Second Home
Chap 13's
The cool night breeze hit Raya's face gently, the strands of hair covered with hoodiepun also waved out, he lowered his head and walked in no direction.
All his heart thought about was calmness.
"Help her mama kapasih sis?"
"So my sister has a kerkom mah assignment"
"Ah.. kerkom mulu mah, dapet no ranking"
Laughter from the mother.
"Tau yes, tell me who Raya was born stupid"
Raya laughs softly, the cold weather makes him, he understands the intention of the mama is just joking.
All the laughs in the living room some time rang in his mind, many innuendos were titled jokes.
"Si brother again wants to go in the morning, people wake up late in the morning".
"Well, can the cardboard be made in the closet?, huhh... Later new in the dress one directly reot".
"Indeed you can kak, later in the middle of the race already raise your hands, hahh...".
He shook his head, trying to deflect all the words that were going through his mind.
However, he had a hand in the problems that occurred.
Unknowingly he was already on the overpass, he faced himself to the bridge barrier.
His eyes slid in every direction looking at the flickering flickering of light at the end of the pretty look in his eyes.
A smile is created.
"Mother's Kangen Raya"
Raya began to close her eyes and breathe air.
Memories of the past are clearly depicted.
There is still guilt in my heart.
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A long way past...
When Raya was still in elementary school, it was about the fourth grade of the second semester...
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At that time the figure of Raya who had just returned to play, around five in the afternoon, he sat beside the Mother who was busy struggling with iron.
"Sister, mother a second"
There is a desire for attention, but...
"Jude took the medicine"
Then the mother then resumed her activities.
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Remember very well the next day...
When he just woke up in the morning...
"Patience is it, brother..."
"Mother is not there"
That time...
Raya was pretty hit, however...
Children are still children who do not know anything about it.
Unknowingly...
The time where the feeling of loneliness every moment will come to color the day.
There will be no one to greet him every day, no more small attention to the mother.
The house will feel cold and lonely, the father will work, the brother who is still in the age of paud go to play all day.
He will not expect that he will grow into a neglected child in a long time lag.
In fact...
He is now always thirsty for love, thirst for attention, even he sometimes thinks...
He must be sick first in order to get more attention.
Although only a little.
Even if it's just a little bit okay.
Raya let out a long sigh, unknowingly tears began to drip, she climbed one level onto the fence, widened her hands, enjoyed the cool breeze calmed her heart.
If only that day he forced his mother to seek treatment...
Maybe it will be a different story.
"Rich!!"
ㄱㄱㄱ
"Dad"
A smile began to be created on his face.
Angkasa who saw his father sitting on the dining table chair with dishes available on it was delighted.
It is rare to have such a large meal at the dinner table.
He intends to approach.
Yet...
"Don't you love?"
The deg!
Before long a woman's figure entered her eye camera.
There were emotions that were not detected by him, he felt sad and also disappointed, happy but also unwilling, so what exactly did he feel?.
Before long the woman looked at him.
It froze.
"Any goddamn it?!, here baby"
The father also looked towards him, he smiled.
What exactly happened?.
He was in a state of mind.
The woman approached him.
"Eih..kok you even bengong ayo_" said the woman stopped.
Space avoided the hand of the woman who wanted to touch him.
"Force?"
Calling the woman to break her daydream, she turned to her father.
"Kenali Sa, it's Aunt Fara"
He looked at the owner of the name, he smiled.
"Let's go, we'll eat together"
The space again dodged when the woman wanted to hold her shoulder, she bowed, saluting.
"Thank you for the aunt's offer, but sorry I'm not a laper"
"Well, what is it?"
Space just bent down and went from there, not caring about the call of father or woman with the name Fara.
Tears that had been contained in the fertilizer began to be uncontrolled, he took the key of his motorbike and began to leave the house.
"Yahoooo!!!!!"
Tears began to drip one by one, flowing profusely.
That was his father, he could not even understand the attitude of his father who was always indifferent, never caring about his feelings in the slightest.
All the shadows of a dark childhood were drawn, starting from which he was scolded for disturbing his father's work...
Whining because his father did not come on his birthday...
Angkasa sighed heavily, his throat began to choke, even just taking a rapot only his father could not.
What was he born for if only to be ignored?.
The sky started crying as he pleased.
Walking in no direction, crucifying without thinking, all he knew was that he wanted to cry as much.
Half an hour later...
Space began to run in the direction, he had begun to calm down, intending to go to his friend's house, he found something crazy.
"Raya?"
He quickly went to the figure he recognized, parked his motorbike on the side of the road, so panicked he had not even taken off his helmet.
"Rich!!"
The srek!
Space pulls the Kingdom down.
Unprepared kingdom finally fell because his legs sprained.
With a feeling of annoyance it moved.
"Lo crazy ya_ ssh!"
Angkasa took off his full face helmet.
"Lou gakpapa?"
Raya grimaced when she felt pain in her ankle.
"Gakpapa"
Raya checked her ankle, she closed her eyes and sighed deeply.
"Lo sis.., oh..."
He glanced back and took a seat.
"What's the fuck you want?"
"Sit down, sit down"
Raya patted the spot next to her after she sat perfectly, she curled up like a baby.
Space smiled then sat down beside the Kingdom.
"Sorry yes"
"No, no, it's just a sprain"
Angkasa glanced towards the hand of Raya rubbed, he was sure that it felt pained.
"If the pain is straight" While helping Raya straighten her legs.
"But later disturb the street people" prevent Raya.
"Sst!, massage"
A little grimacing.
"Slowly"
Angkasa memememnoti the legs of Raya who was sprained, then look towards Raya.
"It hurts a lot"
Raya turned her head, staring at the intense Angkasa face with her brows that were clenched, clucking.
"No brother!, the stone is spelled out" then a face looked up at the sky.
Angkasa chuckled, he stared at the face of Kingdom who was exposed to the dim light rays of the road, his head leaning, now his pupils look sparkling.
"Tonight we're the same"
"Huh?"
The space that did not understand could only be stunned.
Raya looked towards Angkasa with her confused look, she smiled sweetly, chuckling.
"You mean?"
Raya looked at the street and lowered her gaze for a moment, playing her nails for a moment.
"In forced adults it hurts a lot sister"
Raya chuckled, she turned her attention back on Space.
"Will?"
Angkasa averted his gaze, not knowing why looking at the Netra Kingdom he felt a tightness in his chest, he leaned his head against the fence, taking a deep breath.
Suddenly...
Pluck up!
Space was a little surprised when Raya leaned her head against his shoulder.
Sounds from Raya.
"sister"
"Hm"
"Forced to grow up before his time it's not so good"
"Huh?"
"Because, no one knows sick, must understand parents, must be self-paced.., must this..."
Space felt its throat choked.
He closed his eyes for a moment, he remembered he had whined because he was sick, did not want to take medicine before his father came.
Even if he cried blood, his father would not care.
Space takes a long breath.
Raya laughs.
"Sister..."
"Hm"
"The spirit"
"Huh?"
Raya wiped her tears, she lifted her head from the shoulder of space.
"Gue doesn't know what problems you're facing, but..."
Hanging his sentences.
Angkasa put his attention on Raya, Raya looked at him but suddenly she smiled even a small laugh.
Seeing that his smile started to return slowly.
"What?" Tanya Raya made Angkasa want to laugh.
"What?"
"What?"
They laugh.
Angkasa menoyor head of Kingdom slowly.
"It's not clear you"
"Huhh.., this time it's serious"
Space and Space stared at each other.
Raya smiled with a row of upper teeth in sight.
"Spirited, brother, you're great".