Selling My Virginity (Selling My Virginity)
My Virginity Ch 17.
You idiot!
A word worthy of me. Because I ignored his words earlier. The wine was delicious, and I was hooked.
Now I feel my head so dizzy. My vision also starts to blur. The world seemed to decay, and the color faded, when I saw his face.
"Why is your face, full of color, hehehe!" my raniau is unclear. Wiping the colors off his face.
"You okay?" her question holds my hand.
Our views are mutually integrated. He was so attentive, we had just met. Don't even know each other. But I feel so comfortable being around her.
I also started to think of the God. The man I love so much, but he could leave me on that road. Alone and in the rain so heavy.
"Fuck you, God!" I cursed unconsciously.
"You okay? Wait here, I'll get you some water!" He was about to move, but I held him back.
Shaking my head I said, "Stay right here, don't leave like he left me, with no mercy at all! Hiks hyks!"
I started crying, my chest felt so tight that I sobbed. I felt my hand held strong.
"I won't leave you" he said.
I vaguely saw her smiling at me. I wanted to cry more and more, crying over my broken life. The wine brought me back to remember the bitterness of this life. It made me not realize I was talking at length to this foreign man.
"Why are you crying?" ask her.
"So, I just want to cry! My life is ruined, my parents are divorced, I'm hanging around without my mother here! Hiks hyks, moreover you have taken my chastity, hyx hyx!" My crying is breaking. I can't hold all that in my chest.
"You regret it?" ask her back.
I looked at the netra of her sharpening eyes, then nodded. "I'm sorry, so sorry!"
He immediately threw his face away from me. I can see his pias face. "If I had known, I would have been cheated, and all that money was taken away by someone else! hiks hyks!"
"You're being tricked?" He was surprised and looked at me seriously.
I'm nodding.
"Then the money tips I gave you? Didn't you melt it?"
"You, how do you know about money tips that?" I nagged. Confused as to where he knew that I had cashed the money.
Restrained, I can't say it.
"But what?" He seemed impatient to hear my words.
"I spent the money on God, he asked me to buy him a new practice suit, and I did it. Hiks hyks!"
"Why didn't you turn it down, when he asked you to buy him a practice suit? You're so stupid!"
He rubbed his face violently, I could feel if he was very upset.
"I'm a fool, I can't tell you the truth, if I'm not what I used to be, I'm not rich and my dad's broke. Hiks hyks!"
"Bas stupid, you should be able to refuse him!"
"YEAH I'M SO STUPID, I can't turn it down because I love her so much! Hiks hiks, now I'm confused about having to pay the semester money how, hiks hiks! If I don't graduate, you'll be very disappointed in me, especially if she finds out, I've sold my chastity! Hiks hyks."
"Oh, that's okay! Don't cry anymore."
He hugged me, gave me a warm and comfortable feeling. I cried in his arms, sobbing, letting out all the tightness that tormented me.
"Stop crying, I don't like to see a woman crying in front of me!"
Deg deg!
He wiped my tears gently. His gaze was sad, like I was feeling the sadness I was feeling.
"Take off a jerk like him, you don't realize, if you've been taken advantage of by him!"
"Take me off!" I shook his hand immediately. "Don't talk like that anymore about a God, you don't have the right to call it!"
My eyes were heating up, my chest was also pounding, my anger was burning. When he cursed a god like that. I don't accept.
"I didn't even say his name! A man like him doesn't deserve a good woman like you!" said back.
I was silent, she said that I was a good woman. Even though he knows I've sold my chastity for material things. What he really wants, I don't understand.
"Look at me!" her door.
He held both my shoulders, and directed my face to look at his face. I stared at her beautiful net. But I can't feel anything. A lie! If I don't expect a sincerity to form there, but unfortunately I can't see that sincerity. Either because of the innate drunk and unconscious self, or indeed he is not sincere.
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