Second Love to Ardian
Second love for Ardian

Second love for Ardian.

"You?" The girl clenched her head, as the man she had just accidentally bumped into her reprimanded her. Actually from earlier, the girl felt familiar, when she heard the man's voice. But he threw his mind away, thinking that the voice of the man was just the same.

" Jaber?" The girl who was none other than Yaya, was so shocked when she saw Jidan, the man she had always avoided. But they were accidentally reunited." Why, you could be here?" In a hurry, Yaya picked up the fruits, as Yaya wanted to quickly avoid Jidan. Afraid that his presence made the man even less fond of him.

As for Jidan, just stared at the girl flatly, without speaking at all. Jidan was also actually surprised, when he saw that the girl who accidentally hit him earlier was Yaya. But his shock could be masked through his flat face.

"Thank you Jabir, for helping me, for picking up these fruits, and sorry I accidentally bumped into you earlier. Because I'm in a hurry." Yaya said withstanding her awkwardness."If so, I'm Jabir first." Yaya brought the fruits a little distress as he continued his steps, when he did not hear the man's reply."You look so cold Jabir, different from what you used to be." Inner Yaya was saddened to remember Jidan did not answer her every remark.

Although Jidan. He just stood there, staring at Yaya, who looked troubled as he carried the fruits, because the plastic bag that Yaya was under, seemed to be slightly torn.

Either Yaya buy where the fruit is, so get a plastic bag, not a bag like in the mall. But Jidan doesn't want to think about the plastic bags that Yaya is under. Because he was focused on one, which is to help Yaya who is in trouble now.

Because of the kasian or how, Jabir stepped closer to Yaya, then took the goods that Yaya under by means of seizing it, without saying anything."Ck, why do you still want to help Jidan? Though clearly here, you are trying to avoid it and also forget about it!" Inner Jidan blamed herself, for her stupidity that had helped Yaya."But nothing Jidan. Assume you are helping someone in need." Inner Jidan. Honestly, actually Jidan wanted to stay away from Yaya, because she did not want to get in touch with the girl anymore. But see it as hard as before. Makes Jidan so unbearable. That's why he threw his ego away to help the girl.

"Jabir, I don't have to be alone." Yaya tried to snatch the item taken by Jidan by force earlier, because Yaya did not want to trouble the man."Jabir!" The man was deaf and silent, continuing his steps without responding."You stubborn, annoying guy, you Jabir!" Grutu Yaya, who was forced to follow Jidan's steps with his upset face.

When Yaya was grumbling by herself, Yaya did not realize that Jidan stopped his steps. Which makes Yaya accidentally hit the man's back, because the road does not look around.

"It's my forehead." Ooh Yaya while stroking his forehead which was painful due to colliding with Jabir's large back."Jabir, why stop saying nothing." Omel Yaya was annoyed to look at the man in front of her, who had now turned to look at her. Without Yaya noticing that Jidan was smiling a little when she heard her nagging just now.

"You still look the same Yaya, you love to nag about little things like this." Inner Jidan, involuntarily smiled a little."Astaghfirullah Jidan, remember. You mustn't admire her anymore, because here you're trying to avoid her, and you're helping her just because she's a kasian." Said Jidan remembering his goal. Jidan went back to normalizing his feelings, even though honestly it wouldn't be." Yaya, where are you going to take all these fruits?"

" Geez, I forgot to tell you yes." Yaya patted her forehead."Please deliver these fruits, VVIP chambers, upstairs, Jabir. You see papi's being treated upstairs." Yaya.

"Mr Dirga is sick?"

"Yes papi is sick. Last night the sugar levels of papi rose." Answer Yaya while continuing her steps, towards the elevator."Sorry Jabir, I'm troubling you. I know you must be busy right now."

"It's okay, I just want to help." Jidan replied pretending not to care as the girl smiled at him, but she was actually feeling nervous now, even the tremors in her heart were still there.

Without Jidan and Yaya, realize. If the two go hand in hand, even if there is no conversation, but both are like a matching pair. Moreover, the clothes of both are like a copley, like other couples.

If Yaya uses a navy shirt with white jeans, as well as unraveled hair. So Jidan used a navy shirt with black cloth pants. Really the two looked like a very compatible couple, to the extent that the people who passed by them, many were staring at the two in awe.

"Greetings to Mr. Dirga, may heals soon." Said Jidan handing over the fruits he had brought to Yaya. Because they were already in front of the room of his papi Yaya, the lord of Dirga suh aga.

