
"It's not time yet, hold on a little more Daisy, just until tomorrow morning. I'll tell you Ben, I'm sorry. I don't want to take any chances when you're angry and endanger this baby." Daisy said in her heart.
"Why are you keeping Daisy quiet? Deny all my words." Said Ben approaching Daisy and kneeling in front of Daisy who was still sitting.
Ben kisses Daisy's knee and holds Daisy's hands together.
"Aren't you going to deny it?" Said Ben.
"Say something Daisy, you don't have any feelings for Gavriel."
"No Ben. I just love you." Said Daisy.
"Then let's prove that you really love me." Said Ben holding Daisy up to the bed.
Daisy is tired and fed up with Ben's attitude why it's always just about the bed and bed, nafssu and nafssu.
"Is it only in this way you can believe? Can't you... Just believe in my words, Ben? Is my mouth not convincing you enough? Why do we have to end up in bed?" Said Daisy.
Ben had already undressed Daisy, and Daisy was crying by covering her face with her palm.
Of course Daisy's sentence makes Ben can not dwell anymore, it is a rejection of the umpteenth time for him, it's like a wound that continues to be given and then given vinegar water, vinegar, it's so painful in Ben's chest.
Ben himself also does not know why his head is only filled to want to connect with Daisy, because Daisy thinks so makes Ben feel that he is an animal.
"Sorry Daisy, I'm an animal." Ben said sadly and weakly.
"But I really don't know, only you Daisy can make me like this, I'm always nauseous if it's another woman."
"But I saw you enjoying it? At the club, they make you happy." Daisy said coldly with wet eyes.
"Daisy... " Ben's head is dead-end, he can't and doesn't know what else to explain to Daisy, Ben himself is confused by her complicated self. As Ben is clearly tormented by his current circumstances, Ben is deeply tormented as to why his relationship with Daisy has become like this.
However, Ben only wants Daisy, Ben only allows Daisy to touch him, even touch his head and crush him firmly. Ben never cared about that.
"Rest baby, you must be tired." Said Ben kissing Daisy's forehead.
Then slowly Ben got off the bed with a sad face and blamed himself Ben finally gave up and left Daisy, he opened the door, saw Traver and Mena were still on guard.
"You rest." Ben said weakly.
Traver and Mena also bowed respectfully.
Ben returned to his study room not wanting to go to sleep, while Daisy took the drugs in the drawer and drank them one by one in addition to the drugs from Gavriel who had just been given.
Daisy then stroked her stomach.
"So soon, hang on a little while longer." Said Daisy who ended up falling asleep with puffy eyes from crying all day.
In the middle of the night Ben came out of his study, as usual, he couldn't sleep if he wasn't with Daisy. Daisy is like a sleeping pill for Ben.
Ben then goes to Daisy's room and opens the door as quietly as possible.
Ben sees Daisy sleeping without a blanket, and then he gives Daisy a blanket, then kisses Daisy's forehead and lips.
"I really love you, I'm sorry Daisy, I have a lowly animal nature, always thinking about and forcing you to have constant intercourse. You must be depressed. I'll believe you." Ben said smilingly.
Then Ben was about to leave, but his eyes were fixed on something that burst out from behind the drawer.
It was a strip of medicine that had not been fully inserted, and sticking out.
Ben then opened the desk drawer, and was surprised to see a lot of drugs there.
"Did he take this much medicine?" Ben said with mixed feelings, between anxiety and fear.
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That morning after Daisy had breakfast, she was confused and panicked when she looked for something that was not in place.
"I'm sure I put it here last night." Daisy said confusedly.
Daisy panics and opens all the desk drawers everywhere.
Unbeknownst to Daisy, Ben has entered her room.
"You're looking for this." Said Ben throwing the drugs on the bed.
Daisy looks at Ben, and what Ben throws in the bed.
Daisy's body went limp and sat on the floor. Daisy's face was pale. Seeing the drugs in Ben's hands and now throwing them in bed.
