Pure Love
Ch. 27 - Regrets of Eros

The long dark night became increasingly gloomy and gripping. The darkness of the night with moonlight and neon lights as if shining on the earth seemed dim and not shining for Eros who was now sitting on the floor with a wither.

Eros' body constantly trembled with tears that kept flowing. The handsome man drooped withered as if he had lost all hope of his life.

It should have been since the beginning that he met Milena when he was 8 years old that Eros had realized it.

Eros may be aware that Mile is the little princess lord he met in the park, however, seeing his daughter's master being different and very evil to Selena. Eros rationality becomes corrupted and can no longer think clearly.

Every time that passed, the feeling of Eros who said that Milena was his little princess grew, this also made Eros hate himself at that time and keep his distance from Milena.

Eros should have believed in his feelings, he should not have run away and tried to find the truth at that time. If only he had found out everything, it might not have been as late as it is now.

Even Eros is now very sure, he gets angry when Video in the scattered High School is not because Mile slandered Selena. He was angry and disappointed, or rather felt jealous and did not believe that Mile would actually do such a despicable thing by sleeping with others.

The feeling of disappointment is because Eros does not want Mile to be touched or owned by anyone. And because of that, he was very angry with Milena. He is jealous and just wants Milena to be his.

Eros let out a long sigh before palpating the photo of little Milena in the diary full of sadness "I made you suffer so much that I tried to kill myself! Tell me Mile! Do you think I deserve your forgiveness and want to be by your side one more time?"

Eros black eyes again shed tears, he cried as much as his chest that really felt painful.

What should he do now?

How did he get to meet Milena?

Various complicated feelings as well as regret grew in Eros mind hugging his own body on the dark and silent floor.

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The shining sun slowly revealed its brilliant radiance after it was lost in the darkness. As if the dashing sunlight above the horizon looked beautiful, its beauty only blinded Eros' red-looking eyes and glared with dark circles around him.

With the same position as he had come before, Eros remained sitting on the floor holding the Diary Mile in his hand.

The handsome man let out a long sigh with a breath so heavy, he tried to support his weak body to stand up and leave the Mile boutique.

After feeling quite energetic, Eros literally propped his body away from the Mile boutique and entered his car in distress. He turned on his car and went from there to his sister's house. Right now the hope he had of meeting Mile was only on Vena and Mulan.

Of course Eros wants to go directly to Mulan, but for more details he must go to his brother's place first. He doesn't know where Mulan is.

Eros' black car drove at a steady pace on a still less crowded street. Eros keeps his state of mind to stay focused, by doing this at least he will be able to think clearly in the future.

"Eros?" Seeing such a terrifying Eros Vea shouted in surprise at the confusion

"Sister!" Eros looked at Vena with a regretful look before returning to speak "I want to meet Milena!"

"No way!" Vena refused Eros' request without blinking, stepping closer to her sister and again asking "What happened?"

Eros tears that had stopped flowing back to listen to her brother's questions, she never cried in front of Vena or Milo, so this was her first time. It really reaches its limit..

"I.i..."

Staring at Eros who was crying miserably and then crouched down pleading right under his feet, Vena stepped back in fear and surprise. "Eros?"

"I beg you! I really need to meet Milena, or I don't know what else to do. I beg brother!"

Vena silently did not say a word to comfort Eros. He thought this was a lesson for him because it had wasted such a precious Milena.

However, when he saw Eros who was so arrogant and stupid looking pitiful and ugly like this his heart softened with pity. He knew that his brother was stupid and that his stupidity sometimes blinded his eyes and hearing. But he's not a bad guy, anyway. It is only evil if the person truly deserves his evil nature. And the evil nature given to Milena is a misunderstanding so bad that it is out of bounds.

Vena sighed before stepping her feet towards the kitchen and took out a glass of water to hand over to Eros who was still crouching on the floor.

He smiled wryly at his foolish sister with insinuation as he handed her the glass in his hand "Don't you think you're too late?"

"I'm. I'm late, but, brother I'm so.. I beg you..!"

"I don't know what you know right now. But Eros, I can't help you. On the other hand I am very angry with your attitude towards Mile and want Mile to live well from now on, but on the other hand I also want you to make up and get back together. But" Vena stopped and shook her head slowly "I don't know where Milena is at the moment. Mulan is furious and hides Mile, even from me. So there's nothing I can help you with!"

As if Eros wasn't surprised by Vena's words, he remained silent with his tears flowing. From the beginning he came to this place he already knew if his brother would not know the whereabouts of Milena. Mulan must have hidden it like it did 12 years ago.

Eros wiped the tears on his cheek as he gulped down the Vena-given drinking water before speaking emphatically "I am guilty and I am so unbecoming to be forgiven. I'm not even worthy of a woman like Milena. I'm well aware of that. But, no matter what I have to meet him! Nah! I want to meet him and bring him back with me, no matter even if the whole World is insulting me!"

Vena smiled gently at Eros "That sounds good, it's a pity I told you no, I can't help you."

"Just give me Mulan's phone number and address. I'll take care of it myself from now on. I'll bring it back with my own hands. This time I will make sure that Milena will come back with me and be by my side smiling at all times"

Staring at Eros' black eyes filled with persistence, Vena nodded lightly with a heart filled with happiness. If indeed this time Eros would really do as he said, there was no reason for Vena to refuse to help him. He would only give Mulan contact for her and wait for the result quietly at home.

"Bring her back and don't make her cry again!" With that sentence from Vein and the information about Mulan, Eros steps away from home full of persistence and desire for the regret he feels to bring Mile back to his side.