RADEN ABINAYA AGRA
THE BEGINNING OF PAIN

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This is a very painful story for Raden Abinaya Agra. The past for the very painful. Not only his family was slaughtered by the people, but the physical disabilities he received. His hand was also beheaded by all of them?. Until now he earned the nickname of a butts/lucky slave.

That night, his sleep was very restless. He felt a throbbing pain in his left hand, what else in his sleep, the shadow of his vision at that time haunted him.

"No!. It hurts!. Don'tdon't!. Kegh!." In his dream, he kept trying to calm himself.

But at that time Gayatri Sadubi saw how the anxiety felt by Raden Abinaya Agra or now his name is Slave. "sick!. Don't do!." The Slave groan in his sleep, even sweat had soaked his body. Because he felt an incredible fear.

"What kind of dream has he seen?. So he's having something like that?." In the heart of Gayatri Sadubi is actually very curious about what kind of dreams experienced by Slaves. "Even though you are my husband?. But I'm not admitting that at all." In his heart he was astonished at what he had received. "How could my beloved raka marry me to someone like this?." In his heart still did not accept that. What more is the look of the people who are very insulting to him.

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Meanwhile in the palace. Even though the night was late, Prabu Maharaja Sigra Sadubi was discussing the future of the kingdom.

"Although the loyal followers of the cruel king have been killed, we must be vigilant. It could be that they're out there planning something that could overthrow the throne we've gained."

"Yes, Gusti Prabu is right. We must not be careless. Do not let this land again be controlled by people who are animal-hearted!. Cruel! And inhumane!."

"Yes. Of course we have to be careful with that."

"Then what about the fate of raden, ah I mean the slave was wrestling?. Shouldn't we just kill him?."

They all seemed to be thinking about what Patih Dharma Aji had said.

"Hamba sense of right that Gusti patih said. Why do we keep the disabled man Gusti?. It'll just make us ashamed."

"The gusti prabu. What else did the slave marry nimas gayatri. Is Gusti Prabu not ashamed of what they have said about nimas gayatri?."

"Hamba has heard people talk about nimas gayatri. I can't bear to hear Gusti."

"The problem of the child. We don't have to worry about that problem. The slave had been under a very heavy life pressure for this one year. I'm pretty sure he'll die by suicide."

They tried to cradle and think about what Prabu Maharaja Sigra Sadubi had said.

"So we don't have to do anything just to get rid of it. We better torture him in a born and inner manner."

"Of course Gusti prabu."

They were all very understanding of what Prabu Maharaja Sigra Sadubi had said.

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The deg!.

"Mother, father, mother." In his heart he was very afraid of what he was feeling. The feeling of tightness, and the pain he felt at that time made him unable to speak properly. "Mother, father, yunda, raka. I can't stand this." In his heart was very sick under such circumstances. "sickness. It hurts so bad." He noticed his imperfect left hand. His fear is further weakened if he remembers what has happened to him in the past. 

"Well till when are you gonna cry whining like that slave?. Didn't you see?. It's morning, so do everything you have to do!." Those eyes were filled with deep hatred.

"Good wrestling princess." In a very weak voice, he tried to answer. After that he got out of bed, of course, he would do all the work in the house.

"He was very cute. You can't even feel the pain we've felt as long as your father leads this kingdom." In the heart of Gayatri Sadubi. There was no sympathy he felt at the time. There is only deep hatred.

"I should be able to do all this. There's no way I'm counting on anyone else anymore. Now my position is not what it used to be." In his heart he must strengthen himself in order to survive in a world that wants misery for him in a born and inward way.

All the work in the house he did. Starting from cooking, cleaning the work stables, cleaning the garden. And even took the wood to cook he took it. In fact, not infrequently there are people who berpasasan with him persecuted himself very sadistically.

Just like that time, when he came home from taking wood from the forest. He was stoned by people who felt a deep hatred for the royal family led by the late Prabu Maharaja Abinaya Bagaskara.

"Stop. It hurts." His voice was barely heard anymore, but they didn't care about it.

Because at that time there was only an ingrained hatred there.

"Just die you're a descendant of the curse!. Don't you show that cruel face of yours in front of us!."

"You'd better die!. You'll only add to our burden!."

"Just get you out of this world!."

"You are just a burden!. You are useless!."

Not just stoned, but their words were very hurtful. The slave was all his might avoiding it all, he bulkhead forcefully dragged his body to do it all. Until he got home in a terrible situation.

"Adden." A middle-aged woman cried seeing the state of Slave.

Brukh!.

He dropped his body, he felt very tired after what he experienced. His breathing looked extremely heavy while holding back his crying voice, and the feeling of tightness that was squeezing his chest was extremely strong.

"Oh, aden."

Emban Arsih, is a woman who has nurtured Raden Abinaya Agra from childhood, his heart is very compassionate with the condition of his master. He hugged to calm his master who was crying silently, only his trembling body held back all the feelings that were inside his body. "Just let out Aden's voice if you want to cry." He tried to strengthen his master's heart at that moment.

"Hiks. Hixes. It hurts bi, it hurts so much." Finally he let out the sound that he was holding, and he spilled all the pain in him.

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