Rain in June
The day we waited ..

**Today is the day before you will get married tomorrow .. Today you also plan to meet to solve the problems that have occurred lately . Don't know what's going to happen today .

This afternoon you gather in your room, your sister, Tria, Elma, Dinar and Ina** .

"Are you ready ??" ask your sister Hobie ..

"Every unprepared I will meet with his brother .. don't know what will happen later . "your answer is a forced smile ..

"I trust you .. I will support all your decisions no matter what. .. and hopefully your decisions don't hurt each one of you ...!" obviously Hobie hugged you ..

"Hmmmm already .. why do you change the atmosphere like you will give up your life and death hahh ...!?" Said Tria interrupting ..

"Okayhhh we're talking about something else .. What about your wedding plans brother ?!" tanya Dinar diverts the conversation ..

"We're getting married a week after the Ayu and Jimin events." said Mr Hobie ..

"If marriage will it happen .." - Your grunts ..

"What do you mean ??" ask Ina ..

"Hahhh no. .. I didn't say what .."your words dodged ..

"Alright .. but remember to take the right decision is best for you .. don't hurt each other.." said Ina ..

"I've made that decision .." said lirih ..

"I'll sleep can you guys get out .. wake me up at 2. 'cause 3 o'clock I'll meet her.." you said daydream ...

"Well .. rest .. " said Hobie kiss your forehead ..

They got out of your room, and turned to the living room .

"I'm afraid of their circumstances ...!" said Tria who was directly in the face of her three friends also Hobie ..

"If that's true to happen will they be okay ?!" say Ina ..

"Trust them all .. they know what they will do ..!" say Elma ..

"Hmmmm it's better that we pray that their relationship is okay .." said Hobie ..

"After this I will go with Kim .. do you want to come ?? " say Elma ..

"Ayoo .. Then I'll take Jungkook .. how about you Dinar ..?" say Ina ..

"Emmm I'll ask Yoongi if I can catch up with you guys later .. Where are you going ?!" ask Dinar ..

"Emmm don't know .. maybe to his usual place ..!" say Elma ..

"Alright let's be ready .. Tria are you going to be home ?!" ask Ina ..

"Yes .. I will stay home .. who will remind you later .." said Tria who was greeted with a smile by Hobie ..

"Thank you .. I love you even more if it's like this .." said Hobie as he looked into his future wife's eyes ..

"Aissssss come on. We go don't disturb them.." Dinar said go with his friend's friend ..

"Yakkkk go .. Have fun ...!" hobie Says ..

The three women finally left.

Tria and Hobie now ..

"Are you tired ?? " ask Hobie ..

"Yes. a little .." said Tria ..

"If we also rest ...

it was raining outside too, they went out against the rain just for fun .." Hobie chuckled ..

"Well ... ayoo .. " said Tria ..

*Iyakkk mbak Tria not yet what's playing ayok

*iyakkk enakin mbak Tria * 😆😆

Time passed slowly by itself.

It is now 01:00 pm .

You were the one who was talking to want to rest in fact still bekejaga . Confused by your own feelings .

"What am I doing this right ? is this the best decision ? hopefully after this our lives will be happy Jim . "your mind ..

It doesn't feel like you're crying thinking about this either .

"I'm sorry . but I still miss you . but really I can't accept your excuses .. For others it might be trivial .. but why is it so heavy and painful for me ? I just want to have you whole . I want to be first for you .. But this reality ? I'm not sure my heart can take it.. kenpa is very sick this time ..!" it is your mind that makes your cry more ..

At 02.00

"are you awake ?!" hobie said knocking on your room door ...

"Yes sister . I am still preparing . "your scream ..

"Well don't forget to wear a jacket because it's still raining outside you'll get sick later ..!" hobie Says ..

"Yes sister .. "even so my heart was already frozen because of the cold brother ...!" mind ..

You came down to say goodbye to your sister ..

"Sister I'll go . "your farewell ..

"Are you sure of your decision ?! " ask Hobie who, though, does not know what your decision is because you did not tell her ..

"May sis. .. well I will go apparently the rain has also subsided .. "your word hugs your brother ..

