ask Gavin to make sure

"Where is someone willing to let go of someone beloved? There's not. I'm not sincere, just in the current situation . I try to let go,"

"What about Ana's feelings?"

"Gue made him hate me"

"Well in mind mateng-mateng? Are you gonna mrs?"

"For my brother's sake, I would be willing to do anything, as a sign of my apology to make up for the mistakes I've made so far,"