Searching for Happiness
APOLOGIZE

Bian quickly closed the open part.he was shocked because he had closed his eyes! Even though it was not consistent, Bian was not too fond of the voice of Bella's mother.then when Bella spoke she realized.

"Sorry Bella, I don't see that you want to do that!" bella's mother of course had the reflex to turn her body when talking.

"So I was just shocked to hear what your father said, so I-!”

"Have you out there, we'll talk later!"

"Sorry baby, continue with your fun!"

clutches

"Aish, this mother!"

Bella if you talk to her mother in Indonesian she must use the word mother! But when talking to his parents in English Bella used to call mom, only to his father he formally called him father because this was his grandfather's order.

'Shameful!' and when Bella sizzled like that Bian's heart cursed itself, her face was deathly pale.

"Bi, why closed we try again yes.”

"Try la-ish!" Bian looked at Bella with an angry look.

"Pff!" he grunts.

"Ehm, that was sorry Bi-" Bella wanted to continue, but because she saw Bian's hand move, she stopped talking

"Bi, don't wear du-pants"

"Surge!"

'He's angry, right?'

Bella to the point of shaking her heart saw Bian's cold face.The man put away Bella's hand before she stood up and pulled back her pants.

"Bi, ta-but Bi, Bi's child problem"

"Enough Bella, you're handcuffs!" bian exclaimed without a smile and without any tenderness on his face.making Bella blink there was fear in her heart that made her only able to hold that hand tightly.

"Gue's not in the mood, so don't bother me!" come out Bian's original if he's been talking to Ricky also like this using my language lo, but now it's not casual talk! Bian really doesn't feel good.

"Yes, but Bi!” Bella is still trying to impose her will

"ENOUGH!" until the tail of the eye looked at him while removing the woman's hand beside him, did not want Bella to hold it.

"Udah enough to make my day a mess! and now don't bother me with your indulgence, your pettiness, and your arrogant attitude! I'm sick!"

"Bian-"

"If you can't solve your own problems, don't bring others into your problems!" those eyes seemed to sting Bella into the poison that burned her. "Somebody knows!"

again Bian yanked it! the man walked quickly towards the dressing room of course the goal was not that

BRAAAK!

but a restroom door and now it's been slammed Bian!

'Hhhh! He's mad at me?'

Bella was so unexpected! even at this moment He was holding his own heart with his trembling hand.

'I never saw him get angry like this! did I miss it?'

Bella with her legs that were also shaking ended up collapsing on the sofa, but she was not leaning Just sitting looking towards the wardrobe door.

'what should I do now?'

Bella asked her own heart and honestly she was so scared! Her eyes water, feeling guilty.

'Duh, was I too pushy and too late for him just now?' a question that Bella cannot answer easily either. He rubbed his face with both hands

at the same time

"Pffl!" Bian clenched his hand hitting the concrete sink.toned enough Bian did that even though the punch was not heard coming out, as it was soundproof. Just left a red mark on Bian's handbooks.

"Damn!" Bian talk softly. "So I already want the door lock, but the girls are sure I make it to the wardrobe, make a chat, until distracted, until rich gini!"

bian complained with his eyes glaring at himself through the mirror reflection of the sink. Look bitter Bian's face really he regretted everything that happened!

'Aargh, why am I so weak?' bian complained as he restored his hair and rubbed his face.

"Ricky you saw my life! ancur-destiran now! I really live in Borakay, I shouldn't have done it yesterday! I have a lot of problems now! The company bokapnya, the problem of children, I must solve the problem that made the spoiled child!" Bian murmured, then he directed his eyes towards the bottom where He had not yet raised his zipper, but indeed Bian had already raised the pants.

"Because of my child's business, today I'm really embarrassed! something you could never wake up without Ricky, ish! I'm so excited that I want to take care of this?"

It's a shame for Bian. His pride, his most valuable possession must be seen by these two women is very humiliating. Bian didn't know how he should explain it to himself but the shadow of the event just now was enough to make him unable to concentrate.

“Ah, stop!"

Bian no longer wanted to think about it! he rubbed his face back and

"Go ahead first!"

Tired of Bian no longer want to think about the problem of feeling.he tried to focus on his logic, choosing to wet his own body with water under the shower.

But

"Geez, I have to clean him up really until there's no trace of his fingerprints anymore!"

It felt really amused Bian when he saw the bottom. He used soap many times to clean it and the logic could not work perfectly! the incident continues to repeat his thoughts.

It was really torture for Bian

'even until my hands are wrinkled like this I still can't forget about it and still feel like my body is dirty?' bian was not thinking.

"'Did I just give up? let him settle his own affairs and I'm free of all his parents' charges? Haven't I signed anything with them yet?'

until the moment that was washed by the shower, Bian who had restored his hair thought of something and it seemed like he wanted to give up! no longer strong He had to do this charade.

but

BI, HELP ME!

CAREER, BI!

I DON'T WANT TO BE FORCED INTO MARRIAGE. PLEASE, BI!

the words came back in his ears

CAN'T YOU JUST DON'T MARRY THE SAME GIRL CHOICE BOKAP LO?'

Bian accidentally recalled how Bella begged him! How Bella's hand held her very tightly and looked nervous when Bian touched her. The hand is cold! Bella's fear, Bian compares to her former condition when lamenting in front of Ricky, how she pleads not to be left for marriage.

BRPR!

the water from the shower fell on Bian's head! made the man close his eyes.

'Arrrgh, how am I supposed to solve all this?' bian asked himself. The events of several days that he experienced were already very heavy.okelah the business of the company is heavy! but at a minimum Bian could still find another way to do that! but for child business? the chances are very small once they can go for artificial insemination without being caught.

'Do I have the heart to leave him in this condition?'

There is fragility in Bian when he remembers How Bella's condition is and goes back to see how she was when she was married. Hope shattered! especially when he said he loved his wife!

'Heish!' Bian couldn't think about it anymore.

and when Bian rubbed his face

tok tok!

"Bian, I'm sorry I forced you, it's my fault."