Secret Affair
I've heard it

chapter 85

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In the middle of the night Haikal had not slept, he felt very guilty to Amara who was so unable to get close to Victor. something that Haikal could not see was the sadness of Amara, the woman who always occupied his heart.

"When do you want this boss ??" A voice ripped through Haikal's daydreams.

Haikal regained his senses and fixed his seat. "You're supposed to come with them tonight, right ?? why haven't you left yet ??" Haikal diverted the conversation.

Rebecca developed a smile as she sat on the side of Haikal.

"And so Amara suspects that ?? he'd stay here if I didn't stay, too.."

"You're right.." Reply Haikal lirih.

"Boss..until when are you going to stay in this place ?? look, our play makes you and Amara awkward ?? how can you approach him if there is an illusory relationship between us ??!!" obviously Rebecca, she can't stand acting like that

"Then how ?? I don't want to be said to use the chance of falling apart him. I want me and He lived together as before. when I was with him Re.."Haikal looked up at the sky as if recalling the beautiful memories between him and Amara.

"It's been 2 years over boss. Sayings like that you will not get. anyways Amara is a widow, it is still better a widow than to disturb people's wives ??!!" rebecca's Advice.

Haikal pensive, he doesn't have to. He seemed so afraid that Amara would stay away from him if Amara knew all the characters.

"Better we end the boss.in 2 months I have London to see my husband. Then what excuse would you use to explain to Amara" Rebecca said.

Haikal remained silent.

"I've heard it Re..!!!" Amara's voice surprised Rebecca and Haikal.

Rebecca was so upset and immediately ran over to Amara. "Am... You.you..when was it here ??"

Amara did not let go of her gaze at Haikal who was still in place. "Since you said it was all just a charade."

"Am.. I'm so sorry.. I have no intention of playing you.. please.. don't guess and think bad first huh ??" Rebecca was so worried.fear if until Amara misunderstood.

Rebecca followed Amara's gaze as if knowing that Amara needed to talk to Haikal alone, Rebecca relented. "All right, let the boss explain." said Rebecca who chose to go from there.

"Is his life just for Haikal's toys ??!" Asked Amara who was so disappointed by Haikal's lie.

Haikal stood up and approached Amara.

Not to forget Haikal returned Amara's gaze. both their eyes clashed with each other. So Haikal could see Amara's watery eye bead.

"The color I don't want to lose you Am.." haikal said softly but clearly.

"Huh ?!! Your reasons are inaccurate. You pretend to have a fiance. Even you exchanged rings in front of me, you said you were afraid of losing me ???!!" Amara Bright.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong." Haikal seemed to be giving up.

"I didn't expect.you can also lie like that bastard !!!" accuse Amara

"Don't equate me with that bastard Am.."

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"I really want to be around you.I also can't if I have to see you crying and lingering in sadness. I don't know how to get close to you, Am. Because you've been so restrictive all this time.." Haikal.

"Looking at you being betrayed feels like I want to beat up that bastard, but I realize I'm not who you are. I don't have the right to interfere in your domestic affairs.. just by helping out with some of the things you need, all I can do is to keep you from thinking I'm using your slump to get close to you." Haikal said.

"You know this heart.."haikal held his chest.

"here still you occupy it. then, yesterday and now, until anytime will not be replaced. I fought to be worthy to be with you, but when I came back it turned out that you were with Victor. I'm not making a fuss because it's possible that my unannounced and long-term departure makes you think I've forgotten you.. But one you must remember. The love in my heart never goes out until this second." Haikal added so clearly.

amara's tears escaped sliding down her cheeks, a statement that reminded Amara of their relationship in the past.

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