
"I'm leaving."
"Be careful on the road..."
The sound of leather shoes stepping on the ground gradually disappeared, and the apartment suddenly became silent. Sayu, who was sitting on the ground, supported the door with one hand and slowly stood up.
"…this is good."
He muttered softly, returned to the living room from the entrance, and began to sort out the breakfast utensils on the table, ready to take him to the kitchen for cleaning.
Wash dishes after breakfast.
Ever since Kato Yusuke came out, this was his first job every day.
Water flowed out of the pipe, and then flowed into the hand, with a hint of coldness, which made Ogihara Sayu's mind gradually clear.
The sound of "ding ding ding dong" is heard in the pond, and the crisp touch of bowls and plates reaches the ears, which eliminates the feeling of loneliness and loneliness.
Since there is no room to sunbathe in the shade, Sayu will immediately wipe off the water droplets after washing the dishes.
It was about ten minutes after finishing these things.
From here it takes about ten minutes to walk to the nearest station. Has Yusuke been on the train? That way, you can get to school with just one stop.
Thinking of such a thing, Sayu immediately felt a little amused.
"What if you get on the train?"
(No matter how much I talk to myself, no one listens or responds. Whenever Yusuke is not at home, the frequency of my monologue increases dramatically, and even loneliness increases exponentially.)
"By the way, Yusuke said we could go eat together, is this a date...?"
Sayu muttered, and while her cheeks were flushed, her heart beat a little faster.
"What's…"
He called out softly, and the movement of his hand paused for a moment.
oh, it happened again.
"I thought of Yusuke again."
Sayu whispered after noticing it, and stuffed the dried plate into the closet. Then he snorted from his nose.
It's been about twenty days since I left home. With money from my brother and the idea of "as long as I can stay away from that house", I have spent time alone in various hotels, all the way from Hokkaido. Tokyo.
Until the last penny is spent.
The coffee cans in my memory were still clearly visible, and the drunken middle-aged man was also vaguely remembered.
The face became blurred, and he only remembered that the person seemed to have started a conversation with him.
There are no good intentions without reason in the world, and no evil intentions without reason.
Even though he knew that she was a "high School girl", the middle-aged man still wanted to invite me, a time bomb in the community, to his house, he had to fully enjoy his identity as JK.
Sayou thought nonchalantly: "How was my mood then...?"
Restless, helpless, hesitant, as if he would agree.
Then he met the boy miraculously.
"The amazing guy... Even though she was two years younger than me, she felt mature and reliable."
"Bring me home easily, as a condition of renting a house, I only give excessive excuses such as "helping with homework"..."
"I really don't understand ..."
(I'm an excited High School girl, and although that doesn't seem right to me, I think my performance is pretty good. This is not a pride, it is just an objective fact.)
"At least a little... such thoughts...?"
After saying , Sayu felt depressed for no reason.
(why?)
He doesn't understand.
Never felt this kind of anxiety before.
Kato Yusuke's absence makes him feel very long, and tasks like homework are soon completed, and the rest is to wait and wait for someone to come home alone.
The time he spent with Kato Yusuke made him feel comfortable and at ease.
But after he was relieved, he was a little scared.
(How can I be in such a happy environment? What benefits do I offer Yusuke? I don't understand at all.)
Every day I live in a day like this when I get entangled in an anxiety of unknown origin, Sayu even thinks inwardly.
"It would be great if Yusuke could just attack me."
That way he can relax a lot too.
it took in this simple and easy to understand way, and he also felt that it was okay to touch Kato Yusuke, and even had a hint of hope in his heart.
Ogihara Sayu herself did not understand why she had such an idea, but the result was clear, Kato Yusuke never crossed the line.
"Hey...I'm relieved, but I feel uncomfortable. I'm nervous, but I feel warm inside."
He wipes the table with a twisted cloth, and******* is coming out of his mouth.
"How long can I stay here?"
She muttered and sat on the bed, her soft butt shaking with the mattress.
(When it is uncomfortable, will Yusuke choose to expel me?)
For example, getting a girlfriend or something ...
Confused, he remembered Yusuke Kato's blue shirt in the washing machine last night.
and the faint fragrance of flowers on the shirt.
Thinking of this, Sayu felt an inexplicable pain as if her heart was being gripped.
"After all, Yusuke is very gentle."
So Sayu did not doubt the fact that there would be girls who liked her.
And if a girl confesses to Yusuke, and Yusuke just agrees...
There is no doubt that your own existence will be a hindrance.
Sayu thinks so.
In effect, even high school students, couples who are in a relationship will often go to their respective homes to play, especially if the man lives alone, it is natural to invite him to his home.
(In this case, there is no room for me at all.)
My girlfriend and a girl who is not blood related stay under one roof all the time. No matter how generous a girl is, I fear this will not be acceptable.
"Haha, if she has a boyfriend, no matter what, I can just go."
Sayu laughed shyly, and the negative emotions in her head had a chain reaction that made her think of things excessively.
The delusional image continued to flicker in his mind, causing Sayu's internal organs to shrink tightly.
"Yusuke and a girl I don't know are going through a storm."
As long as she thought about that scene, Sayu Ogihara felt extremely disgusted.
"It has nothing to do with me."
"Even if Yusuke does have a girlfriend, it's his own choice."
"It's normal to have such a situation after dating."
He tried to convince himself for various reasons.
But the more I imagined it, the more unhappy I felt inside.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."
He lay slumped on the bed, and the discomfort in his stomach made his body curl up.
Vortexes of loneliness and negative emotions that he had never experienced before, almost swallowed him.
"Yusuke... Come back soon."
whispering the name of the person as if asking for help, and slowly Sayu fell asleep.