Secrets With Inpar
Refusing

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Lulu quietly listened, she was also curious about the story of her best friend.

"Actually, I've been negotiating thinking lately with Darius." Amanda's face was so lethargic when she said that.

While Lulu was linking her eyebrows in surprise, her gaze narrowed towards the woman, "Bernegative thinking? Meanin?"

Amanda did not immediately reply, she sighed violently, then propped up her face with one hand on the table.

"Come, Lu. I don't know either, lately I've always felt Mas Darius was hiding something from me. Somehow, I feel there is something strange, but I also do not want to negotiate thinking. But that feeling is always there."

"Where the hell does that mean? I don't understand," said Lulu who seemed to not understand the words of her best friend.

Amanda got up from her seat, then she walked towards the glass that led straight to the view towards the street outside.

"Last-lately I've always thought Mas Darius was playing with fire behind me, from the start of the lady's perfume that stuck to his shirt, until I found a pink handkerchief in my husband's briefcase, Lu. And last night, that Darius was somehow lost to nowhere. He did not sleep in the room and even early in the morning at 05:00 just entered, after I asked, he said he fell asleep on the roof. But somehow Lu, my little heart refused to believe. Am I a sin that is too negative thinking to my own husband?" Amanda looked towards Lulu.

While the woman was just a mangosteen while tapping her index finger on the chin, listening and absorbing all the words from her best friend.

Then Lulu got up from her seat, approached Amanda and held onto the woman's shoulder. "Perhaps, it's because you love Darius so much that you're afraid of losing him. But wait! You said, handkerchief? You're not asking her yet?"

Hearing the question, Amanda shook her head.

"Not yet, yesterday fitting I want to go directly to Mas Darius about the handkerchief, but when I want to go into his study I hear there is a woman's voice inside, I hear a woman's voice inside, and when I came in, there was nobody. Mas Darius said, he again met the same secretary named Kim, and I did not have time to nanyain handkerchief it, because Haris already hounded in to talk about work. And until now the time has not been right" Amanda replied at length.

Lulu nodded in understanding, with her best friend's problem, then she grasped both hands Amanda looked at the woman closely.

"Gue knows what you are rasain at the moment, but it's good if there's nothing you're talking about Darius from heart to heart, but don't offend your own husband. Maybe you are too negative thinking, because you watch too many movies from Indosiram. But as a wife, beware should also, because from the novels I read yes, sometimes such clues indicate a game of fire behind us. But hopefully your husband is not yes, because what I have seen all this time Darius is a loyal man. So how could he betray love, lo?"

Amanda nodded, "Yes, hopefully that's what I'm afraid of. Because honestly, if until Mas Darius betrays behind me, I don't know, maybe I will be destroyed. Because I love him so much, so much that no man can replace him in my heart."

Hearing the words of her best friend, Lulu chuckles, and it makes Amanda feel confused, because her best friend even laughs at her upset self.

"Lu, how do you even ngetawain me anyway? Not a solution!" pissed Amanda.

"Yes sorry, not that I'm afraid of your problems, just funny. Gini's. We as humans were created to love each other, complement each other, like our soul mate fire the only water, like that. And there is a saying that says, never love someone more than the creator, because it can be the best for us, not necessarily the best in the eyes of God. So my advice anyway, you do not love too much or do not trust your own husband too much. Do not let your love exceed your love for His creator, because sometimes when we claim if he is ours, and when God takes it, even we will be very destroyed. But if our love is greater for His creator, when God takes it or gives us trials, then the pain will not be felt" Lulu explained.

Amanda was speechless, she stared at Lulu who was back in her big chair, designing clothes for their subscription.

What Lulu said was indeed true, she loved Darius too much to the point of fearing losing the man. Amanda forgot that the creator could have taken what she loved and cared about.

After getting advice and advice from her best friend, Amanda went home, because the day had also started late in the afternoon.

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He looked at Darius who was changing clothes, the sleeping woman looked at him from behind, yet his gaze was very fixed not even blinking at all.

'Mas Darius' body gesture, the same as the man sitting together with Fitri..Is that Darius? But why did they meet?' amanda's mind while staring.

Darius who was sitting next to his wife was amazed, then he patted Amanda's shoulder to make the woman terjankak surprise.

"Astagfireullah! Oh, oh, no, no." Amanda stroked his chest.

"Yes you, why daydream at night? What the hell is it? What are you thinking, baby?" ask Darius.

Amanda shook her head, "It's okay, just about work. Oh yes, I want to talk to you."

"What's that about, baby?" darius asked as he pulled the blanket.

"Tomorrow I'll go to mom and dad's house. I haven't been there in a long time, can I?" amanda asked as she closed her laptop and stared at Darius.

"Come, why not. When you come home I don't allow you to" Darius replied with a sweet smile.

"Then, are you coming, Mom?"

Hearing that Darius stared fixedly at his wife's two beads, then he clasped Amanda's hand. "Honey, I'm sorry, I can't seem to come, because the work lately so much. So I had to go overtime, is that okay, right? But when you get home, I'll pick you up."

Honestly Amanda was very disappointed when she heard the answer from her husband. He wished that Darius could come back there and stay for a few days. However, Amanda's hopes are dashed.

However, he also cannot be selfish, because Amanda must understand about the work of Darius is very dense.

"Yes, it's okay, I understand," Amanda replied with a sweet smile. Then they pulled out the blanket.

"Oh yeah, don't you want to ask for rations before I go to mom's house?*

Hearing that Darius even cleared a little. "I guess not deh dear, because I also his body lately less fit, fear later even mengecewain you."

Amanda chuckled, "It's okay, but if you want, I won't refuse."

"Yes my dear wife. Yes, let's sleep it's night!"

Amanda nodded, then closed her eyes. But Amanda could not sleep, she felt strange because Darius did not usually refuse if invited to grow crops. Usually the man would be 45 spirit, but this was so strange that even Darius refused on the grounds of not feeling well.

But Amanda does not want to negate theking, she tries to understand and think positively.

SERIATE.....