
Shasa asked the taxi driver to stop at a small park on the edge of town . After paying he walked to a seat under a shady tree . Shasa closed his eyes also leaned against his body .
"every time he was by my side, my husband always held shame because of the taunts of his friends . Is it true that I don't deserve to be next to my husband." he muttered .
"if it's true that way, I'd rather go not have to be next to my husband . I am the one who always lives . I'll let my husband find a parallel to him . It's not me who's not comparable to her ."
"Lord I'm tired, tired of having to face the rich who always demean me . I know my place is not above, but do I have to hear his insults . You know God? I also have a weakness . I'll be fragile if I continue to be insulted . I once thought if I was next to my husband I would be strong . In fact everyone who insulted me made me shrink . I never forget who I am and where I come from . I'm tired God is so tired." Shasa scowled towards the sky .
Shasa rubbed his face violently , His mind was tired very tired when others saw him one eye . Wanting it to feel she went far away, she felt if her husband held back his shame because of her .
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While at Pervaiz Taban's residence, the 34-year-old man headed to his room to meet his wife . The door opened but did not see his wife in the room . He walked open the bathroom door, empty . Vaiz came back down quickly to the waiter . The waiter said if he did not find his mistress coming home . Vaiz's heart is getting riled up . Where his wife is, Vaiz asks the waiter to find his wife all over the house .
Vaiz again drove the car out the gate down the street . He looked in the cafe where his wife used to work. He asks Shasa's friend who used to work, they say if Shasa didn't come here . Vaiz walked back to his car and drove his car .
"honey where are you? you're not coming home . I'm worried about you ." Vaiz muttered still focused on the street .
Now Vaiz is in the courtyard of his mertuan house .
"assalamallaikum ." Vaiz knocked on the door of the renovated house .
"waalaikumsallam, son Vaiz in." said Shasa's mother .
"son of Vaiz, Shasanya where's son?" ask Pak Yono .
DEG
"let's say Vaiz, Shasa's son always harbors his own feelings . He never wanted to burden those around him . When he was tired, he needed to be alone . Perhaps Shasa has heard insults from friends or co-workers from Vaiz, who made himself down . Especially now that she's pregnant . Jad don't worry she needs to herself to blow everything away ." Shasa's mother explained .
"but ma'am, I'm afraid that Shasa's why. Even being contacted he couldn't ." said Vaiz Weak .
"later I'll try to call who knows if she'll pick up ." Vaiz nodded then left to his two in-laws to go back to look for Shasa .
"pity son Vaiz sir, where is Gik ya Shasa ?" grouse mom Shasa .
"patience, your son again needs calmness." ucao Mr. Shasa calms down .
In the car, Vaiz turned to the left. Sometimes he murmured to pray to God for his wife to find him . Busy looking for his wife, suddenly his cell phone rang .
Vaiz: "hello no, how?"
Dino: "all is in order, I'm sure Pak Gilang's company will fall into your hands ."
Vaiz: "their laws are as heavy as they are, for they my wife does not return ."
Dino: "what? madam gone sir?" Dino surprised .
Vaiz: "yes help find ."
After finishing talking to Dino , Vaiz returned to find his wife . He looks like please worry . Afraid if he doesn't find his wife .