"So... Whose son." Ben asked with a flat face. It was a horrible expressionless face.
Daisy then stands up and holds Ben's hands.
"Ben... Trust me, Gavriel's coming soon."
Ben's face grew darker and his anger grew so high that Ben was eager to slash Gavriel's head.
Ben brushes Daisy's hand.
"So he's the boy." Said Ben.
"Ben... Trust me... This may sound strange, but this is.... This is your son." Daisy said with tears and fear.
Ben smiled bitterly, his face stiff and so unhappy.
"So that's my son? For a month I never touched you, I went to Africa and just came back, did you lose your memory? Then how are you going to explain about lately you've been rejecting me, and throwing up in disgust with me? How can it be that without me touching you can get pregnant?" Ben said with a cold and dark face.
Daisy is very panicked and depressed, Daisy can not think of anything, she can not make any reason, even she does not remember anything at that time.
"Ben... Please believe this is your son, our son." Said Daisy crying and holding Ben's big arm.
Ben releases Daisy's hand back and then walks to the nightstand where the vase is displayed.
"MYARRRR!!!" Ben threw the vase on the floor.
"Daisy, you saw that vase. After it breaks can you fix it?" Said Ben.
Daisy just kept quiet and cried with her trembling body.
"I kept hold of her Daisy, I kept holding back all my emotions for your sake. I'm trying to trust you Daisy even though I know you're lying to me and covering up something. I'm giving you a chance to tell me directly. Last night I believed in your words, I cursed myself like an animal. But... When I checked your medicine, it turned out that I was the one who was such a fool." Said Ben.
"Ben... I'm sorry..." Daisy said crying.
"Gavriel said you had a trauma and I also knew you had a past trauma... L'm... Wanted to tell you but I'm scared." Daisy.
"So, you're secretly talking about me? You guys must be so happy not when you talk about me in the back? Let me imagine what expression Gavriel shows when she talks to you about me."
"Ben!!! Think sane!!!! Me and Gavriel have never been like that to you!!!"
"Gavriel!!! Gavriel!!! Gavriel!!! I'm really sick of it!!! Yep!!! You must have thought me crazy!!! I am a crazy animal!!! That's not it!!!" Ben said with anger.
"Ben this is your son.... Please believe me."
Ben was getting angry.
"YU!!! BUGG!!! BUGG!!!" Ben beat the wall until his hands bled.
"Ben!!! Don't do it, you hurt yourself Ben!!!" Daisy hugs Ben from behind tightly.
"Because I can't hurt you Daisy!!!" Just then Ben's voice shook, he cried.
"YUGG!!! BUUGG!!! BUGG!!!" Ben was still beating on the wall, until it was seen there were small cracks and the wall turned red with blood.
Ben's head was like a throbbing wanted to rupture and Ben's face had been flushed red, his head and face veins were protruding and like they were about to explode.
"Ben please stop!!!" Daisy said in tears and still hugged Ben from behind.
Ben finally stopped and still put his fist full of blood on the wall.
"alright... Let's just say it's my son. Consider me the one who impregnated you..." Said Ben.
Daisy looked up at Ben from behind.
Then Ben releases Daisy's hand that hugs her, blood dripping from her hand on the floor.
"So... Put the kid down." Ben said with a dark cold face. Ben's eyes were red and wet, he was crying, and he endured the pain in his chest and heartburn.
Ben was really holding back his anger so he wouldn't be afraid to kill someone.
Daisy's heart really exploded after hearing Ben who wanted the baby to be killed.
As Daisy's legs limp and sits on the floor, Daisy cries.
The bitter cries, the deep sadness, and Ben who doesn't believe him due to his great jealousy and his past traumas, are all mixed up to be very complicated.
Not to mention, Ben's crisis of confidence arises because Daisy repeatedly covers up lies with new lies. Ben is a man who hates lies.
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