
That's how Ros can finally escape the uncomfortable feelings that are being created. He also chose to refocus on the reality of life that he is currently traveling. He should be able to give valuable lessons to all who have hurt him so far. That way, he could breathe quietly.
Meanwhile, Rahan, who was currently in the car, was still thinking about what he had heard a few minutes ago. For some reason, he felt uncomfortable with what he heard. Therefore, he chose to cancel his intention to meet with Ros.
'Actually, what was I thinking until I got this weird? I just want to talk to him. Then what is the problem of this heart with the past life that it has passed through?' Rahan spoke to himself inwardly while continuing to look outwards at the car.
'yeah! I can't think of anything unclear. The past is the past. As for the future, it is a thing that has absolutely nothing to do with the past.'
Because of that thought, an idea came into Rahan's mind. 'Ros must have known I came to his office today. I felt bad about leaving before I met him. Mm .. therefore, I must send something as an apology for what I have done."
"Sir driver. Stop in front of the flower shop at this crossroad."
"Okay, young master."
The car drove at a slow speed until it arrived at the flower shop that Rahan said. Furthermore, the driver immediately pulled over the car he was driving on the side of the road.
"Young man, what flowers should I buy? Cempaka, or lily?"
Rahan was silent for a moment because of the two flower names her driver had just mentioned. Well, the two flower names are the favorite flowers of his late wife who has left Rahan for ever.
"I'm going to buy some roses, driver."
Of course the name of the flower feels very foreign to the driver who usually only buys these two flowers as long as he is familiar with Rahan. The driver immediately showed his confused face to Rahan who was still sitting sweetly in her seat.
"Young master .. want roses? What ... I did not mishear, young master?"
"No, driver sir. You didn't hear wrong. I really want to buy roses this time."
"Lho, who's it for, young master? Ah, I mean, sorry, usually, young master never buys another flower other than the two kinds of flowers I mentioned before, right? So, I felt a little confused because this time, the name of the flower that the young master wanted to buy was very different. Alias, never had the young master bought it before."
"Again sorry young master, because you have been very presumptuous to ask about the young master's personal matters. But, you are very curious. Because usually, we only buy cempaka flowers or lilies when we want to come to Miss Raulin's meal."
Rahan understood what his driver was feeling right now. Because indeed, all this time he had never bought another flower other than the two flower names that his driver had mentioned.
"We don't want to go to a meal right now, driver sir. I bought roses for someone else. Not for me to take to Raulin's meal."
"What! Young master wants to buy flowers for another woman?" The driver looks very surprised now. Strikingly shocked, he even forgot to keep his tone just now. He even seemed to speak in a high tone to Rahan.
Rawan did not answer what his driver said. Luckily, the driver was a person who had been close to Rahan for a long time. So, Rahan did not want to bother with what the driver had just said. While the driver was also, he was a little brave when talking to Rahan even though he knew how the nature of the Rahan that people said was very cold was also scary.
But actually, Rahan is not as scary as others imagine. Because in fact, the Rawan can be very gentle with people he likes. Like ... a few years ago. Actually, when the wife was alive.
Rahan married Raulin because of his late mother's request. He said, the marriage of Rahan will also never happen if Rawan himself does not want. Because Rahan is the type of man who can't be forced. Especially for personal life. He will never be controlled by anyone else. Including his own family.
Rahan is married because she fell in love with the woman named Raulin. Because Raulin is a very gentle, affectionate, and also very cheerful woman. The presence of Raulin made Rawan's life very colorful.
But the warm marriage did not last long. Raulin left after a year and a half as Rahan's wife. Raulin's departure again makes Rahan cold in the family. Until now, he still looks not eager to be warm if with his family.
Not with Rita. Rahan will always be happy if together with oma Rita. Until finally, he met Ros who warmed his heart. Either because Ros is a part of Rita's oma, or winning Ros is able to arouse the feelings of the dead Rahan. Clearly, Ros is quite able to make Rahan's heart feel warm again.
Because Ros is also currently Rahan even down by himself to buy what he wants. Things that Rahan had never done before even when with Raulin first. Namely, go down and enter the flower shop to choose the flowers he wants to buy himself.
The driver who saw it even thought that right now, he was in a dreamland. Because Rahan who never chose her own flowers, who usually always asked her to buy flowers that Rahan wanted to give to others, instead now left her alone in the car.
"Young master has changed now huh? Or ... Am I dreaming right now?"