
The day I spent with Hana, since that day I left my house to cut off contact with Hayden one-sidedly.
He still used to treat me, though,
honestly my heart always sizzled in disbelief if he did good to me.
For me he was good at playing in front of my parents, I don't know maybe I was hurt because of his actions that day' or My love has died, I'm inward.
This afternoon I decided to relax at Miss Sarmi's house, in front of the house I saw a pregnant woman she was so difficult to bring her groceries.
Suddenly the motor stopped right near him, *honey..I told you earlier, let you shop' said the man in his gentle tone.
Bang..I don't have the heart to wake up Brother, right"Abang just came home from work so I sentin to go shopping replied the woman no less sweet.
Implained by my treatment of Hayden when I was pregnant with Hana, she was so considerate to make me like the Queen in her heart but it's'
my mind used to mumble to itself.
Angelo... Hayden says you don't care what he is?" tukas Bu Sarmi."duh..Kok Hayden uses the ngadu ngadu event to Bu Sarmi batinku monologue.
"What do I have to answer?"
but I don't really care about him, he's eating what yet?"whether he takes a shower or not,
and anyway I hurt he was close to another woman.
Angelo... Call Miss Sarmi to me"
ooh' it must be his mind' Ma'am" I said, I don't want Miss Sarmi to know the truth even though she might know it herself later.
Oh'yeah...?" you have not planned to add momongan said Bu Sarmi to me"
yes' I had a miscarriage because of a fall.And at that time I heart it certainly will not happen to my mind.
"Not yet Ma'am" I replied briefly!
"How come"? postponed right" it saw Hana really wanted to have a playful theme said Bu Sarmi looking towards Hana and Adek his friend.
Hana Tengah playing with Bella and her sister, mumpung still young Bu Sarmi timpal again towards me.
"Why is it possible?" planning to add a child, my household is just another woman Batinku commented.
For a few months I avoided Hayden.every time I saw him, the shadow he was making out with Tasya so imprinted in my heart.
He's looking for his own clothes in the closet ,
after dressing he said"
You don't mind, do you?"if I sleep here he said while looking at me intensely.
"Is it boring to sleep alone?"
inner talking.
My body hurts I want to be sorted by you babble again.
The look in his eyes was on the part of my chest that was open, so I covered my chest with a blanket.
You are my wife and still Shah, no other woman than you.
Slowly I was about to stand up but his hand was holding mine, "don't keep moving away from me, I was so tormented because of that" he said, looking at me.
My mind is hissing"you're just bullshit, I saw you making out and enjoying it so much.
"Angel.
towards me, he approached me, I kept retreating until I stuck to the wall.
That handsome face momentarily made me blush even more with the look of his shady and warm eyes.
I was so surprised by his attitude
don't excuse me"
Tonight I asked for my right she said with a smile looking at my face.
The gentle touch on my cheeks made my heart flutter as if it stopped in my throat.
Tonight as if to witness my love for Hayden, my heart has softened with this kind of unusual routine.
My heart rejected his desire but my body
wanting it, my inner synchrony muttered between being happy and being angry with myself.