
" Why did I become like this...? What's with me..? After Ayunda's departure I was never like this. Only this time I was like this... What's the matter with me? Do I really love Ana..? I don't know if I'm confused. "
Dreaming of himself in front of his house.
" Hey.brow. Come out. mumpung again holiday "arriving doctor Iwan is already in front of the house doctor Ilham.
" When did you come? why don't I see you opening the fence? " be surprised to see doctor Iwan is already in front of her
" Cooking the turnstile open so hard you don't hear? what are you thinking about again? Ana again ..? "
" Hmmm. I still don't understand him. "
" Yok.mancing... Let's not think about Ana. "
" Come on. I'm ready to be ready first "
" okay... "
" Heh... vacation..why don't you spend time with your wife? why are you even here? You have a problem with Diana? "
" No brow. Diana went to her parents' house yesterday. He asked to be picked up later in the afternoon so I was bored at home finally here... "
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One month later, the baby N's schedule for another eye check. Ana always was wae if she had to go to the hospital. She was afraid that if something bad happened to N, she would feel very guilty about her baby for not taking good care of her during her pregnancy so that baby N was born prematurely.
He also felt bad for inconveniencing his two parents by charging the baby N treatment fee to his parents.
Ana and Astri go into Iwan's doctor's room to do a baby N examination. There is good news that doctor Iwan tells Ana and her mother that baby N still has hope to see. Hearing the news made Ana and her mother much grateful and thank God for providing ease for healing N. But with that they are also sad because thinking about the costs that must be spent to buy vitamins for N makes them bow down lethargic. So Ana decided to find a job.
Arriving at home while gathering with her father and mother, Ana makes her point in finding a job. But about his father. Ana's father asks her to continue her schooling. By entering the SMA open. Or go after package C . Finally Ana agrees to continue her schooling but on the condition that she is also allowed to find a side job so that she and N do not feel a burden on both parents. Ridwan still disagrees but Ana also does not want to continue her school if not allowed to work.
The Father and the Son both have a strong disposition so that neither one wants to give up.
Astri continues to advise Ana to continue her school but she still does not want to. If his mother's father allows him to work new he will follow his father's advice to follow C package
In the sense that there was nothing else she could do eventually Ana's father gave up and allowed Ana to work as long as she wanted to go to school again.
After receiving permission from both parents. Ana began to look for work.with only capitalizing Junior High diploma makes her difficult to get a job.
The first day of searching for a job, does not bring results. Many rejected it because it only has an SMP diploma. Day two, day three to four even to ten he still failed to get a job. Almost gave up but saw the baby N spirit back high. He was unwilling to give up even if he had to fail dozens of times.