
"However, as the day grew, the power of the supreme leader seemed to weaken so that my slowly erased memories returned a little. I knew and remembered that I had a son and a great husband in the underworld. Unfortunately I can't remember their faces" said the goddess Zhou, telling her without a hint of sad look on her face.
Honestly speaking, seeing the light look on the face of the goddess Zhou instead made Lin Lin feel guilty. Lin Lin instead opened an old wound for the Zhou goddess that should not have been opened.
"I'm sorry for asking such questions to the goddess Zhou," said Lin Lin feeling somewhat guilty.
Goddess Zhou smiled faintly then she shook her head gently, "It's okay. It's only natural that you're curious."
Lin Lin nodded his head then fell silent because he was thinking about something. That is, if indeed slowly the power used by the supreme leader of the gods can indeed weaken, if it is slowly, it does not rule out the possibility that the goddess Zhou will soon find out the truth that Xie Jun Hao is her son and Xie Shan Nu is her own husband, not her friend.
Of course that would be good news for Xie Jun Hao and Xie Shan Nu, unfortunately Lin Lin would never be able to know when that would happen.
"Goddess Zhou, do you have any guesses as to who and where your family is currently?" asked Lin Lin while asking the goddess Zhou again curiously, although Lin Lin actually felt that it would greatly disturb the goddess Zhou.
Goddess Zhou just turned her head quite dumbstruck towards Lin Lin. Of course the goddess Zhou would never have expected that Lin Lin would ask such a question.
Dewi Zhou smiled then replied with a very slow headband.
"I thought that I couldn't find the answer to your question, Lin Lin. But after looking around, maybe your father-in-law knows the answer to your question" said the goddess Zhou with a smile on her face.
Lin Lin became speechless, if only the goddess Zhou knew that it was actually Xie Shan Nu, the person who had been around continued to be a friend to the goddess Zhou after the goddess became a goddess was her own husband, then perhaps the goddess Zhou would feel very guilty to Xie Shan Nu.
But Lin Lin also could not tell this to the Zhou goddess because this was the personal affair of the Zhou goddess. Of course Lin Lin was actually anxious to say directly that her current husband was the son of the goddess Zhou.
Unfortunately it could not be done, whereas Lin Lin was eager to summon the goddess Zhou as her mother-in-law. But because she could not do that, so Lin Lin could only restrain herself from opening her voice and would let go of summoning the goddess Zhou as mother-in-law.
"What are you thinking, Lin Lin?" asked the goddess Zhou with a smile on her face.
Lin Lin immediately shook her head with a sweet smile on her face to cover up from the goddess Zhou that she was thinking about something.
Lin Lin sighed, then she looked at the goddess Zhou with a somewhat hesitant eye gaze to ask, but after convincing her heart to ask such a question to the goddess Zhou, she looked at the goddess, Lin Lin finally opened his voice and asked the goddess Zhou.
"I'm supposed to be dead in that underworld, right?" asked Lin Lin in a quiet voice.
Goddess Zhou gasped in shock when she heard Lin Lin Lin's blunt remarks. But then the goddess Zhou countered with a head nod that was quite slow because Lin Lin Lin's words might have hurt her own heart.
"Then what about my body?" asked Lin Lin in a quiet voice.
Goddess Zhou was even more shocked when she heard what Lin Lin said. The thing he heard from Lin Lin was so sudden, goddess Zhou did not expect that Lin Lin would ask her like that easily to herself without the slightest look of sorrow on her face.
Goddess Zhou actually did not want to answer the question from Lin Lin, but seeing Lin Lin Lin's face so expecting an answer from her made the goddess Zhou by being forced to tell the answer of Lin Lin Lin's question earlier.
"You should not feel sad about the answer I will give you after this, Lin Lin," said the goddess Zhou in a somewhat quiet voice.
Lin Lin nodded her head after hearing the reply from the Zhou goddess, of course Lin Lin had already prepared herself to be able to receive all the answers from the Zhou goddess, even though it was actually a very painful question.
"Actually from now on, you've left your body next to your sleeping husband. Even when you were saying goodbye to your two sons, you left your body and became a spirit.
"The baby is usually very sensitive to something, but since you no longer have a physical body, your first son does not realize that you are talking to him. But of course it will not apply to your last son because he is the messenger of the gods. He is the most special person. She could realize and find out that her mother was about to leave her entire family. He can even understand what you're saying, and what other people are saying in front of him," obviously the goddess Zhou quickly shifted the topic to Xie Hao Ran so that Lin Lin did not feel sad by what he had said.
Lin Lin of course realized that in fact the goddess Zhou had indeed deliberately said that in order to make her think of something else that would not make her feel sad.
But Lin Lin herself would naturally feel sad for having to leave her entire family behind. Lin Lin could only smile to the goddess Zhou for having made herself feel less thoughtful about her family anymore.
"Actually I want to ask the gods one thing. Maybe the goddess can answer questions from me. So can I ask you?" lin Lin asked in a soft tone of voice out of fear that she would accept the rejection from the goddess Zhou.
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