
Chapter 8 why? my heart aches when you disappear?
After seeing it disappear before his eyes.
Jun muyan felt heart ache like he was missing something important .
Jun Muyan saw him using his vows of life to exchange for the light of fate.
Makes her feel surprised how she might use her own life to exchange for mine.
He should have been cheating himself.
' why-?
' he should hate himself
' why-? To sacrifice his own life
' what a fool he is ! by giving the light of fate to another person is tantamount to making his life continue in darkness and decision '
He doesn't know if he's so good or stupid.
Thinking of his jun muyan not being able to breathe he continued to hold his chest. The pain and pain he could not bear
' duk '
The body is now falling down on its knees right hand continues to hold his chest, eyebrows began to wrinkle the forehead is now filled with cold sweat
Suddenly a sweet taste in his throat 'coughs ' blood came out of his mouth as he continued to cough.
Chest ached as if a soul was torn apart. This pain really made him shed tears, seeing the tears flowing in his eyes made him shocked.
Jun muyan slowly calmed down.
She tried to stand up she tried to endure the pain in her chest.
When he saw the scenery around so bright and calm. Such a beautiful scenery did not feel complete, he did not know the heart felt empty he did not feel the happiness he had dreamed of all this time.
Jun Muyan continued walking into the forest his bloodthirsty appearance was now lost in replacing his lonely appearance with a black sword accompanying him.
He continued walking aimlessly, he walked like he lost his soul no matter how many times the tree branches hurt him not making him flinch.
' fell '
making her fall the body was now lying on the ground a pale face covered in cold sweat
Coughing.. Coughing...
He continued to coughed endlessly as viscous blood also continued to pour out from his mouth
Crying out....
She cannot control her emotions, she continues to feel sad and sick when she realizes that the world is now turning empty.
he knew that he had lost something important in his life. No matter how many times he searched he had no idea what was missing.
Such a heartbreaking cry was heard clearly into the forest, a cry that vented pain as well as heartache.
Jun Muyan continued to lie on the ground until the sky darkened.
The cough has stopped, the tears have dried up
His golden eyes continued to stare towards the night sky no stars in the sky only there were gray clouds enveloping the entire night sky.
As he looked up at the sky he recalled the last words of bai wei yin before disappearing
' if there's a next life I hope we don't meet again '
Recalling his words made him laugh, a dazzling laugh was clearly heard within the forest
The laughter did not contain any sense of happiness there was only apparent loneliness heard in his laughter
" if there is a next life?
Are you stupid!!
There will be no next life, if yes then your life is just a sense of decision and darkness or maybe you can't reincarnate anymore! "
" how stupid girls like you have lived all this time, that's why you've been tricked by assholes like me " jun muyan continued to curse her but the tears did not reflect her cruel words but instead like a lover who was worried about her lover would be deceived for being so naive
His hoarse voice was heard again
" you're so stupid and naive that everyone can only protect your naivety"
" you didn't even know the world was so dark and dangerous "