Pursuing Love Ustad
Rara Finally Had to Give Up

"Ndi, is this really the news I heard?" rara asked when they met this afternoon.

"What news do you hear" Andi replied pretending not to know.

Rara breathed deeply. He knew Andi was just pretending. She must have understood where Rara was heading from.

"So finally Rania who got her love bang Fakhri," muttered Rara without answering Andi's question.

"I was desperately chasing him. I tried hard to fight for love bang Fakhri. I even let go of choosing the same job just because I was going after him. I sacrificed all my desires and aspirations. But the other girl who got the result without bothering," complained Rara back.

Andi just kept quiet. From then on he only prepared his ears to listen to Rara sigh.

Andi felt the pain. It was not for the sadness of the girl's unrequited love for Fakhri bang.

More to the pain that pierces his heart, watching someone who is truly in his tribe, crying feel pain, even suffering for the sake of another man.

Believe me, that feeling is much more stifling. If only it could make him happy. If only he could change the feeling in his heart. Believe me Andi must have done it a long time ago. Before that feeling of love now ended up hurting Rara much deeper.

Andi looked back at the pretty face before her. Both of his eyebrows were raised, his forehead wrinkled. There was something different from Rara's look this time.

Well. Rara looked different this time in Andi's eyes. I don't know what makes Rara different. But from Andi's point of view, Rara looks nothing like usual.

The girl this time appeared as it was. Without the thick makeup she wears every day. And also with a casual suit like a young man of his age.

And Rara looks even more beautiful and natural. The girl was truly transformed into like everyone else. Rara looks like she's not.

"Something that is not meant for us. How hard we pursue, will certainly be released as well," Andi finally said.

"Pun on the contrary, if it is destined for us. God will always have his own way of uniting that destiny" Andi said.

"Don't hurt yourself, by trying to change, so that love can be owned. Something forced will end up not good later" Andi's advice returned.

Rara remained silent. His heart is very painful. Between the feeling of disappointment and hurt, because watching if the love he dreamed so much has now really run from him. The only love Rara believed in her heart. It was love that hurt him deeply.

But the pain in his heart grew, when he finally realized that he had done anything, sacrificed everything to get that love. Makes Rara's chest tightens. The clear water had just plunged freely soaked his smooth white cheeks.

Luckily both his parents provided him with a strong faith, a solid religious foundation. So even though doing a lot of stupidity is called by love. Rara is able to take care of her marwah as a woman. Rara still maintains her dignity as a Muslim.

"I want to meet Rania Ndi," suddenly Rara said that she had started sobbing.

Andi stared at the astonished girl before him. Creased both of his eyebrows. Thinking of the worst possible thing Rara would do by wanting to meet with Rania.

Rania. The girl was currently not just a friend of the two of them. Rania is the future wife of Bang Fakhri. The girl is a prospective bidadari surganya. Then how could Andi just let the bad things that would happen to him, if the two met.

Not without reason if Andi thinks so. During this time, there have been so many things that Rara did, not only on Rania, but also other girls who tried to get close to the Fakhri bang. Rara's obsession with the idol, even makes her act out of logic. Although his actions did not do physical violence and harm others. But still all the things Rara did could not be justified.

"I just want to talk and apologize" Rara said again as if she knew what was now in Andi's head.

"I know, the contents of your head must have been bad thoughts Ndi. Don't worry, I just want to apologize for my behavior towards Rania all this time. I'm aware of a lot of bad things I've done to Rania. Saying harsh words even threatening them I've done."

Rara again said to Andi as if to remove the suspicion of the man in front of him, who seemed to look at him not only suspiciously as well as probing, but as concerned as well as lyrical.

Andi was silent again. But his heart warmed. Finally the beautiful girl before him realized his mistake all along. Finally Rara can legowo, let bang ustad with her choice of heart.

Love cannot be forced. That feelings can never lie. Try as hard as anything, if it is not meant to be together, everything will be free.

There will come a time, the heart settled on a choice of heart. And this time my brother's heart decided. It turns out that the names of Fakhri and Ranialah bang are written on the record of destiny in the book in Lauhul Mahfudz.

"Thank you Ndi. You are indeed the best of friends," Rara smiled sincerely.

I don't know why the smile made Rara many times more beautiful in Andi's eyes.

"But I want more than just Ra's best friend." Andi replied hesitantly.

Rara looked at Andi in confusion. What was the meaning of Andi's talk just now, thought Rara. But because the beautiful girl was again in a heartbroken fashion. Andipun talk is only considered the wind.

Andipun did not intend to explain more of the true feelings he felt to Rara. Andi did not want to be considered taking a chance when the girl was unstable.

Is not a person who is heartbroken, hurt, will be very easy to touch. He needed an escape from that pain. It will be easy for Andi to dart in, filling the void of a wounded heart.

Offers a new feeling that will quench the pain of love. Pain that stifles the chest will make the heart empty, disappointed and injured it will be easy to receive a new love. A love that hopes to bandage its wounds and heal its pain.

But Andi doesn't want that. Andi does not want his love just as an escape, from the disappointment and hurt that Rara is currently feeling.

Andi wants Rara to feel the sincerity of her love for the girl. Andi wants to slowly realize that there is someone who loves her sincerely. A person he never looked upon because his views had been clouded by his obsession with the love of a Fakhri bang.

Andi is indeed unbalanced if it has to be compared to the idol. Adoptive brother as well as his best friend. The closest friend feels that family. But Andi believes her heartfelt feelings and love far outweigh Rara's own feelings for the ustad

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