
" What are your feelings about Cit, are we able to continue the conversation. " Tanya Rafdo after they established congregational prayers at the Mosque.
" Do you think I feel the same way as gum? which after the sweetness is finished can be easily changed into shape according to what
which people want? Is it after it breaks, do you think it will be easy for my heart to consider everything Fine-fine? " The image behind asking that made Rafdo bowed got his question turned around.
" It turns out that I can't deny myself Rafdo, it turns out I'm just an ordinary woman, who when unconscious has expressed her wish through deeds, I couldn't resist the intoxicating charm of being fondled by that man. Whether because of the influence of the drugs you gave me or because of my own weakness, I don't know Rafdo, I even hugged the man's body tightly. If I refuse, of course the man will not be able to take away my chastity. "remember Citra still shed tears.
" You see Do. I can only cry, but it turns out that a Citra is nothing more than a fragile woman" he said again, as Rafdo was still bowed still, in a fit of annoyance, regret and jealousy with Image Stories.
" What? you're still thinking about your jealousy, after what you did made my life useless Raf ?" ask Citra again which makes Rafdo shocked. Even in a state of confusion, Citra can still read his mind.
Rafdo exhaled many times, before he finally set himself to speak again.
" I'm sorry Citra, please...If you don't want to see my face again, then take me away. I'll make my suicide note, so you won't have to deal with the authorities after eliminating me.
" What do you think by eliminating you, my chastity
will Rafdo return? If all of that can bring me back to how I was, then I will definitely not hesitate to kill you! " creaming Citra while grumbling her teeth held back the upset, and the pain in the heart.
" What can I do to make it through all my mistakes? Say Cit..Just tell me, whatever it is I'm gonna do. " Say Rafdo pleaded with a glare.
While Citra was still silent, Rafdo continued his point.
" Are you willing to marry me? " ask Rafdo later.
" Do you think marriage is easy? like jokes. Do you think that by marrying me, your sin will be broken? Do you think your sins will not increase.
"What if last night got me pregnant? " tanya Citra berdubi-tubi. If not in this situation, Rafdo would have protested, but for now, not beaten again, it is enough to make Rafdo grateful, let alone all the events experienced by Citra, happened because of his stupidity and carelessness.
As Citra said, whatever he does will not be able to restore everything. But the desire to marry Citra, came from his deepest heart. Although this is the case, Rafdo still views Citra as the woman of his dreams. Indeed, he had kept his feelings on Citra, since 3.5 years ago, when he first met the tomboy girl in front of the Up campus.
" I have no desire to marry Raf, especially just because I am no longer holy. Let me get out of this city. Because to me, the capital only gives me wounds and destruction. Just imagine it. After a few days I'm here, not getting a job. I even got my destruction.
From the corner of a pair of beautiful eyes owned by Citra, clear details back dripping. Rafdo mustered the courage to wipe it.
" Today, not one or two girls is not holy anymore. There are even those who easily give up their chastity to the man they consider a lover. This is not the end of everything, my friend. Please hold on and get up..." Pinta Rafdo with all his feelings, he drew up his ten fingers, and knelt before Citra.
" If leaving the capital can make you calmer, I will go with you wherever it is, with you willing or unwilling to marry me. " Say Rafdo again.
" Do you think I want to go with you? Is it not enough for me to be satisfied with you betraying me? Remember Rafdo, I want to go at once away from a traitorous friend like you.
" the word Citra is full of emphasis.
" Whatever you want to say, wherever Citra goes, Rafdo will come. Unless.." for doubt Rafdo hanged his words.
" Save for what? tanya Citra looked at Rafdo's eyeballs sharply. Rafdo gets a murderous look from his best friend and the girl of his dreams.
" Kacuali ka..if Citra decides to marry the man." replied Rafdo nervously.
" Stop talking about that guy! I intend to leave this city, to forget the man.
" all right...Let's go to town B, there's my uncle, he's a high-ranking officer in the Governor's office. Later we can find vacancies with his help. "proposed Rafdo.
" What about your new job here? " ask Citra after being able to make a little peace with her heart.
" Whatever I'll leave behind, as long as Citra is still
giving Rafdo a chance, you can keep the image. Although basically, Rafdo never managed to keep Citra. Even many times, Citra's the one who saved Rafdo's life.
" said the man sincerely.
" all right...We will see later, Citra will love Rafdo one more chance to be Citra's friend, but if there is still betrayal, do not blame if Citra will really throw Rafdo to the river that many of its culture. " Picture with a thin smile.
" Smile Cit...The world is not over" Rafdo said.
" Who said the world is doomed? only my life is nearing an apocalypse. " The image of chuckling his laughter still sounded discordant.
&
When Rendra got word from Hans his secretary about Citra who could not be found again after they were tired of looking. Even the inn is empty. Rendra was panicking, so much guilt was taking over his entire soul.
" How are you feeling now? why did you leave me Citra Hapsari? why is there no retaliation from you, after what I made you last night. I'd rather you slap me, punish me, than you leave me with a burden of sin that doesn't know how I'm going through it. "Rendra's mind is raging.
" Where are you my partner? I beg you to come back." He muttered as he drove his luxury car, through the torrent of rain in the blind morning.
" What if she's pregnant? What's the fate of my son, if I can't find him?
" No Rendra, you can't give up, find your girl anywhere, even if it's to the end of the world you should be able to find her.
the inner word of Rendra. He realizes that Citra is his first love, recalling last night's memories, Rendra's heart skipping a beat.
" I'm in love for the first time with a woman, but why is everything so messy?
" Be careful you're the waiter who dares to mix my drinks! You have dared to play my fate with your prank.
I am Rendra Pratama, heir to the business empire of Mr Kims GNN Group, a ruthless master who is very loyal to his first Love, will surely avenge all your deeds, if I cannot find my Citra. " said Rendra clenched his fists, braked suddenly, then he smacked
his head was on the steering wheel, then bowed and cried for a long time there.
Because he lowered his head, he could not see, as Rafdo and Citra passed towards a mosque.