Risa is not Zeline

Risa is not Zeline
Chapter 28


"Again't come home yet?"


Bi Irma who was drinking almost choked when suddenly Zeline's voice surprised her. The woman was seen wiping her wet lips as her tail glanced at Zeline who was now sitting on one of the chairs in the dining room.


"Not yet."


"Did a brother like this come back?" Zeline muttered which Bi Irma could still hear.


"No non, yesterday-yesterday right Mr is close at all Non, even when Non is sick, Mr. Non nemenin sleep loh in the room Non, indeed Non does not remember it all?"


"Huh? Oh about that, Zeze remember kok bi, it's just that Zeze was surprised lately brother changed," said Zeline.


"Hmm about that, aunt also felt that Non, mmm maybe Master is having a problem?"


Zeline then looked at the woman who had been accompanying her who was now standing not far from her with her head lowered.


"Maybe." replied Zeline who was now staring blankly forward. After hearing the words of bi Irma just now, it means that Risa did not lie to her.


And now Zeline was just wondering in her heart why suddenly her brother changed back to his cold figure, a figure like when his brother knew his lover betrayed him.


"Did you meet that traitor?"


"Well, why not?" Bi Irma asked because just like hearing Zeline speak, it was just that the girl's speech sounded unclear.


"It's okay bi, yes Zeze is willing to go back to the room," after saying that, Zeline immediately got up and rushed to her room.


"Non Zeline's love, hopefully Mr.'s problem is quickly resolved until you don't ignore Non Zeline anymore."


Arriving at the room, Zeline picks up her phone, stares at a line of numbers but hesitates to contact her. And after weighing long enough, Zeline finally called the number that had been seen earlier.


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Zhen stepped foot into a room, one of his apartments, the clock now showing at 12 p.m., and the man chose not to return, instead, drive his car to one of the apartments he usually occupies if it takes time alone.


With the top two shirt buttons opened, as well as the arms folded up to the elbows, his hair tangled and eye bags that look so clear, Zhen threw himself on the bed without taking off his shoes.


"Akh!" Zhen suddenly shouted and ruffled his coarse hair. 


He then sat with his head down and rubbed his face.


"What really happened to me? Why is this feeling so torturing to me? Why?" Shouted Zhen who was confused by his own feelings, he initially came he wanted to always be near his sister, but these two days, he was actually seen dodging, instead, Zhen had indeed deliberately left early even to go home late at night, even today, he actually decided not to go home, he did not want to meet Zeline first, he did not want to meet Zeline, until she knew how she felt about her sister.


"What should I do? What if with this attitude of mine, Zeze gets hurt again? Then me? I can't even deal with him, how can I explain it? Explaining that I needed time to digest everything, I needed time to ascertain my true feelings" Zhen said.


The man hit his head softly. Take a picture of the family on the nightstand, then throw it against the wall.


Brak!


Prangs!


"It's because of you! Because you guys our lives are a mess!"


***


"Mom's asleep?"


"God! Yes mbak. Mbak mas Rian kesininya," said Risa with a soft voice did not want to wake her mother.


"Yes, all Rian mas go to work, today is sift night, so I ask between Rian aja mas, want to accompany mother, rather than at home alone."


Risa nodded in understanding, she then sat on the carpet, not far from her mother's bed. Her sister followed and sat down beside Risa.


"You should not go home, from yesterday since you came, you always take care of mom, you must lack of rest, Aga will also come here after the task. Let us change to take care of Mom."


"It's okay for Risa to be here, just the same, right here Risa also rest right?"


"But sleeping here is uncomfortable."


"Udah no need to worry, Risa's fine."


Risa's older sister can only resign, persuading Risa is not an easy thing, she just pity to see her only sister, if it continues this later her sister who fell ill.


"Have you eaten? Tuh earlier mbak had time to cook your favorite food, you eat gih mumpung still warm too."


"Really mbak? Duh Risa is indeed kangen the same cooking mbak also mother," said Risa who now looks excited, woke up and took the red plastic bag that her brother had brought.


Risa brought him to where she was sitting last time and immediately opened it, she had not eaten tonight, Risa had no appetite at all, for some reason his mind kept on turning to the man who had managed to get into his heart.


"Hmm delicious. This is what I miss the most if it is far from you," said Risa when she began to bribe her food.


"Yes already then stay here, do not go again, if you need to find a job here, then try to ask the same mas Rian may be in his place of work, there is a vacancy for you."


Risa then stopped her mouthful. Quiet for a long time, then looked at her brother.


"Sorry about that Risa can't yet."


"Why the hell is Ris, is it because of Ardan?"


"Kok so Ardan anyway mbak," Risa closed tupperware, not so eat, his appetite is now completely lost.


"Even if you don't tell the same story, don't know that Ardan has been chasing you all along, why don't you try with him?"


Risa let out a long sigh, her gaze diverted as long as it did not look at her brother.


"Risa wants to go out and seek the wind," after saying that, Risa got up and passed leaving her brother who is now breathing heavily.


Risa continued walking, until now her footsteps arrived at the park, Risa sat staring at the dark-looking sky. Not a single star shone. 


Both of his hands looked up as he felt water droplets falling from the horizon. It seemed like the sky was crying too seeing Risa's current state. Risa remembered the incident that had passed a few years ago.


Where at that time Risa heard a woman talking about her, which was clearly her words hurt her so much, and it was very vividly remembered in Risa's mind even to this day. And just as the girl was busy with her thoughts, suddenly her phone rang, and Risa frowned as Zeline's name stamped on her phone screen. Though only two days, not a week like their agreement that will not contact each other to reduce suspicion, unless it is a very important thing related to the exchange of their roles.