Sacrifice of Love 2 (Wife For My Husband)
Chapter 9 (Love My Husband is Not For Me)

The chatty Iqbal kept asking his parents about the Heaven of the world, because at this time Ilham still looks confused about how to answer Iqbal's question, until finally Mother of Love tried to explain to Iqbal.

"Honey, if Iqbal wants to feel the Heaven of the world, Iqbal must be diligent in worship, so that Allah SWT gives peace to the heart of Iqbal. The heaven of the world is diverse, can be bestowed health, happiness, and the key we must always be grateful with all the gifts and blessings that Allah SWT gives, and we must always be grateful, for with gratitude we shall taste the delights of the Heaven of the world."

"So that's how Mother is? Iqbal will be more obedient in performing worship, so that Iqbal can feel the pleasure of Heaven. Then now Iqbal Prayer Dzuhur first yes," said Iqbal, and now Ilham's father can breathe a sigh of relief.

"Alhamdulillah Father is helped," muttered Father Inspiration with a cry.

"Well, if you talk in front of the immature child it must be thought of first, so bother if we can not answer the question," said Mother of Love.

"Dear, I won't repeat the same mistake. Mother is the best," said Father Ilham by embracing the body of Mother of Love, so that makes Love feel envious of the harmony of the household of both parents.

Is it possible that I and Mas Rangga can be happy like Mother and Father who always look harmonious, even though their marriage age is seventeen years. Am I wrong to expect love from my own Husband, even though in reality the love of my Husband is not for me, said Love in my heart with a feeling of tightness in his chest.

After finishing eating, Kasih and Rangga said goodbye to go home, although Rangga felt heavy to leave the Pratama family residence because now Dita lives there.

"Rangga, Dad put Kasih ya, if indeed Love is negligent in carrying out its obligations as a wife, I hope you are willing to remind him, guide Love to the path desired by Allah SWT."

"God willing Well, Rangga will carry out Rangga's duties as a Husband," replied Rangga by kissing the back of the hand of Mother of Love and Father of Inspiration alternately.

"People, may Love always be given health. Tomorrow Kasih comes to the Hospital yes so that Dita can provide treatment, and Kasih must immediately say about the disease that Love suffers to Rangga," whispered Love so that Rangga does not hear it.

After Rangga and Kasih said Greetings, they left the Pratama residence to the homes of Rangga's parents, although Kasih actually wanted to live separately from her in-laws, but her in-laws always forbid Kasih and Rangga out of their home, on the grounds that they want to always be close to Rangga who incidentally is their only child.

Kasih and Rangga were busy with their respective thoughts, so that in a quiet car without any conversation, until finally Kasih asked Rangga to stop at a Park they passed by, because after all Rangga deserves to know about the disease that is currently suffering.

"Mas, can we stop for a second? there is something we have to talk about" said Kasih, and Rangga finally pulled over the car he was driving.

Kasih invites Rangga to sit on a park bench.

After a few rough breaths, Love finally raised his voice.

"Mas, actually yesterday Kasih had done a check of the womb of Kasih to the obstetrician. The doctor said if Kasih is barren and will not be able to have offspring," said Kasih in tears.

Rangga was so shocked by the words of Love, and Rangga who could not bear to see Love crying, brought Love into his arms.

"Patient love yes, even though Love can not have children, all that does not matter to Mas, if necessary, later we can adopt the Son of Orphanage," said Rangga who tried to cheer up Kasih.

"If God has predestined us not to have children, what can we do?"

"The barren one is Kasih, but Mas Rangga can still have a daughter from another girl."

"What do you mean Love?"

"Mas Rangga can marry the woman that Mas Rangga loves, not all this time Mas Rangga just feel sorry for Love, so Mas Rangga continues to maintain our household? because actually Mas Rangga still loves Mas Rangga's first love?"

Rangga was silent to hear the words of Love, because all of it is true, but Rangga could not divorce Love, because Rangga would feel very sinful if it hurt the heart of a good woman like Love.

"You know if Mas Rangga's love is not for Love. If indeed Mas Rangga wants to divorce Kasih, Kasih will sincerely accept all that, because Mas Rangga deserves a perfect woman who can give offspring to Mas Rangga."

"I'm sorry, I never meant to betray our marriage" Rangga said softly.

"Love cannot be forced upon Mas, and Love understands all that. Mas Rangga deserves the happiness of Mas, especially now that Mas Rangga already has a strong reason to divorce Kasih. Kasih is a disabled woman who cannot have offspring, even Kasih malady, because it turns out that Kasih also has ovarian cyst disease, so inevitably the womb of Love must be lifted."

Rangga increasingly feels guilty to Kasih because Rangga has always been busy with his work, so Rangga can never take Love to seek treatment when Kasih complains of pain in his stomach when Kasih comes to the moon.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for not paying attention to you, it should be that as a husband I pay attention to my wife's health. From now on I will always be there for you, if necessary we will do treatment abroad so that your disease can be cured without having to do the removal of the uterus."

"Everything is too late Mas, because the ovarian cyst disease that is suffering has turned into myoma, and Kasih already has no choice but to do surgery to remove the uterus, because otherwise, tumor cells in your uterus will spread to other parts of the body."

"Whatever happens we will go through it together" said Rangga who felt sorry for his wife.

"Mas need not feel sorry, because maybe this is the way for Mas Rangga to be united with the woman that Mas Rangga loves."

"But she can't have it anymore, because she doesn't want to hurt you. So, you better help me now to forget about that woman."

"Didn't he have been trying for a year to help Mas Love? but the truth is that Mas can never forget the shadow of the woman. So, Kasih has decided if Kasih is willing to be combined with him," said Kasih, and Rangga was so surprised by the decision that Kasih took.

"Love, in this world there will be no woman willing to be polygamized, and I will not hurt a woman, because it is the same way I hurt my own mother, because I was also born from the womb of a woman."

"If only the woman was someone else, Love would not be possible to take this decision Mas, but in reality the woman whom Mas Rangga loved was the brother of Love itself, so Love willingly sacrificed the feelings of Love for her, like he who has been willing to release Mas Rangga for the happiness of Love," said Kasih by holding tightness in his chest.

"Ja_so you know who the woman I've been in love with all this time?"