
Savira is getting ready now, he has made an appointment to meet Adora in the park not far from the School. He will go alone, even if Sarah initially refuses, because this is not their initial agreement. How not, Savira suddenly decided to go alone, and not allow them to come along as planned.
Sarah really doesn't know the way Savira thinks. However, wanting to argue could not, because he knew, he would lose if arguing with the girl in front of him.
"Udah, don't frown. I'll take care of myself okay? " savira said when she saw Sarah still looking at her with lips that she put forward 5 cm and hands folded in front of the chest, just like a child who sulked because he was not given a toy.
"Sars. Don't worry, I agree, right? If Alfie comes with me"
Yes, indeed, at least from the results of the debate, Savira wanted to give up by inviting Alfi to come along. At first Sarah was so determined to join, but Savira refused, she was afraid Sarah could not stem her emotions and ended this meeting did not produce positive results.
Savira just wants to sit down, and talk well, with no emotion in her.
"Call me if there's anything"
"Yeahaaa. Instead of you pouting, mending get ready too there, will you go to the camer meeting" Savira's tease makes Sarah wrong.
"Ihh, what the hell"
"Hahaha" Savira's laughter burst out to see the friend with flushed cheeks and misbehavior.
Tok tok tok tok
"Sorry to disturb Non, but below there is Den Alfi" said one of the Maid who had knocked on the door.
"ouh, yes Bi. "
"Yaudah, I go first yes, assalamu'alaikum" said Savira, because Sarah did not come down again, she will go straight to her room to prepare.
"Be careful"
"Yeah"
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Not spending a long time, finally Alfi and Savira arrived at the park that has been promised. They walked through the park until they reached the lake where the person they were headed to was waiting. Not far from the lake, there was a bench with a girl sitting there against them.
"Adora" said Savira as she stood behind the girl she called Adora. The so-called turned his body around, making both Alfi and Savira surprised instead of playing.
"Oh hi, Alfi, Savira" he said with a sweet smile. Savira was still surprised, really, not only him, but Alfi was the same.
How not, before them now is not Adora, but Adera.
"Why are you here? " ask Savira in a daze. He knew Adera no more only knew that the girl in front of him had a special relationship with Dimas.
"Lo have an appointment with Dimas? " ask Alfie.
"Nope"
"Then"
"Gue's the guy you've been looking for, who's been sending neror all this time"
Damn it! Surprise especially now.
"Why? Surprised? Take it easy, don't be to serious" he said casually. He sat down on the bench again, ignoring two humans who were still in disbelief.
"Lo want to know, the reason why I neror lo? " he asked with a view that continued to focus on the expanse of the lake in front of him.
*Flashback On*
Adora stared meaninglessly at the girl before her who was a poor child who was often a bully who was now even her close friend. He was confused, how the girl could keep a happy smile as if enjoying life, when everyone insulted him.
Adora was a quiet child, a lot of things that he was quiet in him, and somehow, only Savira could see the eyes full of wounds. Savira is often the place to complain about his life that is not fair.
Savira who always existed when he intended to end his life, Savira also always treat bruises and whips that he got from the Papa and Mama.
Adora then put her heart on a man named Yuda, her elder sister who admired many women. He shared his interest in Savira, who certainly had the support of his friend.
Until that day comes, where he sees himself Judah expressing his feelings for Savira in public, right after the man rejects him.
It made him hate Savira, so he recklessly trapped and damaged his own best friend.
However, in fact after the incident, guilt continued to haunt him, the pleading gaze of Savira continued to be reflected in his mind, the frightened roar of the girl as if reluctant to stop playing in his head. Sometimes it makes him seem to talk to himself.
His mentality, which had been destroyed by the behavior of his parents, was further destroyed by the mistakes he made himself. He regretted, really, wanted to apologize, but he was embarrassed not to dare to show his face again after that day.
Especially hearing Savira who had to meet a psychiatrist because of the incident, made the guilt even more so. He keeps blaming himself.
"I'm sorry, sorry" he muttered repeatedly.
*flashback off *
Savira was stunned to hear the story, he did not expect that because of it, Adora could go that far.
"But I didn't even catch Yuda that day. I know Ara likes Brother Yuda, but I never had any intention of taking Brother Yuda" explained Savira.
"i know's. Therefore, now I'm sorry, sorry because it's already neror lo, and disgrace lo, until lo and your family are expelled from your place" he said feel guilty.
Right now, they were just the two of them, Alfi decided to make time for them, so he went to just buy a drink.
"Where is raa now? " asked Savira "He's fine, right? "
"He was never okay after that. Now Brother Ara is at the Mental Hospital"
"Why? "
"Self harm, and attempted suicide for the umpteenth time. Papa same Mama Mutusin to enter Sister to Mental Hospital. You must know, right? How is Mom doing with Papa? "
Savira stared at the lake in front of him, how hard had Adora's life been?
"So, he disappeared back then, because.. "
"Yes, because it's in the RSJ"
...****...
After meeting Adera earlier, now Savira and Alfi are in the cafe where Savira used to work. Just for lunch as well as visiting because it has been 2 months more he stopped working.
"Aaaa~~ Saviraaa" cried Sinta spirit, attracting the attention of some visitors.
"Sintaa Sons"
"Geez, I miss you so much"
"Heheh, Vira also misses you all"
"aihhh, howling sihh. " She said while pinching Savira's cheek.
"Sir, Savira wants to have lunch here, same Alfie"
"Ouh, okay. Just a moment"
After that Alfi and Savira sat on one of the benches in the corner, a bench that they often sat on first to learn together.
"Consider first. I used to be there, standing at the cashier welcoming the buyer, and you just sit here waiting for me to study together. Eh gaunya now even I come as a visitor, heheh" kekeh funny remember first.
Alfi nodded in agreement with Savira's words.
...****...