Seed Binder
Disappointment

Hah~ hah~

The roar of breath could be heard echoing from a man who was running on a treadmill in the dim room. A washing sweat soaks the body that is only draped in sinlets and boxers. Until it looks to form muscles in the abdomen and chest.

"Zee's pregnant!"

The words kept ringing in Rafka's head. Hearing the pujaan get married, has made him sick. Another fact if the girl he loves contains the seeds of another man, really! That left Rafka so disappointed.

Time is getting late, but he does not want to stop from the top of the object. Because, only that way will make him a little calm and tired. So it allows him to sleep tonight, to just forget the burden that squeezes his brain.

'Why? Why must this hurt? I love you, Ze. Why are you doing this to me? Why don't you give me a chance to reveal everything? Why, Ze? Why?' rafka kept wondering.

The shadow of Rafka came back six years ago. Where was the time before he left the beautiful girl.

Flashback on~

A girl in a blue white uniform smiled at the sight of butterflies above the blooming flowers. A man in the same uniform approached the girl.

"You are like this flower" said the young man, who was none other than Rafka.

"What's the same?" ask Zea, the beautiful girl.

"Together beautiful" said Rafka.

"Curtain! Womb!" ledek Zea shouts the head of her best friend and is met with laughter by Rafka.

"Cieee ... Must want a girl. Yeah, right? Yeah, right?" zea Goda. "Come ngaku! Who's the girl, tell me dong?" he continued to shrug his best friend's shoulder

Rafka only chuckled while glancing at the girl who was teasing him. While Zea looks enthusiastic to hear the confession of Rafka. "Emm, there's more!"

"Isshh Kuraf! Ngeselin deh," annoyed Zea pushed the handsome man's body until he rolled to the side.

The two teenagers were sitting on the green grass of the school garden. Zea snatches an upset when Rafka does not want to be honest with her.

"There is no need to frown" Rafka rubbed the girl's cheeks until she grimaced and clucked.

"Now is not the time for fun. So, I'll tell you after I get home. In fact, I'm going to say it directly to the girl" Rafka explained.

"Ck! Look out, if you're lying! Anyway I should be the first to know, who you like, okay!" zea sweat.

"Yes, ready princess!" kekeh Rafka saluted and replied to the girl's tampolan which made both of them chuckle.

"But there are conditions!"

"What?"

"You have to promise me one thing. You won't date or marry anyone, when I come back" Rafka said.

"Aissh what condition is that?" ask Zea not to take it.

"Yes, I'll keep you secret forever" Rafka's final.

"Ck! Unexciting. Yes, yes, yes!" Although annoyed, Zea still agreed, to make the handsome man smile happily.

Then Rafka raised her little finger in front of Zea's face. "Promise?"

"Promise!"

Flashback off~

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Zea woke up from her sleep. The woman blinked her eyes, to gather her consciousness. He was stunned as Darren's breath swept across his face.

The deg!

His heart was beating fast. The strange winder took control of her this time. Moreover, he realized his body is still in the arms of the husband. 'My heart why?' inner asked.

Slowly Zea looked up at Darren's still-collapsed face. So calm and handsome. Zea bit her lower lip with a red tinge to her cheek, as she had to acknowledge Darren's new-looking good looks clearly.

His one hand moved to greet that handsome face, tracing the firm curve with his index finger. Accompanied by a smile that was suddenly engraved on his lips.

Grepp!!!

Zea was shocked, when suddenly her index finger was caught by a large hand that belonged to none other than Darren. The man's eyes opened slowly, looking sweet. However, so edifying. A sudden state of silence when both pairs of their eyes clashed. They know what now controls their hearts and their selves.

Last night Darren thought about how good their relationship was. Zea offer, is it still valid? Considering that someone from the time the girl was present, somehow made the man afraid. Afraid of losing the baby, and maybe the woman too. However, his ego always refused to be the heart that spoke.

While Zea herself continued to guess, what exactly was in the man's heart and mind. The warning that came out of his mouth last night, was not in accordance with the actions he took. So, what does he really want?

Zea woke up and was about to get out of that sturdy body. However, his movements were locked when Darren was unwilling to let go and instead tightened his embrace.

Zea stared at Darren's astonishment, which was not willing to let go, until suddenly he was struck by a mischievous idea in his brain. "Why, hem?" god smiled.

His index finger moved on Darren's chest mischievously. However, the gaze was still on the man's face. "Did you change your mind? Want to try to get started?" tanyakanya.

Darren was speechless with a hard to interpret look. Zea who felt that she did not get a response clucked in annoyance. He could already guess, the cute man never wanted to accept his offer. "Already, move! I'm going to take a shower, "it's upset to push the man's body a little bit.

However, without guessing. Darren didn't get up to get up and stay away. The man actually supported Zea's body, until the woman was fixated. Then, without warning grabbed the rambunctious lips that had been blabbing.

Zea looked back in shock at the unexpected treatment. Although this was not the first time they did it, but with full awareness there was certainly another taste in the heart of the woman. His heart was beating irregularly, Darren's lips moved gently sweeping his lips. He cannot retaliate or prevent.

'Oh my God, what does this mean ...?' inner Zea wondered.

Darren opened his eyes slowly. 'What am I doing?' inner shock.

Darren immediately stopped his activities. He immediately got up as he cleared his throat loudly. Then, without a word he quickly passed to the bathroom. That made Zea nervous. "Why him? What was ....?"

"Don't he just digigo?" guess Zea gawking.

He clucked when he realized that maybe Darren was not conscious. He who had been baper and thought the man changed his mind, had to retract the thought. Still he had to admit it was Darren the cuckoo guy.

In the bathroom, Darren repeatedly set his breath after washing his face. I don't know what happened, why could he suddenly bravely do that?

"Geez, what am I doing?" his murmuring was not thought out.

"Why ...?" he was unable to temper speech and was only able to sigh heavily. When he had to admit, Zea's treatment killed his soul. Until he does so.

"Okay calm, it's not because of the heart. That's just normal as a man."

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