Secret Love
chapter 38 (feeling defeated)
The day started late in the afternoon, Nita and the daughter came home, after the two friends came home, washing dishes and cooking utensils, after finishing he swept and washed clothes, and then washed the dishes,sena was looking for busyness in order to forget the incident earlier this afternoon, the shadow of Rudi with the woman was still floating in her mind.
After he finished doing everything, took a bath and laid his body on the mattress, looked at the ceiling of his room, before long he fell asleep very tired, feeling tired,
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In the morning on campus, sena, nita and princess were busy chatting in the campus park suddenly cell phone sena rang the sign in, phone sign in,
#hallo bil, why?
#can come out for a while no, in front of campus lo nih
#owh okay wait a moment,gue there (hanging up)
"eh, I'm ahead of you, there's Billy "(sena said)
"Billy Temen High School who has a crush on you, why is he here?"(ask the princess)
"don't know, yes I've pulled a jerk"(because I'm leaving)"
"that's a guy who goes here, not usually (asked Nita)
"jeez nit, don't-don't, what date is today"(ask the princess a little panic)
" the 13th, why?"(nita is confused)
"the new idea is today's birthday"
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Sena walked up to Billy in front of his campus, seen Billy waving, and,
"hey sena"(why Billy)
"hey bil, tumben you're here?" (pronounced pena)
"why can't you?"(ask Billy)
"not that, I mean not usually lo nyamperin I here usually meet at the cafe, emang no need what, like very important (answer sena)
"owh yes,gue forgets that today is my birthday"(say sena while patting her eel)
"wait a moment, there is something for you, (say Billy while taking something from his car)taraa. happy birthday yes sena"
"jeez bil, you don't have to bother using the same cake with all, so it's not delicious this same lo"(sena said )
"no papa na, we're friends, although I wish we could be more than that"
"bil don't say that donk, you've never told me my feelings to lo it's just as a temen"(say with hesitation because I feel sorry for Billy)
"iya.iya I understand, who knows you change your mind hehe"(say Billy with a thin smile)
"btw, thank you for the same gift of cake, thanks also for all your attention, if you need me, you will always try to make you as a friend"(sense that still feels bad)
"hmm, thank you na, it's already in gih, later it's late again"(say Billy with a smile, although in his heart he still expects sena)"
"yes, I entered first (say sena while stepping her legs)
Sena passed away while in a place not far from the car Billy seemed to have been holding back his jealousy because he saw Billy and sena, he moved to approach Billy who was about to get into his car, he said,
"contain lo nyamperin sena here (asked rudi)
"not your business (answered Billy ketus, because he knows the guy who likes is rudi)
"obviously it's my business, everything that concerns me is my business, because I love him"
"lo say love to him, if that's what you know today he's birthday, (ask Billy full of questions,)
While Rudi was silent, because for almost a year he had known Sena, he had never asked let alone find out about Sena's birthday, he regretted it now"
"you can't answer, so you don't song, if small things like this you don't know (say Billy then get in his car and go)
While Rudi was still sculpting where he was standing, he clenched his hands, feeling defeated by Billy.
*'despite not believing my feelings to him, things like his birthday I just don't know, all this time I have not known more deeply, how can I call myself this friend of his first, how do you want to be his girlfriend if as a friend you fail rudi*'(murm rudi in heart)