Reaching Surgaku
Feeling Nervous When With Him
Alma who was already in the apartment after half a day circled around the bookstore in one of the largest malls in Jakarta, Alma who saw no sign of her husband was at home because when she reached all the lights in the apartment in a state of death, it indicates that El left the house since last afternoon. Alma did deliberately go to the bookstore to buy some books that could accompany her to drive out boredom during the apartment especially her husband was always no time to be with her.
During her time at the bookstore her mind was unceasingly thinking about her husband who was busy exchanging messages with other women. Even so busy exchanging messages her husband did not even take her when she was about to leave, even though today is the weekend.
What are they doing, what kind of chatter are they talking about, why does her husband look so happy when he gets a message from his woman?what have they been doing behind my back all this time??? Such questions were so disturbing to him as it kept ringing and spinning in his head.
The feeling of fear left behind, sad and disappointed fulfilled it. Alma was so fragile at the thought that it was not her who was the reason for her husband to smile, that it was not her presence that cooled her husband's heart, and that it was not her who was the reason her husband struggled all this time.
Alma went into the room to clean up and pray. Then he went to the kitchen to prepare dinner. Alma does her own activities because El does not use the services of a household assistant. El does not want others to know the true state of their household.
After cooking finished alma sitting in the television room while carrying the books that had been bought in the mall, alma began to read one by one the book, the book, now Alma finds a new rush to kill his time that feels lonely.
The clock shows at seven o'clock that just came home out of nowhere decided to clean up immediately.
While waiting for her husband who was taking a bath, she tidied up her books and waited for her husband at the dinner table.
El came out of the room with his face looking fresh, his hair was half wet because of the shampooing made him look very handsome.Alma's heart pounded fast seoalah want to jump out of his body. Her handsome husband was so eager for alma to run and scatter into the arms of the husband but what alma power could only bury deeply in his desire. Instead of him should be embarrassed because he will get a rejection if he forced to do his ridiculous desire.
El walked towards the dining table. Alma swiftly took food for el. Both of them began to eat without anyone asking each other's activities and activities during the day.
The atmosphere of the dinner the two of them did was so calm and quiet that it was almost boring. Like there is no activity there because of each other who do not talk to each other. Actually Alma was very eager to tell stories and ask about many things to her husband but the distance between the two seemed to be a difficult separation wall for alma to go through.
After dinner, alma washes dishes and used glasses of dinner. While el tidied the dining table. For some reason today el is different usually after finishing eating el will return to his room and not come out again but this time el helped alma set the dining table, what a rare sight for alma.
El was sitting on the long sofa in front of the television, he saw some piles of books that were not his and he had just seen them because they were not there yesterday.
While Alma prepared a snack and also made a cup of coffee for her husband. Alma was confused as to what made the frozen man sit there as far as her husband's alma almost never saw a television show. Slowly alma walked towards her husband while carrying a tray on which there was a plate of snacks and a cup of coffee for her husband while for her she only made a glass of warm tea. Alma put the tray down slowly so as not to spill.
Until the moment el began to break the awkwardness between the two by asking the book that is now piled on the table.
Dr.... Dr... Dr...
alma's phone rang an incoming call sign from umminya which was listed on the phone screen.
" Of the Assalamualaikum, ummi." Sahut alma when it has confirmed the phone call is connected.
" Walaikumsalam nduk." A soft answer sounded from across. "Where's nduk??Long time you don't call ummi, ummi until kangen same you?" Ummi protests
" ah... Yes, I'm sorry ummi alma forgot?" Alma answered while scratching her non-itchy head. "Ummi same how is he? Healthy??" Tanya Alma who also misses her parents very much.
" Thank God, ummi and abah here are healthy. Where's your husband going nduk?" Tanya Ummi who also misses her ex.
" Thank God if ummi is equally healthy, alma seneng dengernya?! El ma'am? There's an ummi next to alma." Alma to umminya.
" Can I just talk to your husband for a second?"
" Could ummi, briefly alma gave her telfin to mas el."
Spontaneously el approached alma one arm of el was on the shoulder of the sofa behind the shoulder of alma and the other hand he put on his knee. Then bring the earlobe closer to almost attached to the phone that is in the ear alma. While alma who nagged her breath not to look nervous in front of her husband, who would not hang if suddenly get an impromptu attack like that. Both of his hands are still holding his phone to keep it stable. El tells Alma to turn the phone call into loudspeaker mode so that it can be heard by both. Now they sit close to almost no distance at all sometimes alma's shoulder attached to the chest of her husband's field makes the heart of the alma again beat irregularly.
Alma was afraid that close like this her husband could hear her heartbeat like there was a music concert in it.