
Space walked back and forth waiting for the doctor who checked the state of the girl out of the ward.
His mouth was unceasingly praying for the girl to be fine.
"How he docks" asked Space to find the doctor who handled Alleysa out of the ward the girl was treated.
"You're his family?" Ask the doctor about space.
"It's my family I will take full responsibility for the girl" he said.
"Well then come to my room, there's something I want to tell you about the patient's condition".
"Why is he doc?" Tanya Space was very curious.
"This is how the patient has a depression that will run to the level of severe depression, because it may be the cause of the problem he is experiencing, I have given sedatives and anesthetics so that the patient feels calm when waking up. My advice is to take the patient to a psychiatrist fearing that depression will get worse" said the doctor.
"Well my doctor understands, am I allowed to see the patient?".
"If you want to meet may but please give the patient pause to rest, make sure there are not many people who visit the patient at this time because the patient's inner condition is being shaken" he continued.
Space understood and then came out of the doctor's room.
*****
This is where Space is now with hands that can not be separated holding the hands of girls who rolled weakly on the hospital gurney. With a view that was not even a little far from the reach of the girl.
"Gue felt guilty for not being able to keep Lo as the prince you asked for".
"Gue love Lo lley, don't torture yourself Lo I'm honest I'm not ready to lose Lo after Lo comes into my life" he wrote.
"Gue will make Lo happy lley patient" he said again.
Sean sat in a cafe with a cigarette in his hand for him to smoke waiting for someone to come to see him because he had a previous agreement.
"Sorry my master is late" said one of the women who had promised to meet Sean.
"It's okay, I just arrived!".
"So let's start the plan that we're going to run" Sean said. The middle-aged woman nodded steadily to the plan that had been arranged by her new employer.
Arghhh
The girl squirms in her sleep, opening her light-looking eyes with a firefly look. He positioned himself sitting even though his head was very heavy in the lift staring straight at the transparent window that shows the metropolitan city of Jakarta at night with decorated skyscrapers that are colorful because of the light lamp.
The girl was pensive for quite a while, not meeting each other as if her mind was drifting somewhere.
Space opened his eyes, his net met the girl sitting in the hospital gurney, yes Space was asleep in the chair next to the girl's gurney when he opened his eyes, he saw the dreamy Alleysa with a straight look.
"Lley" call Space. The girl he called her name did not say anything but was silent and did not look.
"Alleysa you are okay?" He asked while holding the girl's hand.
There was no reply from the girl anymore.
"Lley's got something sick?" Say it again softly.
"Tar" called the girl finally let out her voice.
"Is there anyone lley's sick, are you thirsty or laper?" Ask repeatedly.
The girl shook her head while smiling looking at Space who was paying attention to her.
"Trus what do you want? Let me take it" he said again.
"Gue doesn't need anything Space" he said with a smile.
"Seriously?" Ask again.
"Keano Peter's Space Agency" he continued.
"It could be you" he continued, shuffling the girl's hair.
"Heheh, I am worried about you" he continued.
"I am you, since when? Alay Lo hahah" he said.
"Who are you happy" he continued.
"Gaje Atar's".
"Oh yeah Tar, what does my doctor say hurts? I'm not in hospital, am I?".
"Em how yes, said doctor Lo not papa just can not be sapped and do not stress do not think of anything that can make the condition Lo drop, and the doctor said Lo can not go home".
"Can't you go home? I'm not papa!" He said a little upset.
"Yes, don't argue Alley is also for the health of Lo".
"Huups ah is not cool" he complained.
"The name hurts, so don't do anything stupid that worries me anymore" he advised.
"Yeah I'm not anymore, kapok" he said lazily.
"The same promise I do not admit to dangerous things for Lo" he said filed his little finger.
Alleysa was silent for quite a while thinking about the Space speech.
"Lley promised I could!" Continue with a soft voice.
"I promise" he said resignedly.
"Jari Lo mana, want a promise like this so that Lo can not say it".
"This" he continued, then sticking their fingers together.
******
"I'm sorry the host said Miss Alleysa has not come home from earlier, and also did not go to the tutoring place as usual" one of Alfandi's letters told him.
Alfandi who was smoking cigarettes pressed the cigarette flames into the ashtray. He ruffled his hair in frustration at the thought of his daughter who was becoming more and more rebellious.
"Find him see you, say the same Sean please also find Al if you meet and bring him back to the house of Space. Let the girl stay in the Space House as long as I'm still here" he said firmly.
"Okay sir" the man continued and left his boss's office.
"Al why you are increasingly contradicting Daddy's orders" he said, thinking inexhaustibly about the behavior of his daughter who was further from his supervision.
If it wasn't for the girl's request to buy satay and Snack at the nearest supermarket Space couldn't be here right now, sitting in a hospital garden chair trying to withstand his regret but behind it the feeling of longing after a long time did not meet more dominating.
"Mama misses you Tar" he said grudgingly looking at his son who was his own large body without being accompanied by a parent figure watching his growth.
"There's something you want to talk about otherwise I have to go there's someone waiting for me" he continued, speaking formally, he must put forward his ego to close the longing for his mother who is actually the person he loves the most in this world.
"Sorry mama Tar, if you can go home we can fix everything now mama hope it's not too late" he said.
Space feels the pain of hearing the shrill request of his mother but what power he has not been able to stay with the person who has been the source of his pain so far.
"If only" he said.
"If you believe what I say, if you do not see from one side, suppose you become me to be a biological son who is not considered in his own family if you understand what I want and if you are always there for me. Maybe we won't like this sorry I haven't been able to stay in a house that I think is hell" he said at length.
"I say goodbye" he said again then left the middle-aged woman who regretted her actions.
"Space" the voice made him stop his steps for a moment but he tried to be firm on the stand did not turn around because it would break the promise he had made first.
"If you change your mind you can go home whenever we are always waiting for you and the door of the house is always open for you" said the middle-aged woman with tears that had decayed.
Space left the woman he once called mama alone staring at her son's passing with sadness.