"Go .. be careful to drive.. the road must be slippery at this time." cried Hobie ..

"Yes brother .." said you who have come out of the house ..

"Are you there ?" your message to Jimin.

"Yes .. I've been here .. waiting for you ..!" reply her..

"😊😊😊 alright wait for me to arrive soon .." reply ..

Yes indeed he is your girlfriend . and you guys are getting married tomorrow .

*Skip arrived at the park*

"Finally you came too .. how are you .." she asked with a smile ..

"I'm fine .. how about you !" tanyamu back ..

"I'm fine .. but not with my heart .." said Jimin ..

"As if we're looking for a seat or we'll talk standing up like this." you said a little smile ..

You are looking for a seat there .

In the middle of the park that is still wet because of the rain.

"I miss you so much ..!" jimin said he hugged you ..

"Please don't stay away from me anymore .. It's really torturing me. just so you know .. This heart beats for you .. if you go again .. what this heart keeps beating for ... I won't be a hypocrite .. I miss you so much .. you're my woman .. tomorrow we'll get married .. let's end this situation .. and go back to how it used to be. ". said Jimin ...

You just heard her looking at him deeply and hearing that word, your chest came back claustrophobic ..

You just keep quiet, hold back your tears from falling ..

"Yes . let's end this situation . "false smile ..

"Let's end up here .." You said that surprised Jimin ..

"What do you mean, baby ?!" ask Jimin ..

"Jiminaa .. I'm not ready for any of this .. You know since your confession .. don't know why I've been so confused by how I felt up to this point .. I don't want to be a hypocrite .. I missed you all this time .. but .. when you call me your woman .. I again feel claustrophobic .. but not for me .. You've spent time with her .. but you want to avoid her .. no matter how hard you hide something , it'll be revealed also Jiminaa .. and it hurt me so much .." you said ..

"But you promised to stay with me no matter what.." said Jimin ..

"I promise when ? back then I just heard you without promising .. I just said .. "Speak" .. "your answer ..

"What do you really want ?" ask Jimin who started getting emotional ..

"I want us to be friends . Maybe we're too quick to make the decision to get married .. we can get to know each other more deeply. sorry jimina .. but I can't get married to you right now .. I'm sorry ..!" your tears are beginning to fall ..

"I can't believe you're saying this ... !" Jimin said in disbelief ..

"I came back to live with this heart .. to fight for you ... but now you want to get away from me ?? What am I living for now ?? there's no point in me living now ..!" jimin said in despair ..

You can only hug Jimin when it sheds all your tears and longing for so long ..

"We can fix it together .. "he whispered to you ..

"We'll fix it, but with time running out .. I really can't marry you right now .. My faith has collapsed then and there. I'm sorry I really ...!" Say you ..

"We will stay together but only as friends .. maybe with that we can get to know ourselves to each other .. come on .. this is not bad .. if indeed we mate .. we'll be reunited someday .. and maybe not for now .." you said ..

Jimin just kept quiet thinking about all your words. .

And finally he started to make a sound ..

"Is everything going to be okay ? I will keep chasing you until you say yes someday .. I will keep this love for you .. will stay here waiting for you. I believe in miracles .. and it will happen if it's time .." Jimin said at a glance and started kissing your lips ..

You're the one who tried to dodge but couldn't because Jimin hugged your body tightly .

"For the last time .." said Jimin and kissed you again ...Yes ... You allowed it because you knew it wouldn't happen again ...

The more Jimin****** your lips .. the deeper the pain you feel until Jimin stops her kissing when she finds out you're crying ..

"Well I'll stop .. Don't cry .." she said wiping your tears ..

"I'm sorry if you're hurt .. "your word ...

"I will wait for you until you say yes .. I promise .!" said Jimin ..

Suddenly it rained down hard at that moment .

Like how you feel now .

This rain is like helping you to cover up your disappointment and your crying that has fallen now .

You enjoy the rain .

Staring up let the rain drench your body .

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.Pain indeed with this end ..

But the pain that continues to be hidden with a smile of compulsion will be even more painful and even make the wound worse .

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. What about their wedding tomorrow ?

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.to next episode yes ..

Authorr baper cuyyy 😭😭😭

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