
I really didn't expect Bagas to defend that woman any more than I did his wife.
The woman approached Bagas and hugged him while pretending to cry, as if I had bullied him.
"Mas, I was just giving her advice that she should leave you without waiting to be kicked out but she was watering and insulting me." she started to cook for Bagas.
"You're a woman who doesn't know herself, not thanking Elena for being in the same picture but instead doing it like that. Mas Bagas continued to defend her without knowing what happened.
I do not want to hear the words of Bagas anymore, I have been too hurt I made it.
"If I am wrong, divorce me now, let me go from this hell house, why do I have a husband but all this time I'm not appreciated and never considered." I could not bear it until the end I chose to withdraw from Bagas mas.
"As soon as you speak, you dare to speak like that because you know that grandfather will not approve of it, but remember I will make grandfather also expel you from this family."
"What's so early in the morning you're making a fuss." Shouted mamah Elsa her mother mas Bagas.
I didn't know that Mamah Elsa this morning was coming to Bagas' mas house.
"Moment."
"Auntie."
Shouted Bagas and Elena, now I know that this pretentious woman is Elena's name, honestly she is indeed beautiful her body is also good on appeal to my lush body.
"Dear you're here?" ask my in-laws while hugging and kissing Elena's left cheek and right cheek.
I was really surprised to see it, it turns out Elena and mamah are familiar like that.
"Yes mah, Bagas did not want to be far from me anyway, even though there was already a fertile wife who was beside him" said Elena as she glanced at me.
"From the first also mamah has said that Bagas must marry you are not a fertile woman so, it is fertile she also can not make up, you just see her appearance, you see her appearance, mana wants Bagas to acknowledge her as a wife, which there is Bagas ashamed." Too often my mother-in-law insults me, and I remain patient.
"You know, if I wanted to marry him because of grandfather, if I didn't marry him there were all facilities and the inheritance wouldn't have fallen into my hands." As usual if there is a mother, Bagas mas as if he had support and freely he insulted me.
"Your grandfather doesn't know taste, this kind of handsome young man was married with such a bundle of mattresses, you can see between Elena and her, like heaven and earth."
My ear vows were so hot to hear their pranks constantly insulting me, with all my might holding back these tears from falling before them, I did not want to be considered weak by them.
"That means ma'am agrees that I married Bagas mas?' Said Elena with her triumphant smile.
"But I want my Bagas one by one, I don't want any other woman to have it."
"Bagas belongs to you baby, after all Bagas never slept in the room with him really."
From the beginning of marriage my mother-in-law really hated me, so we married only nuclear family who knew by reason of Bagas mas still a lot of work in his office, so we married only the nuclear family, and they promised to have a wedding party later.
"But however I am his legal wife mas Bagas mah." I also defended myself as the wife of Bagas.
"You're just a wife in front of grandfather and on paper, until whenever I wouldn't consider you as a wife I remember that." Whether what Bagas' heart is made of, he hates me so much just because my body is fertile.
"Already, enough arguing, you have to go to the office now, you don't mind the useless woman" said my in-laws who again insulted me.
"Mas just go to the office, I will accompany you at home" said Elena as she touched my husband's chest.
"Well, I'll go first." Mas Bagas said goodbye to Elena while kissing her forehead, as if her wife Bagas was Elena, while I considered her just a statue.
After Bagas' departure to the office, my in-laws and Elena went somewhere because I didn't care about him either.
Again I was made hurt at my husband's house, without thinking long I took a sling bag that I usually carry if I travel and do not forget to be with the car keys.
I go with bated emotions, I do not want to go to the gallery, which is on my mind only the beach, the beach that can make me calm.
With high speed I drove my car until without feeling I was on the beach.
I ran closer to the tide, there I screamed loudly and then I dropped my body into the water and I cried.
"Argh,, why did all this happen to me why? I don't want to be like this either, don't you see the good side in me just a little, hik, hik, hik."
I kept crying, my body was wet with sea water, the waves crashing on my body didn't feel at all.
I was shocked because suddenly there was a hand that touched my shoulder from behind, I turned my body, I saw the man who was the waiter at the fancy restaurant standing up and giving me a handkerchief.
I hesitantly took a handkerchief from his hand, "Thank you" I said, wiping my tears and face wet with tears in the sea.
"You want to die? Why here, you should be more middle if you want to die, drown your body in the sea there." said the man with a sharp look.
I just kept quiet while drying my wet face.