Reborn In The Kingdom Of The Past
MS39(FLASHBACK)

**BACK SONG-NATALLIE TAYLOR(Surrender), let's live more with sad songs

FLASHBACK ON**

A 12-year-old little girl was waiting for her invitation.

"Hi sister"Sapa Janie kpda Jerry.who hnya responded to the murmur made Janie look at her brother's heart.

"Why is big brother cold to me" Inner Janie lowered her face.

"Uncle did daddy and mommy come home?"Ask Jenie kpda sir the driver

"Not yet miss, it looks like Mr and Madam will be home late at night" his driver's answer

"Owh is it"Janie looked down lethargic, turned her attention towards the window, a single tear slid from her eyes.Always like this her parents never even made time for her.

"Your son is a big brother, still feeling the affection of mommy and daddy."Since childhood, Janie never got the affection of her parents because they are too busy.

A few minutes into their journey they finally reached their dimension.Jerry first came down and entered the mansion ignoring Janie.Janie could only sigh sadly.

"Janie goes in first and uncle" Janie said.

"Yes non" said the driver.Janie stepped into the mansion.

"It's a pity that Miss Janie from childhood did not get the affection of both her parents and also the young master was so cold to her" said the Driver and looked pityfully at Janie.

Janie changed her clothes and walked towards her brother's room.

"Sister Jerry temenin Janie playing yuk"Janie said in front of Jerry's room door

"I'm busy again, you can play alone" said Jerry coldly, without any intention of opening the door.Jerry always spoke formally to Janie.

"Owh so, I'm sorry to bother my sister" Janie said in a voice like holding back a cry.

Janie ran out of her mansion, and entered the forest she always visited just to release the sad or train her strength.

For some reason today Janie felt her heart so sick, she felt that if today she was so tired, sick and disappointed, she wanted to give up on all this, she wanted to end her life so badly,for 12 years only solitude accompanied him.Sedari little he was always ignored.

"Hiks.hiks.what's wrong Janie.hiks why they all ignore Janie, all this time Janie always tried but why they still ignore Janie..Hix..Janie tired..Janie blair..Hix...Janie is totally lost with all this, Hiks.what's wrong with Janie, Janie just wants Mommy, Daddy, and Brother Jerry's affection..Hicks..."The bitter words that came out of Janie's mouth and Janie's cries filled the forest so silent, as if to let Janie take off all the sadness that she was too harbored.

"Hi little girl, what are you doing in this forest by yourself?"A voice from behind made Janie quickly wipe her tears and turn her back, Janie's eyes stared intently at the 30-year-old man before her.

"You who?"Janie asked with her eyes squinting sharply.

"Sorry to scare you, introduce your uncle's name is Lay, you're just walking around here, and what are you doing here alone?"Ucao Lay and end of question.

"I'm not afraid to just be vigilant, this is the forest where I play" Janie said coldly.Since Janie found out about her strength she often came to the forest to train her strength,at the same time practicing martial arts so that all martial arts have been mastered.

"Little girl, do you want to come with me?"As Janie's eyes sharpened, Lay shuddered a little in horror.

"I feel like there's something special about this kid."Inner Lay looked at Janie.

"Let's be calm I won't mess around, if I do something that harms you, you can kill me right away, I know girls like you know how to defend and even kill" Lay said with a grin,making Janie was shocked, if she just remembered of course anyone who entered a forest with great guts would have prepared themselves.

"Alright, but I won't hesitate" Janie said with a murderous aura making Lay shudder.

They both walked out of the forest and into Lay's car a few minutes later they reached a mansion so big.

Lay and Janie entered the mansion, Janie's eyes unceasingly looked at the astonished array of weapons hanging and lined up neatly on the wall, and she glanced at the group of men practicing.

"Gather everyone together, there's something I want to say" Lay said to his men.

Lay and Janie entered the hall, and climbed the podium.

"I'll tell you something, I'm the leader of the White Devil mafia organization, you must know about the white devil" Lay said, leaving Janie shocked, of course, you know,who doesn't know the world's most violent and powerful mafia organization, and now Janie comes face to face with her leader.

"Why do you dare tell me, aren't you afraid if I'll tell others" Janie.Lay said slightly stunned.

