Pursuing Sorry Saina
Chapter.32

"I'm sorry, I beg you to forgive me Saina" said Zio as he hugged Saina's weak body.

Hearing Zio's sincere apology, Saina cried and returned a hug from Zio.

Now both are the same crying, spilling the feeling of tightness and all the burdens that have been so haunting the two.

Amidst the tightness was tucked into a longing that was so passionate and now paid off already with the meeting of the two even though with the condition of Saina was very sick and hospitalized.

Feeling long enough to cry and hug Saina, Zio began to unravel her embrace on the girl's body and looked at Saina's pale face.

"I'm sorry Na, I'm really sorry for what I did to you" Zio said again as the two looked up.

"I've forgiven you Brother, thank you for coming and meeting me.Have you met Arsain?"saina asked in her soft tone.

"We've met, he's so handsome and so much like me" Zio replied excitedly as he told her about his son.

"Saina titip Arsain yes Kak, Saina can no longer take care of and take care of him.Know it's her turn to take care of him and care for him"

"No Na, we will fight together for your recovery.I will do everything possible to make you heal again" replied Zio who returned to tears when Saina left the child to him.

Seeing Zio's spirit, Saina could only nod weakly and fall back asleep because she was very weak.

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The next morning, it seems that all have regrouped in the hospital room.After getting news from Zio that Saina has regained consciousness, everything was compact coming to the hospital.

It also appears that little Arsa who came along with Grandpa and Grandma.Because it happened to be a holiday then Arsa could come to meet the Mother who was already human.

"Assalamualaikum Mommy" Arsa said as she approached the bed where Saina was lying.

"Assalamualakum Son, how are you?this is dear Papah" said Ardana who approached Saina and grabbed the child's weak hand and took it into her grasp.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Papah, thank you for coming" replied Saina lirih.

"Thank you for all the gathering here, so I can leave in peace"continued Saina who made everything there despondent to hear the words of Saina, especially Zio and Ardana who had just met her.

"What are you talking about baby, Papah will strive for your recovery Son" said Ardana who increasingly tightened his hand grip on Saina's hand.

"No Pah, thank you but Saina is tired Pah.Saina wants to rest in peace, now Arsa has met her father and it has made me relieved and ready to go calmly, Mom forgive Saina yes, I'm sorry,if all this time Saina always makes Mother difficult, Papah pardon Saina also for not being able to handle Papah well, Kak Bayu thank you for always helping Saina during this time and Kak Zio, for not being able to handle Papah well,I titip Arsa Kak, take care of him and take care of him lovingly so that he is not lonely even though I am not with him.Arsa you must obey and devote to father Yes son, son,don't let father trouble take care of you son" Saina said to everyone gathered there.

The sobbing was not inevitable when Saina slowly closed her eyes and took off Ardana's hand indicating that Saina had returned to her creator.

"Sa_Saina"

"Aaaaaarrrrrrrrr, motherfucker"

"Aaaaaarrrrrrr,bastards"

"Why should he?why should he be the one you took?me, I'm the sinner why don't you just take me?why?"

Zio raved, cried and even shouted hysterically and frustrated in front of Sain's body which was now stretched stiff lifeless.

"I know I was wrong, I know I sinned but why do you punish me like Na, Saina says this is a lie?wake up Saina, please wake up"

Shouted Zio again interrupted his sobs.The feeling of relief and happiness for having found what he was looking for for 10 years was changed to a sense of tightness that was so suffocating.So even Zio could no longer stem his heartbreaking cries.

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