ROSETA

ROSETA
Returnees


Sarah pulls out Liliana's hand to break into Roseta's room. Because the woman who had fainted since an hour ago did not give the slightest movement.


"Don't go in first, he's calming down. I'm sure you'll be in the house."


"But he's okay, right?"


Sarah massaged the base of her nose. Dizziness. "Can't be said well. The only person needed was only Theo."


"You're kidding." Liliana. "Theo will only add to Roseta's growing pressure."


Roseta does often say if you want to separate, it has even been realized. But as Sarah knows the history of both, assume if Theo is here, Roseta will definitely be calmer.


Sure enough, suddenly the figure of Theo barged in. "Where's Roseta's room?"


"Fin' there." Sarah answered without hesitation.


Again, Sarah pulls Liliana's hand who is about to run after Theo, intending to foil the man's plan to break into Roseta's room.


"West. You barred me from going in but let Theo in."


"Please, Lili, this is their business. Trust me."


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Roseta never imagined being with**ma with anyone other than Theo. In this context, it is Roseta's body that understands, if he is too loyal only touched one person.


Yet.


The fact of the manipulation made him so dirty. He swore not disgust with Jay, but seeing the video cut really made him so nauseous.


But at the thought of rethinking if it was just a manipulsion made his heart swallow to beat. Reality is not that bad.


The sun was very hot and the light that peered through the window was so bright. Roseta tilted with both palms supporting her head, her eyes looking towards the nightstand where Bryna and Braga were on top.


Roseta's breath was heavy as the creaking sound of the door opening rang out, followed by the knocking of the shoe that was getting closer. The scent of lavender is very Roseta know who the owner pierced the nose.


Roseta pretended to close her eyes.


But in vain when his eyes suddenly opened when Theo touched his shoulder, then after that Roseta brushed off Theo's hand from there, flipping over to avoid the man's gaze.


Theo saw Roseta's back vibrate. "Well, I'll come out if you don't like my presence. I just want to make sure you're okay."


Roseta did not know why her chest was getting claustrophobic hearing the gentle words and the man's intention to leave.


Theo looked at Roseta's back in sadness. "I'm sorry, for our last state of that time."


Practically make Roseta remember the incident while in Country A.


"Together with the exhausting days of my life, eight years ago until now. I'm sorry."


Precisely what Roseta remembered this time was not a sad memory. Warm fingers when fused, Theo's laughter is so crisp just by discussing things that are not so funny, the expression of love many times from the man who is so sincere. Roseta remembers, all, the sweet memories she will never forget.


Theo couldn't help but get closer as Roseta's back trembled even more. Theo circled the bed until he found Roseta who was already covered in tears. 


"Sorry.." Theo held out a finger to rub Roseta's cheek and then grabbed the woman's hand for a while, even Theo had to duck in front of the bed lip. "Stop crying, everything's fine. Trust me. I'm leaving."


Yet. Before Theo managed to stand up fully, Roseta first grabbed the shirt-clad sleeve belonging to the man. "Don't."


Roseta shook her head with tears that again spilled without her force, painfully silencing her, a heartbreaking frame that could quickly tear Theo's heart down, for the umpteenth time.


Walking on her knees to get closer, without Theo guessing, a warmth appeared on her neck as Roseta hid the sobs there, draping both arms behind her head. "I beg you, don't go, I want to be with you, Theo."


So Theo won't waste the chance, return the hug, tighter.


"My company is sleeping."


So after the invitation sentence was delivered, Theo herded Roseta who was still clinging to her body to be laid on the bed. Completely asleep, blindfolded, Roseta is already willing to walk in her dreamland.


"Theo, from now on you're mine, don't go, anymore." to Roseta, Theo is home, the place where he comes home. Should have been, from a long time ago.


I swear to God. Theo never got a statement like this. From Rosette.


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Disillusioned. A word with a different definition. Most people assume that anger and emotion are too great can not be compared with disappointment. Both have different meanings.


His silence is disappointment, his succumbing is disappointment, his moment is disappointment. He can be angry, he can be, but it's not enough. Going away brings disappointment much better.


Where can Roseta turn the clock. He knew he was very young. He should be able to choose the right step for his future. Not even soaring ego by leaving Theo just like that on the pretext of disappointment.


Regretted?


For sure. But Roseta is only human. The pain felt up to the bones, creeping the heart and other internal organs, until he chose to run away.


What experiences did the woman go through?


A bunch.


Starting from his heart that was bruised by blows, scratches a wide gaping wound, plus he chose to drip lime in every ulcer that lodged all over his body, looking for disease, and then he chose to drip lime, obviously not if the wound is getting sore with the liquid. Yasudah, everything has passed, until the phase where Roseta can be like this.


Forgive everything.


It's all been passed by him. Really am. His heart is healed. Roseta laughs, laughs at herself if she remembers again how she put her heart without knowing how to go back.


Only to Theo.


"How are things outside. You said you were okay, right? But I'm curious." Still in Theo's grip since two hours ago. Roseta finally made a sound.


Roseta is still with him. Two hours ago, after Theo had entered her room, she felt at home and hid in the man's arms.


The clock shows twelve o'clock.


The atmosphere outside is quite hot.


And it's time for the kids to come home.


Roseta practically gave her distance, her eyebrows fused together. "What does that mean?"


