Regrets of Husband and In-Law
Disillusioned

Now it's just me and her, there's a sense of awkwardness between them having not met for years and now we're at a meeting after being widowed widows.

"Archila." Call him

"Eh, yeah, what?" I answered nervously and looked at the two manics.

Arfa just smiled at me who was nervous and misbehaved.

"Cock, nervous, not that you used to bully me, now so quiet," he mocked.

Obviously nervous is, right, Arfa who is now very different from the old Arfa, if still bully him who is he ran away not want to be with me, the Arfa if you say so.

"Now, different. You have a family and have children, and vice versa" I replied.

"Obviously different I'm a man, you're a woman," he chuckled.

"Ih. It's so crisp."

Crick, crick, crick silent for a moment without anyone to say just my heartbeat beating fast many folds of cold sweat soaked both palms.

"Ar," he softly made himself look up at his handsome face.

"What?" Briefly I honestly want to say what, so clumsy suddenly not in sync.

Arfa took a deep breath and then she looked at me doubtfully. After being sure he approached me.

"Do you know of my arrival here?" Ask me to just shake the temple do not know that.

"I'm here because of the kids, who asked me to take you home, they thought you were the mother" he said.

"His mother? Since when do they know me?"

Arfa just nodded. "They see you when they go to the park with their nanny. There Riko took me to the park again he said there was Mama I had not believed the time of the dead people alive again. I tried to explain it to them, but Ray denied that he saw you, who his mother thought, forgive them, yes,"

"It is fitting that they see me immediately calling me Mama." My solute.

"Your wife left why if I may know?"

"Accident when we and our family went to Mom's house." Both of his neutrals glazed through the glass there was a deep sadness.

"I'm sorry if I've opened the old wounds you've buried now you have to remember, sorry yes" he said.

"What's wrong. What's important is that you know about our arrival."

"meaning?" Still in the temple do not know.

"I want you to be the mother of my children, I'm sorry if the effect is compelling but this is all I do for their happiness."

I fell silent, there was a sense of disappointment to him I thought he would propose me out of love, apparently for the sake of his son.

"Even without love what household we will live in will be healthy." I answered with tightness in the chest.

"I'll try to love you, even if you'll wait patiently."

He thinks the bus that needs to be waited for is the same as Arfa.

His admiration now began to diminish over his words that were like a knife that stuck in the heart of this sick but not bleeding.

I smiled wryly as smart asem a young Slamet sir.

"Where do you want?" Now his hand held my hand to beg.

"It's not that easy, Fa, I have to be a good wife to you, but your heart is not for me, I'm not ready to go through this." Honestly, if he did not say like that, maybe I will answer, in fact, not as I want.

"I understand, you will give me two days to think about everything, but I beg you not to think long of my son." He said without thinking about Arsila's feelings.

'si Arfa thinks the fate of his son continues he does not think my feelings are that. He thinks I'm a robot, ' his inner raung.

"Grandma, grandma, grandma will come with us?" Chirpy Rio with a twinkle face.

"Grandfather too." Tympan Ray.

Arfa's son is so happy that he will get a surrogate mother.

Finally, Arfa and his son came home.

Tonight I can't sleep, I look up at the ceiling of the room should I push the prop, if rejected kasian also with his three children if received then his heart will be injured because it is not considered by Arfa.

'If I refuse not the son of Arfa who is disappointed but the parents too, I do not want to disappoint them, because they love me very much. Come on Arsila you can, ' he said sure he did not want to disappoint his parents a second time.

Geck. Geck. There was a knocking on the door.

"Who." Shouts from within.

"Mother, Nduk." Answer Arsila's mother.

"So ma'am, not in the key."

Mom went in and sat down by the bed, I inched to sit beside her with my head resting on her shoulders.

"Mom?" Overshipped.

"Yes, someone wants to talk about it." Ask mom and I nod.

"What," he added again.

"Mom, are you happy when I marry Arfa?"

"Why indeed?"

I paused to tell her everything because I saw my mother looking at me full of question marks. There was a disappointed face.

"Sir, Mum. I just wanted to ask. Is Arfa my last mate, ma'am?" I shed tears, her mother shrank her lovingly.

"Goddessa Son. I see Arfa loves you so much, son, I can see from her beaming face." Mom looked at me full of haru.

'Mom, suppose you know everything, will you be happy? Arfa doesn't love me Mom, she just wants me to be the mother of her children, Arsila's inner crying.

"Kok son mother cry anyway, do not cry anymore want to marry you must be a good wife obedient husband and love your child as your own child," he advised.

I don't mind getting married to anyone as long as she's really in love and affection for me. It doesn't matter if he has a child or not. Why should my love destiny be this complicated, no one who sincerely loves me other than my mother and father Arifin, dear father and mother do not approve of our relationship.