
Bitter Reality
Today the atmosphere of the house is quiet, there is no breakfast lined up, no warm milk or just a typical sweet tea made by Kamaya.
Kamaya has now started to change, let alone joke even to smile he is very reluctant once.I see Kamaya is only always pensive with his flat face expression, flat face, looking down at the street from the balcony of our house.
"Bone! I'm going to work first, okay?" I said say goodbye to him.
Kamaya was just silent and nodded stiffly. kamaya I miss you who used to be, my wife who is very meek loving and also caring. now everything has disappeared and also just vanished, just like that, somehow my days and the next rara later. now it feels very empty and lonely.
I just got a few steps out of my fence, driving my car.
"Sir radit wait." call erwin sir while running around chasing my car.
"Yes sir, what did you call me? there seems to be something serious." I asked in surprise as I got out of my car.
"Yes right, radit sir, there are serious things that I and the residents want to discuss with radit sir." replied erwin, short, solid and clear.
"What discussion, sir?" ask me curious.
"Would radit sir come with me for a moment, to the house of RT tohir ?" ask erwin who occasionally looks towards my house.
I just nodded, a sign that I agreed with Mr. Erwin's invitation just now.
"Sorry Mr. RT tohir, this Mr. Radit has come." Erwin said as he entered the house.
"Loh! what's the matter, sir, what's a real race like this?" ask me wonder because in the house of RT tohir has a lot of people.
"Please sit down Mr. Radit." Said Mr. Tohir while giving me a glass of warm tea.
"I apologize before Radit sir, we all do not intend to accuse or suspect Kamaya ma'am. but there have been some residents who have seen that the kuyang into the house of radit sir." Speak tohir RT local complex.
I was surprised, it turns out that the actions of Kamaya have been known by the locals.
"The people have all agreed, if Mr. Radit does not want to help us all. or the father wants to hide the father's wife, then the father's house will be burned to the ground" said Pak tohir increasingly urgent.
"We all don't want any more casualties sir, enough your wife killed a lot of people in this complex and the adjoining complex, including one of my wives." timpal pak kaftan bu nina's.
At that time I felt cornered, on the one hand I loved my wife Kamaya very much. On the other hand there are also many lives that will be killed by Kamaya, if this continues to be allowed.
"Alright sir I agree." said I was forced.
Although I did not tell them, it is true that Kamaya is the kuyang, but I already know that the citizens are absolutely sure, that my wife kamaya is the one who is. I can't do anything anymore either.I'm sorry I'm kamaya, if I can't keep my promise again to always take care of you until the end of my life.
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"Bun, stop this, Bun! I don't want anything to happen to you." I hold tight kamaya's hand while staring at the pale flat face of Kamaya.
"If you don't want to die, then you better shut up!" kamaya also strangled my neck with all her might, to make me lift up. and both my legs kicked up to hit the stomach kamaya, chuck it was released from my neck.
The uhuukk! The uhuukk! I immediately coughed with a choked breath, almost a minute I was choked by the kamaya. And my legs were also lifted into the air, as powerful as my current strength. why he didn't take part in weightlifting matches, I'm sure he will win. Hehe canda's.
Kamaya got up and pointed at my face with her index finger, "never interfere with my business! or your life will be his bet." threatened kamaya.
I can only be silent, while staring fixedly at the direction of the kamaya. now Kamaya approached the mirror, then combing her hair while occasionally humming softly. to make my hair that at that time heard the sound of his humming, immediately bristled all.
When my ears were very hot and also painful, many screams sounded like screams for help, to the sound of baby cries that were earthy.
The pain was very painful, to make my head feel swirling. meanwhile look kamaya's mouth grinned mysteriously, like chewing something. It also looks red liquid melted from his lips, he said, his eyes were also a fiery red staring intently at me.
I could not move, my head also felt very painful.the sound of groans and asking for help as if it would, repeatedly whack my ears.My vision was slowly dark and blurry, my eyes were blurry, then I finally didn't realize myself.
"Dad, wake up dad!" rara said as she patted my cheek gently.
"Rome! what are you doing here?" ask me wonder.
"Dad! why sleep on the couch? rara wanted to matiin her television, but rara saw father even overslept here.so rara woke up aja father." rara's words made me jerk.
Wasn't I in the room with Kamaya? was it just a dream, or? good heavens! why lately I have had such nightmares all the time.
"Eh, dad was very soybean ra. that's why I accidentally even overslept here!" I said a little lie so Rara wouldn't be curious.
"Huh right, remot tv only still I hold, it's not the father who watches tv, but the tv who watches daddy sleep." Hidhi. Rara giggled.
I also feel embarrassed, to a child as small as Rara. it turns out even though Rara is still small but Rara is very smart in speaking.
"You already are! dad wants to move to sleep in Ra's room." I said then passed to the room.
Hem! rara simply nodded and returned into her room, as she swung her hands together.
When I was in the room, I saw Kamaya was sleeping soundly. I stared fixed pale white face, which was full of love it. Honestly I love her very much, I love her, although his attitude and nature is now different, but he was the one who made me excited to live my day, until Rara was born and made our family more complete.
Then I kissed Kamaya's cheeks slowly, but her body was so cold that it was even icy cold. Accidentally my hand stuck to her chest, yet strange! very strange, the heart of Kamaya is no longer beating.I was surprised then I checked his veins, but neither felt his veins throbbing.
But even stranger, I noticed that my breath was still going up and down like I was still alive. I was confused as to what had happened to the kamaya now. My tears were slowly beginning to decay, when I remember the good times with Kamaya and rara, but now everything is gone, I am with her body but not with her soul, that is all that comes to my mind now.
You know, crying without a sound it hurts. The throat feels dry, the sound feels exhausted.Even the eyes feel like leaving the place, that's what I feel now at this time.
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Seriate.