
Ara fell silent, her breathing began to wail. He put both of his hands on the bed sheet. Sealing the eyes is his life. Bite deeply into her lower lip when a stranger starts to feel there.
He was agitated, it was about to enter the initial stage. Fear began to enter, she was still a virgin. Ara had heard him say when something came in it would hurt.
That's not what hurts, but this unclear relationship. Why Ara suddenly remembered the pieces of Angel's face with Rio at a time like this. It would hurt if Rio did not have good intentions to straighten out their relationship.
Ara pushed Rio's body so strongly, the clear water melted just like that from the corner of Ara's eyes.
Clearly Rio was jolted with Ara's attitude which so suddenly refused.
"Please.no, I-I'm not ready!" Ara snatched both sides of her shirt in her arms, to tightly seal the exposed parts of her body.
Rio was fixated, he didn't have to do anything. Awkwardly of course, he changed his position not to confine Ara.
Ara, he pulled out a blanket to cover his entire body. He hugged tightly the blanket that covered his body, Ara saw the look on Rio's face that was so confused and felt guilty.
Yeah, maybe it hurts for Ara. Perhaps afraid of her later pain, that was all that seeped into Rio's mind. Why did I change my mind.
"I'm sorry.." she shrieked in a hoarse voice.
"I'm not ready yet" he continued in a stammering voice.
"Ah, not pa-pa. I know it might hurt, so you're bell-"
"That's not what I meant." interrupted Ara.
Frowning Rio, what did he mean?
"I wasn't ready because of the pain of my hymen. It hurts more later, if you still hang our relationship," he said.
The widened eyes of Rio revealed his enlarged pupils were pitch-black in color. It was like slapping a thousand slaps for her.
Rio understood the intent of Ara, yes his self was too reckless. Too lust wants more when their status is only status on paper.
Naturally, Ara rejected herself completely.
"I-you mean?" **** nya Rio just to know Ara's wish.
"I don't want to live like this? Without clarity, and what status I don't know. Rio, I think we've gone too far, and enough for us to get to know each other. The moment you have to be firm with your choice, Rio!" urge Ara.
Rio was silent, he was staring at Ara blankly. A feeling of pain hit his chest at this moment.
Ara concluded Rio was hard to choose for now.
"Start a new life or divorce me immediately!..."
It was like lightning struck his recess mercilessly. Rio was shocked over both choices, did his self have to choose?.
"...The choice is in your hands now, let me know that you already have the answer," she said weakly, Ara lying down with her body covered up to the neckline.
No less sick Ara, he said but terribly hurt for himself. Ara closed her eyes tightly, shadowing what answer Rio gave her later.
Ara's words just lodged in her mind right now. Rio chose to calm down while cleaning himself in the bathroom. Who knows, cold water can clear his mind.
Flasbak End's
Ara got up from her sitting because she was surprised that the door of her room was knocked by someone. He was already nervous if it was Rio who was approaching him.
Ara wasn't ready to hear Rio's answer, well, why should Ara be frightened? Isn't that right?
He bit back the tip of his nail. As he went back and forth, he wanted to open the door of his room. Finally, Ara decided to open the door. He stepped with his heart racing fast.
Crick...
"Bi Home?"
Oh, thank goodness it turned out to be Bi Imah. Ara can breathe a sigh of relief, Ara smiled thinly and then opened the door wide to let her in. Bi Imah carries a basket in her hand that contains a stack of sidetops and has folded neatly belonging to Ara.
"The clothes are clean, please wear it," said bi Imah while putting Ara's clothes into the closet.
"Still bi," said Ara.
"Neng, not college?" ask bi Imah.
"Kok bi lecture," nods Ara.
"It's Ara going to take a shower," she grinned as she went straight to the bathroom.
Bi Imah just shook her head looking at her miss.
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Ara is already dressed neatly, white bone jeans in a mix of white tank top and black blazer. It emanates the aura of Ara's maturity if it looks like that.
Ara went back and forth looking for something in the room. Kuluk-kilik her feet stepped while drying her wet hair.
"Where?" muttered.
Ara search in the usual place he put it was not there.
"Where yes, in search of a mill, not in search there. Basic hairdry!" his curse is irritated.
He was forced to go downstairs to ask with bi Imah. It might be that Imah's bi who put it somewhere else.
"Bi, bi Imah!" call her.
"Yes, what's wrong?" he asked when he approached Ara who was going to the dining room.
"Hairdry where'd I go bi?" ask Ara.
"In the usual place Ara put no," he continued.
"Lho, isn't his neng stuff in master Rio's room all but clothes huh neng?" remember bi Imah.
Since bi Imah was the one who brought everything Ara's stuff moved into Rio's room.
Ara patted the eel, "Oh Allah why should it be there anyway?"
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