Queen Laluna
Must Choose

"Damn! I forgot to tell Ferdinand about the cancellation of the engagement!" lamented Renata who is now so dizzy.

The woman is now in her room. His encounter with Ferdinand did not yield the results he expected. His plans were all shattered upon seeing Ferdinand's smile. Let alone saying his wish, Renata just felt his brain as empty and just wanted to enjoy every moment of their togetherness.

"If it were like this, I'd be the meanest person in our relationship. O God and Selene, why is your duty so heavy? What about the things that I have to do if something like this can't get through?"

"Hi, boy!"

"Yes, God!" shocked Renata.

"Yes, God!" repeating Lord Fenrir as if mocking Renata, "i am indeed a God after all, but it feels strange if you constantly call me a God. From now on, just call me grandpa!" break up God Fenrir.

Renata hesitated and said with intonation asking, "grandfather?"

"Grandfather?" god Fenrir said again imitating Renata's words before returning to say, "just don't call me God anymore. I'm tired of hearing everyone call me God, especially you, boy!"

"But you are a god? All werewolves glorify Your name. Since I am also a werewolf, wouldn't it be natural for me to call you a God?"

"Buck! You're Sarah's son. It was different from other werewolves. You had the privilege of calling me Grandpa like no other. Got it? He said it was smart, but how hard would it be to understand such a simple thing? Don't tell me you're the lol type?"

"Lol? Grandpa's picking on me, huh?" asked Renata annoyed.

Surprised by Renata's response, Lord Fenrir dodged immediately, "no! That's the one that's forever."

"Lol? Long time?" confused Renata.

"Yes. You are not slang either. This should be the language of young people who are a generation with you!"

Confused, Renata still tried to find the word God Fenrir meant. After a few minutes, the woman remembered something, "lol and lama? Holy hooch! Meaning Lola? Old loading?"

"Yes, that's lola! I pulled my previous words. You're not the kid I turned out to be. You know what kuper means?"

"certain. Less association," replied Renata a little lazy.

The satisfied God Fenrir laughed and praised Renata saying, "good!"

"OK, Grandpa. Well then, did grandfather come because I mentioned grandfather's name just now?"

"Yep. Absolutely right! I heard you complaining about how difficult the task you were given was. Why?"

Renata sighed before returning to speak, "nothing. I know it may not be so hard for you, but there's one thing I can't do the most: break off my engagement. It's not that I doubt the destiny that my grandfather and Selene chose for me, but what if we don't fit in? In fact, could we hate each other? If so, wouldn't I go through another tribulation, but in another form?"

"alright. Maybe you think it's hard. But, what I need to tell you is that we will not give you constant trials. We know your efforts and protect you as much as possible. Trust me, the three Selene choices you choose will bring happiness to you too."

"Never doubt Selene, Renata. You call me the Most Just, but know Selene is one of my advisers whenever I have to make a difficult decision. On the Moon, my brother was the wisest man among us."

"Grandfather, you look so wise. I sometimes forget that you are the Most Just."

"Currently," said Lord Fenrir, but his lips were slightly turned back, and he said, "my advice, you should slowly solve your problem. Don't want to finish everything at once."

"I know but I can't wait to finish all of that at once. It was so bad to see those two people in this house. I also want to finish Selene's assignment soon."

Lord Fenrir fell silent before returning to say, "yes, I think I can understand you a little. However, you have to remember that you can start from fixing yourself."

Confused, Renata stared at Lord Fenrir demanding further explanation.

Seeing Renata looking at him so, the God finally cleared his throat, "echem. I mean, start seeing what your flaws are and fix them. If you used to trust others easily, start to be a little wary. However, don't overdo it too until you have trouble believing in anyone."

"Then?"

"This is just my advice and you can consider it. I know that Sarah's company that your father developed has tremendous profits. Try to stand on your feet. If something bad happens, you won't be shaken. You can stand on your feet and even support the people you love. So—" Dewa Fenrir hangs his words. However, from his face it was seen that he was like saying something that he should not have said.

"So?" asked Renata who was aware of the change in attitude from the God. The woman tried to demand further explanation from Lord Fenrir.

"Yes. So, change for the better."

God Fenrir closed his words like that. He didn't want to continue the conversation any further. Unfortunately, Renata with his new abilities caught the slightest change in the look of Lord Fenrir.

"Are there any people or groups who want to take down the Soleil family?"

"Remember, I didn't tell you anything, bad girl. Then I'll go first, yeah!" exclaims Lord Fenrir while laughing.

Seeing the departure of the God, Renata fell silent. His face was pucker and thought hard. There's something new he has to do. However, he realized that the words of Lord Fenrir were true. Renata has to start independent. He did not want any more regrets in this second life.

If Renata had to take revenge, he would give a painful retribution.

If Renata had to protect Soleil's family, he would provide the best protection.

If Renata had to choose a soul mate destined for her, she would look for someone she could trust, love, and best for werewolves.

And all that, Renata can't do alone. He had to build his group with people he could trust. Thus, not only would Renata regret this second chance? Renata will be satisfied. He can also be proud if one day meet Selene, his mother, and even Grandpa Fenrir who had been willing to help him.

"Yes, I can do it. I have new abilities in my second life. All of this should be used better. If I were only fixated on my revenge by unmasking those two people, it felt like my second life would be for nothing. I can do more because I now even supported Lord Fenrir. Selene's duties shouldn't burden me either. If I'm burdened, how can I choose the best for the werewolves?"

Renata is not aware that he is not just re-born with new abilities. However, today he had been born as a completely new person. A wisdom has been ingrained and waiting to sprout within Renata.