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Love, but hurt each other

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After some time razu finished cooking and put it slowly in front of meysha. This man also put pain medication to meysha in front of meysha. “spend everything. So that you may have more energy to resist me. Quickly recover” said razu took a chair and sat near meysha.

Meysha just looked at the food.Razu also grabbed a spoon of rice and put the rice on a plate then poured the soup of clear sauce on the rice. Then this guy grabbed a spoon.

“do you want to eat alone, or do I feed?” ask razu back.

Meysha grabbed the spoon and started eating it. Just a few spoons of meysha finished her meal.

“spend” tell razu instantly with the cold.

“aku already full”

“need me to force.” Ketus.

“enough bang razu, don't force me like this!” scream meysha.

“spend!” the snapping of razu no beduli became extremely frightening at this moment.

Meysha again took the spoon in the hands of razu. then scooped her name back. This girl stuffed her mouth rice nonstop as soon as her cheeks became puffed up. After that, Meysha swallowed it. Razu gave her water and meysha took it and gave her medicine. This girl obediently drank it.

“ahhh, belly. It feels like exploding” meysha murmur after last drinking her morning milk. After making sure meysha spent everything razu also went from there to go to the room.

Meysha looked at razu's back until it disappeared from her eyes. Razu in the bathroom looked at herself from the mirror. This man was speechless to see the expression on his face that might have been very scary for meysha. In the bathroom this guy touched his chest.

“no papa razu!. no papa. You must be strong. Never smile or fall in love with a woman again. Don't be a good person anymore. Razu you have to go back to being cruel and must be feared for your existence to be considered.Should do that razu.” said razu repeatedly assured himself. Likewise, his breath, this man repeatedly set his breath that feels hunting because of the mixed feelings.

While meysha sat in the dining chair, this girl was more and more disappointed with razu. unconscious tears just fell, so this girl immediately deleted it. “why I should cry. Isn't this not what?” whinek meysha covered both of her faces.

An hour later razu came back out of the room, he was neat and already had his college bag, when this man came out he still saw meysha sitting at the table eating but deep into the face was already attached to the table. This man approached and pulled the hair of this girl, it turned out that she was asleep.

This man put his bag back in the chair and then held meysha, moving it into the room. Meysha fell asleep due to the effects of the drug that deliberately razu choose which is easy to fall asleep because meysha girls who often stay up late make the task. After this man cleaned the dining table and then went to the campus.

Campused

“bang razu” call sonia and her friends according sonia. “how is meysha?” ask razu.

“dia is fine” razu replied with her cold gaze.

“we can see it no?” ask sonia.

“nggak” reply razu at a glance.

Soon sonia immediately frowned with her friend. Razu did not respond.

“bang razu, why can't we see it bang?” ask dian.

“i don't allow anyone into my apartment, and even I don't allow him to be friends with anyone.” Razu then left.

After leaving her friend meysha, razu meets a former meysha. Making razu cluck annoyed and was about to turn around but alfano instead called out to him. Razu stopped then turned around and looked at alfano.

“bang razu, how is anindya?” ask alfano.

“for what do you ask the state of my wife?” razu asked back with her upset face.

“I asked well kok bang, kok bang razu answer kek that. I weighed it because I was worried about him” alfano said.

“gue doesn't like it, you ask about him. And stop approaching with him.” Ketus.

“bang razu, what's wrong with you huh?, did you eat wrong?. Why did you arrive sensitive so?” ask alfano for a moment.

“ Lo, I ask you far away from my wife's life. Don't try to get close to him once. Don't even try to say hello or glance at it. When I see that, I will pry lo's eyes, not only that. I will punish him too.” threatened razu with his emotions.

“sarap” ketus alfano then go.

Alfano meets sonia and her friend, “hay” saya alfano.

“hay. You've talked about razu made?, how's the expression?” ask dian.

“iya loh.” Sahut dian. “we are also prohibited from making friends with meysha.” Say it again.

“makin stress aja orang” said alfano.

They split up after a lot of talking because of different purposes.

