Red Yarn Pak Dean
Bickering
Elsa could not help that feeling of tightness. No longer enjoying being with her friends and choosing to go home alone. It also refuses to be with Ira because Elsa does not want to show her sadness. She returns home in an online taxi, but Elsa asks to stop at one of the ice cream shops to restore her mood. At the very least, he had to return home in a strong state. It can't be like this.
Order ice cream alone, and sit by the window until you can see the activity out there. How are children with their parents. In the past, Elsa had imagined that with Tama by her side. But now, Elsa imagines Tama expecting it along with other women.
It hurts so much, why should he fall in love with a man who already has someone in his heart? Can't be like this, Elsa must be strong to accept the fact that not everything she wants will come true.
“Hey, why daydream?”
Surprised, it turned out to be the chief of Bem. “Kakak?”
“Gabung can not? Um, sister just wait, later go directly.”
“Sit, Brother,” says Elsa allows. Feeling sorry also for Rizky who was pushed away several times by Elsa because she was focused on Tama who obviously did not expect it.
“Self?”
“Iya, sister too?”
“Heem, again want ice cream.”
“Enak especially if again upset, Kak.”
“Lah, Elsa?”
Elsa just smiled. “Love is not as beautiful as reality, Kak.”
“Gak papa, all there is a process as well really, including love. But I hope Elsa isn't anchored to the wrong person. Brother said gini because brother loves Elsa, it's not anything just that Brother does not want Elsa to misstep. Forget the feeling of your brother that makes you uncomfortable, just be a strong person yes to whatever it is.”
There are people who care about her, and love her but are ignored instead.
“Udah lunch not yet?”
“But.”
“Why eat ice cream? Lunch is dong. Want to be won by Brother?”
“No, Brother if there is further activity aja.”
“Gak ah's. Where maybe brother left someone dear Brother, let alone again upset this way. Later admit the devil if diiarin own.”
Elsa laughed instead, and Rizky ate ice cream with her there. After that, Rizky also invited him to lunch. The man distracts the restless Elsa by asking her to talk about something else. That there are still things that make Elsa happy besides love, for example dreams.
“Elsa wants to be a lawyer, right? Yok pursue his dream.”
“But the dream was because of love, Sister. Hufftt, I love him, but his heart is filled with other people.”
“Kayak brother if gitumah. Brother loves Elsa, but Elsa loves that guy. That's a human thing. The point of loving does not have to have. Sister mah see elsa happy aja already feel successful in loving.”
Elsa was speechless realizing, should she let go of Tama as well? But he fell on that pre. And that hurt the most when Tama lied to her. Why marry her when she has another heart? Why not just refuse? Elsa was happy because she was lied to, feeling like a burden.
And Tama's behavior that treats her like the most loved person is the point that hurts her most.
***
When Tama came home, Elsa stayed in the room reluctant to welcome him again with a hug or dinner. And it makes Tama feel surprised, he came looking for Elsa who was sitting on the lip of the bed while silently playing her fingers. “Elsa?” call Tama step closer. “Why? You sick, Cil?” still with joking.
But realizing Elsa is different, Tama changes her ignorant mode. He rested in front of the wife then looked at her lowered face, Tama's hand grabbed Elsa's fingers to grasp. But the wife pulled him, reluctant to be touched by Tama.
“Why? Is something wrong? Here's my same story.”
“Why?”
“What?” taya Tama is confused.
“Why are you lying to me?”
It's getting more confused. “Lying how? Hmmmm? About lecturer? Course or what, Beautiful?”
“About the heart. You already have someone in your heart ‘kan?”
Tama looked stiffened, she looked at Elsa in disbelief. And his wife was undercut. “Do not act in front of me. If you don't like me, don't love me, don't treat me like the most loved woman in the world. Where pake dear, take responsibility, pake saying that my happiness is your duty.”
“Emang it's reality.”
“But I'm not the woman you like right?!” elsa could no longer contain her anger. “You lied to me, all this time what you liked was Kharisma. I wasn't. If you like him, why marry me? Why don't you marry her?”
Tama closed her eyes. “Denger, this is not what you think you're looking for. What did you hear?”
“Issential issues. If you like him, let's split up, I don't want to live with a man whose heart makes others.”
“Not like Elsa.” Holding Elsa's hand that will stand. “You. I promise I will take care of you, and I will never be able to be with Karisma.”
“Why? Because you can't be the same Karisma, you keep making me that outlet? Yes?”
“Elsa... no so.”.
“You evil boy. I hate you and that girl. Don't don't you guys hook up behind me?” elsa asked, smiling. Elsa is really not in control anymore. He was furious at Tama. “Where did you hide that girl? Pinter really acting like a man of responsibility, loyal to his wife.”
“Oke, out what do you want to keep us chatting well huh?”
“So often sleep with him until you do not want to wake up the same household as me?”
“Elsa you outrageous.” Tama released her hand on Elsa. “Karisma is not the one who is like that.”
“Oh you defend him? Sure, he's the owner of your heart that you miss.” Elsa stood up to leave. “You're gross.”
“Never say that about Karisma!”” shout Tama. “She is not that kind of woman!”
Tama snapped at him, for the first time. Even her eyes stared intently, not withering as Elsa shed tears. A few seconds later, Tama was aware of what she was doing. “Els..”
“So, I'm leaving. Please be with him, I have no problem. We don't have to be in touch anymore.”
Elsa ran away from the house with tears in her eyes.