
Sharen returns to his old contract he once lived in. He still has a few months left to stay because he has paid in the next year before. Actually he really wanted to go home, but the fear of his father's behavior that was once so hard made his guts shrink.
Nothing to be sorry about, it all happened. Didn't Sharen choose freedom, why it hurts even though there is no looming love. Why is his feeling so confused just because he feels alone.
The woman shrunk her tears, not wanting to be dissolved in grief. Let all the pain be buried deep. Even though he himself does not know when all this will disappear.
"I can definitely get through this," he murmured confidently. Spirits for himself. There are children who will accompany you.
Starting from the beginning again, although not easy, but he is used to being independent and never relies on anyone trying to find a way out.
The woman took off the necklace that was around her neck. He can sell and start life with what is. Everything will be fine, he will return to a comfortable life like before. Even though it may not be the same anymore. Where he was not alone, he had a conversation partner in his stomach who would always accompany him.
"You're healthy, son, even if you come with a complicated path, may your life shine" Sharen murmured in his own stomach. This was the first night he passed by himself. It is quiet, but it must be used.
The same is the case with Keanu who can't even sleep at all. Every night he hugged her, and now the bed was empty. It felt so empty, nothing else made him excited to climb a dream. He really lost something that really mattered.
The man got up from the bed, agitated, worried, unable to calm down. Let alone to sleep, drowsiness was not. His wife is fine there. What if there's a bad guy, or even a psychopath like Daniel who wants his wife.
Keanu stayed up all night, feeling unable after trying to shake off his feelings. Night is the most comfortable place for him with Sharen who really feels lost from him.
The man decided to go out to find his wife. No matter the day was late, he first visited the house of his father-in-law that Keanu had never considered. Sharen's just gone back there.
"Excuse me!" pekik Keen knocked on the worn-out door impatiently.
The door opened, and a mother came out.
"Sorry, who are you looking for?" ask the mother confused.
"Sorry Mom, Mr Afdal is there?" keanu asked as the cling looked inside.
"He didn't live here anymore, we bought him a month ago" the mother said, dashing Keen's hopes. Confused, there was nothing to contact, where his wife went. As far as the brain remembers it, it has no sense of direction and purpose.
"You where Sha is, I can't calm down" he muttered half in frustration. It should have been noon that he did not leave her just like that, surely her heart was so hurt and wrongly thought.
"Oh my God .. where should I look." Muters until late there is no clear purpose and direction. Makes it even more immeasurable.
"Let's see you, I don't want to know, she's pregnant" Keanu said.
"Ready sir" replied Tomi hurriedly. Trying to find traces of him even though there is no clue at all.
A week had passed, Keanu had yet to find any trace of him. Makes the man even more upset. It is like losing half of his soul. Almost every night can not sleep except with tranquilizers. Really tortured alone.
Sharen is getting used to a new life. Although far from the word luxury, but his heart is calmer. Trying to find luck applying for a makeshift job by going to the cake shop where it used to work, however, is not as easy as it used to be.
"Yes, where did it come from? Really you?" arya accidentally caught herself in the street.
"Arya, mm. .. find work, but it has not been fruitful" he replied with a smile.
"Work day? Where's husband? Why don't you try to go back to work first." Arya noticed the unusual gurgle on her friend.
"Can't be Ar, many won't hire me who's pregnant."
"Well, where do you live now?" ask the man pity.
"In the contract first, but the plan is to move this week."
"Enter your number," the man asked to give his cell phone.
Sharen typed in a new row of numbers that these four days had just accompanied him.
"Call me when there's something, I have to go to the hospital. I'll tell you if there's a vacancy for you from anywhere."
"Thank you very much, Ar." The man nodded.
Sharen returned home, taking a break from feeling tired. Slightly dizzy and uncomfortable in his stomach. Why suddenly I was sick.
"Duh .. sshhh ..," the woman's hiss complained. Groped his own stomach which suddenly hurt.