
As night fell, Marlina's mother grew lonely and felt ostracized. She was sad that her son and husband would rather defend others than her.
But it was not long, because after the magrib there were some complex mothers with their husbands visited Marlina's mother's house, offering condolences for the death of her grandson.
"sorry ma'am, this morning could not go to the funeral, because the news was very sudden, while I had to work" said one of the mothers near her home.
"yes ma'am, I just found out the news when I met Mr. Rahman came home from the funeral, you know" said the other mother.
Seeing and hearing the words of the mothers, Marlina's mother became a little nervous. He shed tears, not because his grandson died, but because he was the cause of his grandson's death and it turned out to be buried here in this city.
The mothers thought Marlina's mother was sad to remember her granddaughter, when they had mistaken her.
"it's Mom, don't think too much, maybe it's not ours, the almighty is more loving to him" said another mother.
While the fathers were there who asked Mr Rudi where? How to grow at home.
"Sir Rudi still has to go back to B city, friends, because this morning he said Narita son-in-law also not aware, we just pray ya Narita quickly recovered, he said, kasian bari he looked really hit this morning" Mr. Rahman's story made Marlina's mother realized for a moment.
'what, barita's son is devastated and devastated, what I've done. It's true I've destroyed my son, I've killed my granddaughter, I'm a murderer, I'm the inner killer of Marlina's mother.
Marlina's mother finally shed tears remembering her son Bari.
'why bar, you don't just obey the same mama, so that your life is calm' the inner mother Marlina still selfish turns out.
'what you get by fighting the mother, the destruction of the inner mother Marlina by her own perspective.
All the neighbors felt that Marlina's mother was crying sadly because of her grandson's death, especially Marlina's mother was very irritable to talk, because she was confused about what to say exactly, she said, but the neighbors judged that he was still difficult to tell because he felt tight at heart due to the departure of his grandson.
After the mothers came home, Marlina's mother was confused again. But at least he knew his granddaughter was buried in this town, and his son-in-law Narita was unconscious.
Marlina's mother could not wait for morning. He wanted to visit his grandson's grave immediately.
Finally tonight because he felt his head would break, Marlina's mother took sleeping pills. And sure enough, he was no longer feeling anything until morning arrived.
As soon as he woke up, it was already noon, he immediately rushed to the tomb to search for his grandson's grave.
And as soon as he visited his master's tomb, he saw next to it the new tomb, the tomb of a little boy.
Marlina's mother was confused as well with her heart. He had not even been able to accept the presence of his granddaughter but had already left the world.
After returning home from the tomb, Marlina's mother returned home. He felt very empty.
His heart was filled with grief that confused him to explain, between the excommunication of my husband and son or the sadness of losing his grandson.
While in town B, Bari is feeding Narita food from the hospital.
After that, he took medicine and went back to sleep. He is still very irritable to talk especially with bari, their communication is still stagnant. But Bari also chose not to discuss anything first, for the sake of his wife's recovery faster. Sometimes they are like two strangers.
During the day, call her coworker and say a woman is looking for her at the office.
"the name is doctor Eva bar, the person is beautiful full bar" said his friend's smile because he also did not know the natural disaster.
"ohhhhhh" said bari sekenannya
"kok ohhh doank bar"
"keep going" said bari confused
"brush" said his friend still joking
"okay thanks"
Bari is confused as to why Eva is now terrorizing him. Though because - because he also added bari problems with Narita.
Another with Narita, apparently from earlier he did not sleep. He just pretended to sleep so as not to talk anymore. But even in that blur he heard Eva's name again.
How should I be God? inner Narita.
In silence, his tears flowed again imagining his dead son. The child he had fought for, the child he had hoped to be able to accompany him to old age.
Seeing his wife sleeping, Bari came out briefly from Narita's nursery.
'Till when I keep this up, living in the shadows - the shadow of Bari and her mother, the inner Narita.
'i must be able to be independent, must, bang bari also can not be firm to his mother, because even though it remains his birth mother' inner Narita.
At night came, Risma's sister had come to bring food that I thought could be eaten by Narita.
According to the doctor, Narita will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.
"sister, I'm taking Narita first huh, I take a bath at home"? said Bari while glancing at his wife who remained pura - pura sleeping.
"yes it is"
Bari stepped away from Narita's room. He headed for his rented house with Risma's car, because his car was being carried by Rudi.
"sister" said Narita, starting to cry again when he believed Bari was gone.
"why nar, why are you crying"
"why my life is like this, brother, I used to keep my womb so much that I had to leave the house" said Narita sad again
"patience nar, you can not be pessimistic so, you must be strong yes" said Risma.
"i just want my son" Narita said again
"nar, you must be strong yes, you must be able to mengikhlaskan, kasian your son there if you continue to block his steps" said Risma.
Narita was seen sobbing for a while and then wiped the water.
"now what you and I have to think about is your future, no longer crying over the past" said Risma
"do I have the same bang bari still have the future sis"? ask Narita saddly.
"you mean, what"?
"sister, sister will know my mother-in-law, until whenever she will not accept me sister, still will not. proof that even my son died" narita said in tears to make Risma also can not say anything. He could only be concerned about all this.
Risma went silent, she also acknowledged all Narita said. Even in the past time only with Risma, they were happy to take care of Narita's pregnancy, and after almost the time of giving birth, even Narita met an interview which eventually led to debate. And it was this incident that caused Narita to lose her baby.
"don't think about it, now you have to be happy first to recover quickly" said Risma encouraging Narita while rubbing his arm.
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