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Meysha woke up from her sleep already seeing herself in the room. It must have been Razu who moved his mind. If not him then who else is not.

If you think what razu did really hurt his feelings. But if you think about it more painful to be razu who is not recognized love even his love is said to be a lie.

Meysha searched where her phone was but she did not find it, even she also remembered the bracelet she first made for alfano was also not there. “arghh, did everything fall there?” ask meysha to mumble herself.

Meysha saw a simple photo of her wedding where she saw a pose like tom and jerry. Meysha glances at razu's face. “on one hand I hate you but on the other hand I love you too. What the hell is this?. What kind of life are you giving me this god?”

“even I'm lazy to do anything.”

The day turns dark. Razu came home at about 11 p.m., not usually this guy came home at that hour. Meysha. Razu saw this girl step closer to her.

“have you not slept?” ask razu. But razu was surprised by the knife in the hands of meysha. “meysha, what is the knife for by you?” razu asked for a moment as she looked at this woman's face like possession.

“this new feeling we are happy and announce our news, but everything changes instantly just because of the third person. Whereas yesterday we promised to keep each other and complement each other, but now we hurt each other.”

“meysha, tarok pissau itu” razu command.

“bang razu” meysha's lips quiver, her eyes stare fixedly at razu then raise her hand as soon as the chest of razu holds something. then she puts a knife in her hand. “kill me” lirih meysha ask razu.

Razu shakes. “you're possessed huh?” ketus razu's.

Meysha smiled. “I'm sober. Even a hundred percent I'm aware. This is my request. This is a form of recompense for the pain you have received. Please kill me” pinta meysha back.

“you want to die?. Alright” razu took the knife.he lifted the knife and then twisted the body meysha and with a superhuman slash this man directly aimed the blade meysha neck make meysha eyes immediately squashed tightly.

Instantly, the heart of meysha immediately tightened his chest up and down imagining he would be slaughtered by the husband. But razu finally threw the knife until stuck in the beautiful wall.

Not a weak meysha, but razu immediately fell to the floor of his body slumped like losing his bone after imagining what he had just done. Razu tried to stand with her trembling legs. He again grabbed the knife and took it back to the sink and put it in place.

There this man supported his weak body helplessly, with trembling hands he tried to turn on the water faucet. And wash your face immediately. Meysha who saw such razu cried. “forgive me, forgive me.” Pekiknya hit his head continuously regretted because he could not bear to see the husband who continued to flush his face and rubbed it very strongly.

“why can I fall in love with a woman like loh huh?!!!” pekik razu. “what have you done to me so that I can like the same in a moment like this?” isak razu's.

“sorry to me, sorry I”

Meysha continued to beat herself up and damage her beautiful hair. When razu saw this girl, razu immediately ran to grab both hands meysha who had a lot of her hair that was broken because of the pull. This girl screams apologetically and apologetically.

This man directly hugged this girl until this girl was silent in her tears. True sometimes is a hug is a cure for a calm. Sometimes we just need a warm hug from him. Not even turning back on violence or ignoring.

Razu let go of his embrace then saw this girl's face back. He got rid of the hair that covered meysha's face then wiped away her tears. “enough, don't cry anymore. Don't let your hair get damaged.” Razu.

“you hate me?”ask meysha lirih. Razu did not answer.

“have taken medicine?” ask razu.

“you hate me?” repeat meysha asked. “you must have hated me, right?” meysha asked many times making razu shake his head. But he did not say from his lips, but he only showed it with his head.

“drink medicine, then sleep okay.” Razu's orders.

This guy's got meysha in the room.

Then he grabbed the medicine then took it out of his box. “nih.” razu bribed the medicine and then took it. After that meysha was told to lie down and razu snatched it away.

Shortly after taking the medicine, Meysha closed her eyes and fell asleep. Razu rubbed this girl's hair and kissed meysha's forehead. “good night. I am sorry because it hurt you Actually, actually I can't bear to see you like this.”. Razu said before moving from the place.

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