Pursuing the Love of Dr. Hannah
5. Hana's Waiting

Two weeks Hana's always guarding the night. And during that time, Hana had already made a black bag under her eyes. But today Hana was happy to be able to go home early. All because the Rose who replaced him because the Kasian saw Hana who looked very concerned.

Hana stopped her car on the porch. Pull the brake lever and pull the key and go down. Hana's broad smile was pinned on her lips. Finally after a few days he was able to meet and shed his longing for Arya. Hannah opened the door and found a quiet house.

"Tumben is home" Aminah told Hana. Which made Hana surprised because she thought there was no one at home. Aminah appeared suddenly from the direction of her room. Who might have heard him open the door.

"Yes, Ma. Hana replaced friends for tonight." She searched for something but did not find it. "Mas Arya hasn't come home yet, Ma?"

"Not yet, find another woman possible," ketus Aminah.

"Ma!" Hannah was surprised to hear Aminah's reply.

Hana rubbed her chest saying Istighfar many times. He did not expect that Aminah would say such a sentence to him.

"really, right? Why at home if his wife doesn't care about him!"

"But Mama don't say that. It's work, Ma. Mama knows for herself, right?" hana Timpal. Aminah seemed unhappy with Hana's reply.

"Work? You're just torturing your husband." Aminah sauntered away from Hana and sat on the sofa in front of the television.

Hana felt her eyes hot and was ready to lower the water. But she also did not want to cry in front of her in-laws. Finally, Hana chose to go from there and go into her room.

As soon as she put her things away, Hana grabbed her bag to pick up her phone. Pressing Arya's number to contact her. The phone had already switched to his ear a few seconds call was connected but was not answered by Arya.

Hana did not stop trying, and on the third experiment Hana only got the operator's answer. Hana's body went limp and lowered the thing slowly. His mind floated thinking of Arya with what Aminah had just said.

"No, Mas Arya is not so," Inner Hana was convinced.

With her confidence, Hana put down her phone and went to the bathroom. Washing her body under a warm water that refreshes the body and clears her short-sighted mind to her husband.

Fifteen minutes passed until Hana was done with her bathing activities. He thought when he came out of the bathroom he would find Arya but in fact Arya had not returned. Even until Hana finished changing clothes and wearing facial moisturizer her husband had not come home.

Hana looks at the clock and she thinks Arya doesn't usually come home late. It's eight o'clock but Arya hasn't come yet. Hana is restless and afraid that something will happen to Arya. He picks up his phone and tries to contact Arya but Hana always gets the same answer.

Hana comes out of her room and still tries to contact Arya. He glanced at the direction where Aminah had been and Hana still found her in-laws there watching. Hana moves uneasily dialing Aryan's numbers nonstop.

"Where do you know what it's like now?" cynical Aminah. "Your husband must have children out there because of your own actions!"

"Astaghfirullah, Ma. Mama why did you say that, anyway?" upset Hana.

"Why? You don't accept it?" challenge Aminah. "It's good that the work remembers Hana's time!"

"Ma, this is Hana's goal, Ma. Mama herself knows, right? Before getting married Hana had explained that Hana wanted to work and get the doctor's degree that Hana wanted?"

Aminah did not consider the meaning of what Hana had just said. For him Hana was in a very wrong place so many times he gave an explanation he thought it was still wrong. Aminah just skinned Hana's bad side and blamed herself.

"Work is work! What do you want to achieve? Arya has given you a home, money too, less what else?"

"It's not like that, Ma," Hana said. He felt frustrated at every remark Aminah made to him.

"You're too stubborn, Hana! You have been married for five years but not once have you been pregnant. This is all because you didn't set aside time for Arya!" accuse Aminah of appointing Hana.

Hannah was no longer able to face Aminah. This past week Aminah has always cornered him. Attacking herself with a mistake that Hana knew herself had no power to push her away from God.

"Hana also wants to have children, Ma. Hannah tried many different ways but God did not believe us to have her. Hana has also asked Arya mas to check but always rejected it," said Hana with a swagger.

"What's the check for? Arya it's not barren, yeah!" aminah's reply was not accepted. "You are barren! You can't get pregnant!"

"Ma!" hana shouted out one by one her tears. His chest tightened and his eyes were no longer able to hold back his tears.

"Why? Right, guys? In our family lineage no one is barren. I have three children, my brother has four, and my brother has five. Do you think Arya's barren?"

Hannah could not bear the words of Aminah. He didn't want to keep hearing about it that would make him feel sick. Not answering what Aminah said, Hana breezed away to her room.

Lock the door to his room and lay his body on the bed. He shed all his tears with a pillow closed so that Aminah would not hear it. His heart ached and had no place to anchor his heart.

His chest tightened with tears that felt so warm past the corner of his eyes. His stifled voice made the pain even more pronounced and made a roar also complete his cry.

Hana cried long enough. An hour passed and Hana had already started to calm down with her cries but not with her heart. He was still worried about Arya's state. Hana tries to call her husband's number again but gets nothing.

Two hours passed and it was the same. Hana sat on the edge of the bed looking at the clock on the wall of her room. Notice clearly the needle that keeps turning. Occasionally turn her eyes to the door and hope Arya comes home.

Three hours, four hours, five hours, six hours, and seven hours. It was already two in the morning but Arya still did not come home. The number could not be reached and did not even inform Hana. It makes Hana's heart feel tied strong and held with a large stone.

He had no idea what Arya was doing and where she was going. Hana wanted to go back to fighting, she thought her return this time could fix her relationship that was a little tenuous this late. But she could not speak or look at her husband's face.

"Mas, where are you?" lirih Hana's.

The sleepiness of Hana is replaced with a very very disturbing anxiety. Until dawn, he did not close his eyes. Still trying to call Arya's number despite getting nothing.

Hearing the voice of the Adhan, Hana put down her phone and went to the bathroom to take ablution. Pray at dawn and get ready. She thought Arya was coming home this morning because she didn't come home last night. But in fact not at all.

Until Hana prepares to get into her car after waiting for quite a while, Arya still does not return as well. Holding the tightness in her chest, Hana could only sigh at her long breath. Driving his car away from home to go to work.