
I heard a statement from my mom about my past suffering.
I was thinking why there are parents who are like my papa.
I also plan to go to my mother's homeland.I will ask this more detail to my grandmother and my aunt
" Ma . . Laura wants to go to the mother's homeland .
mama never took Laura there .
from the time Laura was little to the age of today .Laura never met any of our relatives "I said.
" If you want to go there . yes just go .
mama won't ban you, but mama don't have to follow ya "my mama said and mama also gave her address.
Today . . Her father Debora came home .
Tok .tok .tok . .
"Acollins .
permissiiii "his word
" it seems like someone is coming, try to look out "I said to Noor
noor opened the door. .
"Who is mbak ???
ask to come in "have me.
noor invited him to enter.
" I'm sorry, Mom, I'm Debora's father, whose mother came to her house yesterday.
said my wife's mom is in need of a gardener yaaaaa or a driver ????" tannya
" ohhhh. . Yes sir
if you can drive a car better.
in addition to being a gardener father can also be a driver who will take me and my family if you want to go out "I said
" Yes Mom I can and I have a SIM too.
Thank you very much .!!!!!
if you may know I started working from when did ya ma'am ???? " ask her father Deborah, her father's name Deborah is mukidi.
"from now on can also sir . .
well incidentally today I want to go to my mother's hometown .said my mother travel from here to there takes 6 hours . father prepared to take me ??? "many
" yes, ma'am .." replied mukidi
because indeed mukidi sir has started working per day.
I gave him the car keys so he could get the car ready first.
and I went into the room to prepare my clothes. I only brought a backpack because maybe I only spent one night there.
because if to go back and forth with such a long distance I and mukidi sir can not afford .
" Maaa I said yes. . Tipped Keanu "my word to my mama.
" you guys be careful . the streets there are quite vulnerable .and greetings to Auntie and your om. ." said my mama
Mukidipun and I began our journey.
we passed through streets filled with rocks and remote villages.
but there are still villages that have no lighting at all.
I opened a conversation with mukidi sir.
" for how is the condition of the father's son, has healed yet ???? " Many
" Thank God, my wife also expressed her gratitude to mother "said pak mukidi.
" yes, both Alhamdulillah if it is healed" I said
we leave from home at 2 pm and now it is 7 pm. when viewed from google maps we will be up to 2 minutes more, if you look at it, but maybe because of road obstacles that are quite ugly so we also arrived a bit long .
" See Mom . . I go down first to make sure the address "said pak mukidi
He got out of the car and approached the gentlemen who were sitting in the shop while copying.
and not how long mukidi was back .
" what about sir ????" much
" they said the hell out of this village we have reached the destination .and they also know the mother Auntie, later her house is right near the stall that there is a fish pond" said pak mukidi.
We finally arrived in my mother's hometown.
it just so happens that there are 4 mothers sitting in the barn.
" Sorry Mom I want to ask, is it true that in front of this is the house of mom June ????" I said pointing to my tantalizing house
" Yes right . and myself is June, Who are you ????
and what is the need ????? tannya
"my mother is Dona and I'm Laura her son is "my word
I'm meeting you, let's go into the house first" said my aunt
We entered my tent house .we were served sweet tea and unibis bread that he had just bought from the stall.
after the atmosphere started to melt, I asked my Tantu about my mass.
He also told stories
my papa used to come to this village, because there was a lecture .. and that was where the beginning of the meeting of mama and papa .
because it was my mother's beauty that made my papa fall in love .
Naura and I were born before my mom got married. .
because at that time it was not just papa who approached mama.
So when papa's parents know that papa impregnates mama . instead they accuse that mama is pregnant with someone else not with their child.
then they married papa to their boss's son .
once upon a time when papa met mama secretly . but instead found out with his parents papa.
and papa's parents who were women immediately fell ill and eventually died .
and it turns out that until now that makes papa never see us again and do not care about us.
at that time papa felt guilty to his parents he thought that his mother died because he was desperate to see my mother.
And Auntie told me too
if my mom goes far away pregnant
he was carrying a piece of cloth containing clothes.
mama walked barefoot on a dark night and the wind rained so hard .
with the reason mom does not want to trouble anyone her sisters, her branch and including my grandmother .
my mother felt she had put the family to shame.
Until finally she was found in the morning in a state of fainting and had given birth to twins without my help from anyone.
how sad the story of my mother.when my aunt continued to tell me did not feel my tears continued to pour.
When my sister Naura and I were 4 years old my mother took us away from her birth village .
she's looking for a job as a domestic assistant she fought for me and Naura.
I don't know what time my tanti told me because I fell asleep in my tantalizing lap .
After the morning sun started to light up
sound of birds chirping . . . .
" Laura woke up at 7" said my aunt
" Oh my goodness. . Sorry Tan I had bad luck because last night I fell asleep when my aunt told me, especially on the road quite tired" I said
" it's okay to eat first . After you finish eating I'll take you to your grandmother's house where Auntie, Mom and your mom were born" said my aunt .
After finishing eating, Aunty and I walked to the house of grandmother's relics.
it's not far from my aunt's house .
only 6 houses away.
there are still mostly houses on stilts all .with a wide courtyard and shady trees.
every house must have a mango tree and made specifically seating from bamboo.
once we arrive . .tanteku opens the door of the house.
my grandmother's house is old, greyot and almost collapsed.
" Why don't you just fix Tan ????"much
" want to be like that ra, but your aunt and om have no money .
for domestic affairs only sometimes and even often still lacking" said Auntie
" Yes if I may just let Tan renovate it, please,
so if we can gather in this place.
kan dear has many memories left behind in this house .mama's childhood memories, Aunt and also om.
if grandma is still alive, surely grandma is also happy if this house we fix "I said
" Yes ra. . Aunt agrees too".my aunt said
after the old house, we went back to my aunt's house.
"Tante Laura said yes, because laura can not be long because no one takes care of Laura's shop" I said.
" Thank God Laura is now a successful person . .
if you have time to come back here and bring your mama. Aunty has also long missed him. 20 years more we have never met" said my aunt
as usual, every time I meet people whose lives are difficult .my heart is always filled, not because of sadara but other people as well.maybe because I have been in their position.
I gave a small envelope to my aunt that was about 5millions.
mukidi and I went home and left the abandoned hamlet.