"I trust you, you won't tell anyone, if you do, it's easy for me to destroy you"Say Lay said with a slanted smile.Not afraid Janie even smiled cynically makes Lay feel a little bad with that smile.

"You don't know if I'm easy to destroy you either" Janie said with a scary grin.Lay was stunned and a second later laughed happily, saying,making all of his newly arrived men heula was shocked as this was the first time they saw their leader showing another expression other than his cold face.

Lay ended his laughter and looked at Janie with a happy twinkle.

"Do you want to join my organization?"Ask Lay To The Point.

For a moment Janie thought, closed her eyes and thought what decision she should take.Sedik then her eyes opened but her gaze this time was different, if the previous gazes were full of joy, this time her gaze was cold and empty, but her gaze was empty,making Lay stunned by Janie's change.

"I accept."Janie said coldly.

"Don't blame me for turning into a demon" Inner Janie, she had thought of everything, why her heart accepted Lay's offer, all the pain she received had made her change.

Lay smiled happily, he turned to face the hundreds of his men who had lined up neatly.

"We have a new member, don't consider him a child, he could have killed you" Lay said, making them nod firmly, and also for some reason they shuddered a little with their Boss' words,moreover, Janie's aura is so terrible.

"Include yourself!"Lay looked at Janie.

"Janie Prazie Asgr."Brief, solid, clear and cold, but able to make them surprised by what Lay meant.

They did not expect that the person in front of them was the son of the owner of the largest and 1st richest company in the world (Before Janie had her own company)

"Len take it and teach him how to use a weapon, and one we treat everyone the same way we don't look at his property and whose son he is, don't you mind?"Lay asked looking at Janie.

"I don't mind because in any organization the property has no effect whatsoever, here we use our strength and brain" Janie said, making Lay proud.

"I didn't choose it wrong" Inner Lay was proud.

"Let's follow me" Len.Janie nodded obediently.

They both walk to the training room where there are various weapons available, Janie starts from the gun, Janie follows every movement that Len teaches well, Len said,and it makes Len amazed because Janie only observes once but can follow it well and correctly.

From late afternoon until late at night Janie did not stop training at all, she did not even rest even once.She had also practiced all the weapons.Len stared worriedly at Janie's hand that was full of injuries due to self-imposing, but she was also not able to do so,however, he was still a child, he thought.

"Janie you've been training too long you haven't even rested, Janie quit" Len said but ignored Janie.Len who had resignedly decided to call Lay.

"Master!"Call Len.

"What's wrong?"Ask Lay.

"Can you ask Janie to stop training from afternoon until now she doesn't stop practicing even rest" Len said, hearing that Lay rushed to Janie's room.

How surprised Lay was to see Janie's hand filled with wounds.

"Janie stop you're pushing yourself too much."Lay said but did not stop Janie who was practicing archery.

Lay walked over to Janie.

"Janie quit."Say Lay and hold Janie's shoulder.Bisa Lay feels Janie's trembling shoulder.

"Len leave us both" Lay said, Len obediently carried out Lay's orders.

After making sure Len was gone, Lay turned Janie over, when Lay was surprised to see Janie crying.

"Why uncle, why, why Mommy, Daddy and brother Jerry always ignore Janie, Janie is wrong what uncle.hiks....during this Janie always try to make them proud but why they still ignore Janie,from little Janie does not feel affection, during this time Janie tries to get close to Jerry's sister but she remains cold to Janie.Janie just wants to be like Janie's friends, but Janie just wants to be like her,who always play with their families.Hiks..hiks..Janie never felt her name play like other children...Janie is just always learning, learning and learning just to make them proud and affectionate with Janie, but why they still ignore Janie.Even when Janie is sick they still ignore Janie, Janie,when taking grades at school they are not present.What's wrong Janie uncle hiks.hiks.apa because Janie is female and they consider Janie useless, because Janie is useless,not the will of Janie to be an uncle.Salah if Janie also wants to be like an older sister, like Janie's friends who get affection.Why only Janie who suffers uncle, why.hiks.. Why only Janie who is not happy uncle"Isakan for the sake of stuffing out of Janie's mouth, not forgetting with her tears that do not stop flowing.Janie feels tired and sick now she just wants to spill everything.