"Amen. Thanks Jidan, I'll tell papi. Why didn't you come in to meet with Papi?"

"Other times, I'm in a hurry, too." Jidan replied, who was ready to leave Yaya, because the girl was already in her papi room.

"Jabir, can't we be friends?" Jidan's steps had to come to a halt upon hearing the girl's question."Even if we can't be together, can we not just be friends with Jabir?" For the second time, Yaya questioned that. Because Yaya really hopes to be Jabir's friend, even though he can not be his lover, because their differences are very much.

Jidan turned her body, then looked at Yaya deeply. If Jidan can tell the truth, Jidan still loves the girl. But it was their differences, which made Jidan want to stay away from Yaya."Yay. In the friendship between a man and a woman, there will be nothing pure. Because one of them will definitely have a taste for each other. Especially we, have ever felt the name love. So throw away your hopes so that we can be friends, because our friendship will make you or me more tormented." Obviously Jidan, after that he left Yaya who was still standing, with a sad look towards Jidan." I'm sorry Yaya, but this is best for you and for me."

"Jidan, can you look at me as a friend, not as the girl who once loved you." Lirih Yaya in her heart, who is now again injured when she hears the answer of the man, whom she still loves until now. Moreover, the taste is still the same until now, and will never be replaced." God, even if I can't be with him, but let me love him."

"I'm sorry, Yaya, said something like that. But this is all for you and for me. I don't want this feeling to get bigger, because our friendship later, moreover I still love you until now. If I could be honest. Your name is still in the depths of my heart, but I cannot forget this name, even though I have avoided you." Inner Jidan interrupted his steps. Jidan felt so very sad, as he hurt the girl he loved with his hurtful words.

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"You've been inside for so long, Jidan." Jidan lowered his head feeling guilty mixed with fear when he saw the flat face of his master. Jidan was sure that he would get a tantrum from Ardian, because of his death earlier, when Ardian entered the room of the psychologist doctor.

"Sorry sir. I received a call from my mother and went looking for outside networks_"

"I know that." Cut Ardian. Because before Jidan left. Ardian came out of the doctor's office, and saw that Jidan was on the phone. But Jidan had to go out, because the network in the hospital, a little difficult because they were inside the hospital.

Jidan was shocked when he heard his old words, because he was confused. How could his parents know if he left while he did not ask permission at all when he left earlier.

"You don't need to be confused, why would I know if you left earlier. Because I saw you leave on the phone. I know that you definitely don't get a good network, if you're in a hospital, that's why you go out."

Yes, this is the trait that Jidan likes about Ardian. Understand others, even in a unique way. But actually, Ardian's a good guy and boss, but a little assertive. Sometimes he dislikes the mistakes of his workers, who do not carefully work, and obscure their time in useless ways.

Sometimes Ardian will be kind, without the knowledge of the people around him, when the man helps people or employees.

Jidan is confused by his old nature, which is sometimes angelic, but sometimes also like a demon who is ready to kill his enemy.

"Are you going to stay there, without intending to enter?!" Jidan regained consciousness from his daydream, when he heard his boss's words.

"Sorry sir." Jidan quickly got into the car, and sat down next to the driver.

" You're so very slow Jidan."

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"Jidan, have you met Mr. Dirga suh aga? I heard he went to the hospital?" Jidan turned to Ardian when he heard his old question.

"I heard it too, sir, that Mr. Dirga is ill now. But I haven't met Mr. Dirga suh aga, sir."

"But you met his son, didn't you?" Jidan was shocked when he heard his old guess, which was true."You don't need to confuse Jidan, why I know you guys met. But my advice is, try to get close to him, even if you're just friends." Jidan just kept quiet, did not answer his old words, because he himself was confused what to answer.

"Why are you silent? Is it because your feelings for his son Mr Dirga still exist?" Ask Ardian."Remember Jidan. Not forever will love last, as you think. Because love will always come a second time, maybe a third and fourth. Because I used to feel her name falling in love for the first time, Jidan, but that love seemed lost when I saw her true nature. I thought she was different but her nature was the same, and now I don't even believe what love was after that." Said Ardian while looking out the window, which showed towering buildings, and also people who were on the move, even though it was night.

Ardian was so sad to remember. Where he was found and also separated with a story that is equally painful.

"Forgot my words." Ardian looked back at Jidan."But you can try to be friends with her, and try to forget how you feel about the girl."

"I will try to forget him, sir, although it will be much harder for me to forget this feeling." Jidan replied whether conscious or not, but it sounded from his tone, if Jidan said that seriously.

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