"Before a second" Theo reached into a cell phone in a pants pocket. "Let's sit down first." take her.


Roseta who was asked once finally sat down. Both are slightly backward until both backs lean on the dashboard of the bed.


"I'm sure the news is already very crowded. Prepare your heart."


It didn't wait so long. After Theo gives his cell phone, Roseta gives a full concentration of attention to what happened without his knowledge.


Theo lamat-goal observes Roseta who is completely unreadable, the woman is silent, not eskpressive, whereas, as far as Theo is concerned, the woman is silent, what revolves in the video is already able to make a stir in this country.


"Are you okay?" Scared Roseta felt depressed again, so Theo dared to fight.


Roseta put the square object behind her palm. Shaken slowly, then turned to Theo's presence who was still waiting for an answer from him.


"It's too late to be surprised. I don't really know with my kids why they're so brave. As I recall, I never gave them any weird food, Theo. Five perfect healthy eating portions even though I serve properly. No more and less, still the same as the other children."


Theo was struck with an explanation too wide everywhere to bring all food intake, there was not even an expression of the look of the woman beside him. Instead of hearing seriously, Theo was even more anxious than that.


"Something that makes them brave."


"I don't know, Theo. I really don't know if I should be afraid or grateful."


Theo's forehead practically shriveled. "Fearful?"


Pulling a pillow to hug, Roseta feels like he has to talk a lot with Theo about the current state of affairs.


"Don't drag Yura to jail." 


"I wish, this time only, let me do the right thing." Theo refused.


"Theo. Hear me. I made this situation. I made Yura angry and finally did this. I met him a few days ago. I know, he's very angry."


Roseta clearly knew her attack was making Yura even more furious. For example, it is clear. But when the emotions caused by the news are not true, then what can Roseta do other than show his true position. Where only he was always in Theo's heart, the conditions at that time were very appropriate to be made a show without knowing finally made Yura more temperament. 


"What are you talking about?"


"I'm just showing off, if you only love me. That'sthat's all. But he's very angry. Imagine so me, where there I am angry when you have married Yura, even for that long."


Humans are indeed the most expert in hiding feelings, lying through speech too quiet even with expressions and gurgles that can not be read anxiety. Roseta for example, the woman was given the advantage in being deceptive, hiding the pain behind a steel wall, impenetrable.


Theo knows very well about that.


Theo knew Roseta for a long time. Even still so difficult which one is right, between Roseta being really angry or pretending to be ordinary when saying things just now.


Still with the same thing. Not open, but Theo has vented everything. His feelings, his mistakes, even all.


But one fact gives the answer, without Theo having to guess, the fact Roseta collapsed until fainting is a form of frustration so great, the woman in the worst circumstances.


"I'm sorry."


Theo is still the wrong guy. If you knew Roseta like this, Theo wouldn't have shown the video. It looks like the phone is more interesting than Theo because this second Roseta is back in focus to see the duration that is still left, because Roseta repeated from the beginning.


Theo gently pulled his phone. "Watch what else? It's already here."


Roseta glanced for a moment, giving her a flat look. "You won't understand my head, I still want to re-watch."


Theo clearly doesn't know Roseta's head. If only God could involve other humans to know the contents of their heads, maybe Theo would not mince words to ask. But if it really happened, then humans would not be able to have various flavors, maybe the world would not be this interesting.


But Theo still nodded in agreement. Yeah how else. "What have you been doing lately?" He asked on the fingers stroking the mane of his woman.


Roseta clucked, of course, very upset to remember. "What else do you want, I'm unemployed. I'm not allowed anywhere, honestly I'm bored."


"Tell me, I want to hear, whatever, what you're doing."


Roseta finally put the phone. "I'm making cookies for the kids. I started thinking, maybe opening a bakery is not a bad idea if I still can't work in the hospital. I'll just stay in the kitchen."


Roseta thought as far as it turned out. Theo gave a stifled smile. Her female story is very much she misses, with deep. His efforts to get Roseta to stop focusing with the phone came to fruition.


"What else does it matter?" Still in the same position, Theo's fingers do not stop giving rubs, sometimes moving at the tip of the head, or also measuring Roseta's hair with his palms.


"Lately I can't stand Sarah, Maria and Liliana. They made me dizzy. I was really in jail. Take me out, I want to feel the air outside, walk in the garden, hand in hand. I don't want to see the three of them, especially Liliana."


Funny, adorable. Theo said in his heart.


"What's wrong with Liliana?"


"He's affecting my brain."


"In what way?"


Roseta was silent for a moment.


Before Roseta answered, the woman lowered her head, hiding a timid look. "Liliana told me to forget you. Where could. I can't."


Nah. Kan's.


Theo laughed at once.


So Roseta gets angry when someone else forces her to forget Theo while several times with her own mouth says she wants to stop. It's not true that Roseta is so adorable.


"Then?"


Roseta seemed hesitant before she ventured closer to Theo. "So Mr. Pandega. Do you promise not to leave me again?"


Theo seemed to be thinking, acting like playing around. "How's it going?"


Roseta sniffed. "You remember Kristian? Our friend High School. He's a pilot now, you know I really like men like that, so.."


Before Roseta could complete the threat to run to another man, Theo quickly silenced the woman's mouth, practically making Roseta surprised, the layer of skin on her lips warmed up, wet mixed. Theo not only glues it, but eats it all at once.


"Mommy, Daddy."