Unknowingly Lay shed his tears, why did his heart ache to hear Janie's suffering, he could not believe that such a small child could withstand everything he had suffered.

"Janie's tired, Janie's tired of pretending like everything's okay, Janie's tired of having to fake a smile every day."Janie endlessly muttered the word tired, she did not care who she told her suffering all she wanted to just take it off.

Lay who could not bear to pull Janie into his arms, let Janie cry as she could.Lay's hand gently stroked Janie's hair, making Janie feel comfortable and a little calm.

"Have not cried again hmm, now there will be an uncle you will not be alone anymore, the uncle will love you like his own uncle's son, so do not cry anymore" Lay said, saying,making Janie stunned and making her heart warm a little, Janie's crying became more and more.

"We treat your wounds and then bring uncle home" said Lay, who was taken by Janie.

Lay treats Janie's wounds, then drives Janie home.

"Uncle go home first, after school uncle will pick you up and continue your training" Said Lay, gently stroking Janie's head.Janie smiled at Lay.

"Okay uncle, if that's what Janie went in firstwell,bye-bye" said Janie and stepped into her mansion.

"Uncle promises to protect you little Janie" Lay said with a face full of determination, Lay also left the yard of Janie's mansion.

Janie's face turned cold as her feet climbed the floor of her mansion, with a straight and cold look Janie stepped towards the second floor towards her room,he even ignored Jerry who was in the living room who was staring at him with a sharp look.

"Where have you been, do you know what time it is" said Jerry coldly.

"Of course it's 00:50" Janie said casually.

"Why did you come home late at night?"Asked Jerry his eyes grew sharper.Janie just ignored him and continued her steps.

"I'M ASKING YOU"Jerry's beat stunned Janie, Janie tried not to spill her tears, Janie turned around and looked coldly at Jerry, leaving Jerry stunned.

"What matters to you, you have no right to interfere in my affairs" Janie said coldly, and turned to walk towards her room.

Somehow Jerry felt so angry and sick to see Janie's eyes were so cold to him.With a big step he stepped after Janie.

As Janie was about to open her bedroom door a hand blocked her hand that held the doorknob.By rudely Janie jerked Jerry's hand, making Jerry even more angry.

"I asked once again, where did you come from late at night" Jerry said this time his tone was very cold and his gaze became sharper.

"I've also said this has nothing to do with you" Janie said no less coldly.

"You're my sister so I deserve to know everything about you" Jerry said, as Janie laughed, leaving Jerry confused, Jerry's heart ached at Janie's laughter,laughter that feels like it's laughter of suffering is not laughter of happiness.

"Adik.hhahaha.do I misheard hahahh"Janie never stopped laughing, a second later her laughter stopped.

"SINCE WHEN I BECAME YOUR SISTER"Janie's voice and speech stunned and sickened Jerry.

"You're not the Janie you used to be" Jerry said.

Janie smiled cynically.

"Yes I'm not the old Janie, JANIE WHO USED TO BE DEAD BECAUSE OF YOUR SELFISHNESS" Janie's voice echoed on the second floor.

"You're not my old brother" Jerry said.

"Hahahahah, since when do you consider me as your sister, hahah since when, did you just hit something"Janie once again laughed, the same laugh, which was filled with suffering.

"Are you satisfied, are you satisfied to turn me into this, are you satisfied to make me suffer, because you are always ignoring me,if I was your sister anywhere you were during this time when I needed you, when I tried to get close to you, you instead stayed away from me,I never even felt the warmth of this family I never felt the affection of this family whether it was not enough to make me suffer, why, why should I experience it"Janie said coldly but implied such a deep sadness.

Hearing Janie's words, Jerry felt sick, he realized he was not a good brother.

"Why should Janie, what's wrong Janie brother, Janie just wants your affection"Janie's voice and speech as if like a needle raining down on Jerry.Jerry tried to get close to Janie, but Janie instead retreated back.

"What's wrong Janie brother, why are you all ignoring Janie,hiks..WHAT'S WRONG JANIE KAK"Janie's overgrown eyes look at Jerry, Jerry who really can't stand to see Janie fall down and look down in front of Janie.Jerry's eyes glide without permission.

Janie is shocked to see Jerry sitting down and looking down, but she quickly turns her face flat.

