Reincarnation Becomes a Girl Due to System
Chapter 78 The Hidden Wolf
Rion admits that he played a little trick.
He did act very cowardly in this relationship that could not be called love, which was very contrary to his initial desire, but it came from a sense of inferiority, she said, when she faces a huge gap between Lena and herself.
The lower your self-esteem, the easier it is for people to be cautious, and even afraid of making minor mistakes or omissions.
But after all, he was just an ordinary person, a coward who was even afraid of ghosts.
So when he fooled himself in front of Lena, his low sense of self pushed him to the extreme.
He made a mistake in front of Lena, which almost destroyed the self-esteem he had built up in front of her before.
For a person like him, this was a fatal blow.
The difference is that some people will choose to take the initiative to withdraw after such a thing happens, shut down, never contact anyone associated with it, she said, and continue to maintain their bad self-esteem, and some people .. will be reborn in heaven.
It may be an exaggeration to say this, but frankly, it is just a matter of hurdles at heart, when it is in front of you, it is very difficult to have the courage and determination to go through it, he said, because no one knows what will happen after going through it.
Turning around and walking seems to be a safer option than taking the plunge, which is to escape.
Rion had never thought of this moment before, so he was forced into a desperate situation he created without any precaution. He only had a few seconds to choose whether to go left or right. You can't procrastinate.
But he won't give up.
She didn't want to lose this hard-earned warmth, and she didn't want to get rid of Lena, her ideal boyfriend.
It might also be that the adrenaline after the fear of the moment played a part, that's when he finally made up his mind and took that step.
After that, everything becomes easier.
People's mentality is very strange. Before they did, they had boundless fears. Once they actually take a step, they will feel that the previous fear is irrelevant.
For example, many people are afraid to make a speech in elementary school, thinking that they will fool themselves. Laughing at a classmate.
But when you actually step on the podium and say your first words, it feels like.
After all, when you're on stage, you'll be laughed at if you act weird, and you won't lose a piece of self-esteem.
So Rion is in this condition now.
She wants to understand that she wants Lena to be her boyfriend.
She must.
So he will try to make up for all his shortcomings for him, at least in the game, to become a strong man worthy of Lena.
But as Lena said, it is selfish to give continuously, so. should she ask for something in return?
At the same time..it also pays Lena, right? After all, what she showed now was clinging to her own boyfriend, so her kiss could be considered a gift for him.
Rion felt that there was nothing wrong with his plan.
Unfortunately, the kiss felt too shallow.
He should have stayed longer.
Tsk, that's still too cowardly.
However, as Rion was immersed in the previous action, Lena in the next room could not sleep.
He was still thinking about the kiss... No, that should have been an expanded question from that kiss.
He had no idea what had happened to him, clearly the memories of more than 20 years before his birth were still there, but he had no sense of disgust or strangeness in the slightest for Rion's actions.
Perhaps the theory that Shizu says that the soul has no gender has some truth, but this is not the focus of his attention.
What she was worried about was whether Rion really considered herself a boyfriend.
Perhaps he could accept the fact that he had assimilated with this body, but he would never sell himself to Rion. He had said from the beginning that at most he would help Rion find a candidate girlfriend instead of her.
He could not imagine what kind of memory he would have when he turned back into Rion if such a thing really happened.
[Home master doesn't need to think about things that far, really.]
"……What does it mean?"
[This system ..].
"I'm not going to change back to the original body, am I?"
[Of course not, this system never lies.]
[There are BUGS.]
"...I don't care what you know," Lena lay on the bed, her tone a little dangerous, "If you don't change me then, I'll burn you and Rion."
[This system can migrate data to the original system and overwrite it.]
"By the way, I'm gonna drag him to death for love."
“Why don't hosts try to experience it? Does it matter if it's a boy or a girl? It is simply the objective influence factor of a process.]
"Okay, you can be quiet."
Lena doesn't want to mess with this guy anymore.
He felt that the more he talked about the future, the darker it became. But she is convinced of one thing, if Rion really thinks of her as a boyfriend and goes through that hurdle and starts to lose control, then she must figure out a way to change the relationship between the two.
After all, he had existed for so long understanding the man, there was no way he would be completely overwhelmed by the man.
Then he will be in vain.
At this moment, Rion's voice suddenly sounded outside the door, "Lena, are you sleeping?"
Lena, "No, is there something wrong?"
"Can I go inside?"
“.....no problem."
Turning on the lights in the room, Lena looked at the door strangely.
What is this guy doing here right now?
——Then he saw Rion wandering around with blankets and pillows.
"...?"
Lena frowned.
He really couldn't understand Rion's operation, "You ..."
“I was thinking, will you be afraid to fall asleep because of the previous copy, so after thinking about it, I will sleep with you.” Rion smiled a little silly - it might as well be pretend, but very skillfully cleaned the floor, then lay down.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything."
Lena, "..."
This guy must be scared, right?
This must be true, right?
Wouldn't he blush using this excuse to enter his room?
Why are you more confident than him?
So Rion was really taken, right?
[...]
That Shizu only let out a faint tone, perhaps too lazy to explain it.
Rion was still smiling.
Lena's guess was right, she was indeed a little scared. After all, he was still a normal person. This kind of psychological weakness cannot be completely overcome by making the next decision, but he did not come here for this reason.
After all, they were all adults, too much to be afraid of sleeping alone after watching a ghost movie. Whether he was scared or he thought Lena was scared, it was just an excuse, the most important thing was that he could use this excuse to draw a connection between the two.
First time sleeping in the same room - the meaning of this event is completely different from the several times in the game, even if it is not the same bed, it is enough to be called a jump.
After crossing that hurdle, Rion's innate strength was gradually revealed.
He wants to take the initiative.
Only in this way could Lena be captured slowly, even if Lena wanted to run away, she might not be able to escape.
He didn't know where his confidence came from, but he only had confidence.
Perhaps this was the original form of the wolf hidden behind the cowardly idiot.