
Sarah crouched down and slipped her face in both palms, the woman who now officially bears the status of the widow cried as much as she could.
"Mom," lirih bi Ami.
Sarah got up and wiped away the tears that had soaked her cheeks. Sarah and bi Ami turned towards the window as they heard the roar of the car.
"That must be the father" said bi Ami.
Not wanting to look messy, Sarah tidied her hair and then went back to wipe away the remaining tears on her cheeks. He can't look fucked up, no matter how sick Farhan can't know.
"Mom, I met, father first," said bi Ami pamit.
Sarah did not answer. He took a deep breath, this was the first time they had met again in a different state. Farhan enters and meets Sarah inside.
"I'm going to get some stuff" said Farhan.
Sarah just nodded and saw the departure of her husband who was heading to her study. Sarah peeked out from behind the door, not feeling her tears fall. Sarah hid the grief from Farhan. For the first time he held back his egoism. However, what if he is not fine without Farhan?
Sarah hates meetings when she finally has to part ways. Deciding to split up, Farhan was the one who wanted it especially. "You'll be fine without me, Mas" Sarah says behind the door.
Farhan finished packing all the items without remaining. The man dragged a suitcase and passed Sarah's body just like that. Farhan left without any message to his ex-wife.
***
"Goodbye, Mom. May you be happy without me, "slightly Sarah peeked at her ex-husband's departure from the window pane.
Sarah goes into the room, and bi Ami sees her employer. Bi Ami could not imagine if this was in his position. A wife who loved her husband so much, and now she's telling him everything.
A week passed.
Sarah just spent her time in the room, no matter what the woman did? Bi Ami did not dare to reprimand, he only called when meal time arrived. Sarah doesn't know how. However, she could not continue like this because she could not rely on her life to her ex-husband.
Because it was time to eat, bi Ami also called Sarah.
"Mom, it's time for dinner" said bi Ami as she knocked on the door. Then Sarah came out. His face was very pale.
"Mom, is Mom sick? I'm so pale." Bi Ami looked very worried.
"My head is dizzy, Bi." Sarah touched her head which felt heavy. Sarah fell unconscious right in the doorway.
"Mom, Mum ..." Bi Ami panicked even more, then he ran to the front of the house to ask for help from the driver.
***
Sarah is in the hospital accompanied by bi Ami.
"So what's the pain, Doc?" ask Sarah when she wakes up.
"Mom's not sick, Mum's pregnant" the doctor replied.
Sarah throws a look at bi Ami. Bi just smiled because this is happy news.
"Pregnant, Doc?" ask Sarah.
"Yes, I'm 3 weeks old. Get plenty of rest and don't mind much, ma'am. I'm prescribing the drug." The doctor took note of the drug and gave it to Sarah.
When Sarah was done, she went home.
"Mom, said the doctor Mother should not mind much. Mr. Farhan must be happy to hear this news," said bi Ami.
"What if Farhan doesn't like this news, Bi?" sarah asked confusedly.
"Hus ... Don't think like that, you'll be happy and I'm sure you'll get back together because there's a strong bond." Bi Ami continues to convince Sarah to keep her heart calm.
***
Next morning.
Sarah reflected while polishing her face. Sarah intends to meet Farhan, she will go to the office to give news directly to her ex-husband. Hopefully, this news will make him happy and re-refer.
"Bi, I'm going first" Sarah told bi Ami.
"Yes, Mom. Be careful," bi Ami replied.
Sarah went with the driver. Farhan was really still looking after Sarah even though they were separated. Sarah arrived at Farhan's office. He smiled at the tall building. However, as Sarah gets out of the car she sees her ex-husband's car arrive. Sarah was getting impatient to say about her pregnancy.
Farhan got out of the car, but in that second a woman came down after Farhan. Sarah knew who that woman was.
"Nadia," murmured Sarah. Sarah finally got out of the car. Farhan and Nadia see Sarah there. No greeting from anyone. Even Farhan was shocked to see his ex-wife in his office.
"Come, Han. We'll be late" Nadia asked. Nadia doesn't like Sarah there. "Come, hurry. We'll be late" he said again.
"You go first" replied Farhan. He approached Sarah who was standing by the car. "What are you here for?" farhan asked Sarah.
"There's nothing, just visiting" he replied. Seeing the closeness of Farhan and Nadia makes Sarah undo her intentions about her pregnancy. He was afraid Farhan didn't like this. Even together will only hurt each other. There was no more love from Farhan for her.
"Sorry to interrupt your time, I'm sorry." Sarah got into the car. "Street, sir."
While Farhan is still standing looking at the departure of his ex-wife. Sarah looked different in her eyes, her attitude changed greatly. Sarah'd be mad if she saw him with another woman, but now?
This was what Farhan wanted, but seeing Sarah's unusual expression made him a little astonished. "Can Sarah accept this?" farhan. He knew that Sarah did not want to be separated, he also knew how Sarah felt that she loved him so much.
"You're happy, you're happy without me. I'm going, mas. Get out of your life." Sarah said, rubbing her stomach.
***
A month has passed.
"How many card bills does Sarah hold?" farhan asked his assistant named Bayu.
"Not checked yet" replied Bayu. Almost Bayu forgot because there was no notification of the card held by the ex-wife of his boss.
Farhan was just curious, is Sarah's habit still the same as it used to be? Often spend money buying non-essential items. For almost a month he did not meet his ex-wife, last met while in front of the office.
"Hows it? How much is the total bill?" ask Farhan again.
Bayu shook his head. "What do you mean, head bobble?" ask Farhan.
"There's no bill from that card" Bayu replied.
Farhan frowned confusedly. Why are there no bills? Didn't Sarah use the card she gave her? Where did his ex-wife cost her life?
"Do I need to see him and make sure?"