Janie steps quickly into her room and locks her up.Janie runs into the bathroom turning on the shower and crying.

"This is all unfair,hiks.why only Janie suffers why.hiks..

why"Janie's sobbing echoed in the bathroom, her eyes getting soaked from crying.

While outside Janie's room, Jerry was still sitting and crying over everything he had done to Janie, he regretted everything.

"Sorry brother Janie, I love you but you don't know how to tell you, I'm sorry brother Janie hiks.."Said Jerry but all for free because Janie would not hear everything.Jerry stood up and walked with his room.

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Janie woke up and was surprised to see her who was still soaking in the bathtub, she just remembered last night she was crying to sleep.Janie was getting ready for school.

Janie walked down the stairs with a face that was so pale and her head felt very sick.Because not too pay attention to the stairs, Janie almost fell fortunately Jerry quickly caught Janie.

Seeing who caught him Janie quickly takes Jerry's hand off.

Jerry can only give up he knows this is all his fault.

"Janie your face is so pale you don't have to go to school first" Jerry said, Janie just ignored it.

Jerry held Janie's hand.

"Deliver!"Ucao Janie cold.

"You can be angry with your sister but you have to take care of your situation now you're sick with Janie"Ucal Jerry, Janie smiled cynically.

"Cih, do not be pretentious to care, during this time I am also sick do not pay attention, so you can behave no matter as before"Janie said cynically and stepped quickly down the stairs.When on the last rung of stairs Janie was silent sculpting due to Jerry who suddenly hugged her from behind.Janie was increasingly surprised by her wet back.

"Sorry brother Janie brother knows brother wrong, sorry brother.Sister please do not ignore brother" said Jerry in a soft voice with tears shed from his eyes.

Janie took off her arms and turned around.

"Lo already fretted that his name is ignored, during this time I also fumed but I suffered more, because not only lo the same indifferent me but mommy the same daddy as well"Janie said cynically without the slightest pity.

"Sorry big brother Janie's sorry, I love you but you don't know how to say it" Jerry said making Janie stunned to hear Jerry's words.

"Lo lie,lo don't love me, if you love me you just need to be beside me, me when I'm sick, I learn, I play, hiks...you lie you do not love me, if you love me equally why you are indifferent to me hah, why hiks.."Janie was crying again.

Jerry quickly pulled Janie into his arms.

"So sorry Janie, I love you, I don't always want to be next to you, but I'm afraid you won't need a sister, you remember when you were sick first, every night your sister"Jerry's words made Janie stunned so every time she was sick and felt someone sleeping next to her it was Jerry.Janie pushed Jerry.

"Why didn't you tell me and ask Janie, why did you know that Janie was lonely, everything Janie showed was fake, why didn't you, why didn't you,not that Janie is always cheerful, Janie is happy.that's how Janie makes a cover up for Janie Hiks' suffering.."Janie's words were accompanied by her growing cries.

Jerry was surprised and cursed at himself.

"Lo stupid Jerry why you can be fooled by a fake smile adek lo yourself, now adek lo suffer"Batin Jerry cursed himself.

Jerry again pulled Janie tightly into his arms and reluctantly let go.

"Sorry brother Janie, sorry brother, I beg you to give me a chance to fix everything."Said Jerry and intensified his embrace.

Janie's heart warmed to feel her brother's embrace is so tight, Janie was crying and hugged her brother tightly.

"Crying is Janie, crying if it can make your suffering disappear a little" Jerry said and kissed Janie's head.

"Janie will give sister a chance" Janie said in a hoarse voice as a result of crying too much.

Jerry smiled happily and increasingly tightened his embrace, and occasionally kissed the top of Janie's head.Making Janie smile happily, he would give Jerry a chance because he was sure all his will change, Janie also joined in tightening his embrace.

Jerry felt Janie's embrace come off.

Jerry takes off his arms and is shocked to see Janie pass out, and he realizes that Janie's hand is full of bandages.

"Janie, Janie wakes up" said Jerry and patted Janie's cheek.

Jerrt quickly told the driver to get the car ready for the hospital.

**Oke guys until here first well the author tired of ngetik.maaf also new up, so the author is busy making preparations for high school maauk...

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