
"Pretty bangeeett." Mahendra murmured, he did not stop smiling behind the mask. Not bored he looked at Isabella who was busy serving patients.
It's like ABG in the heat. Smile at yourself and then be ashamed of yourself. Fortunately, the black mask saved him. Otherwise it might have been a spectacle material for other patients mistakenly mistaken for a hospital.
Mahendra's business with Doctor Robert was far from earlier. He deliberately sat in a place where he could look at Bella freely.
The woman was unaware of Mahendra's presence initially. Until he felt uncomfortable like someone was watching, then he realized, Mahendra in the corner was looking at him intensely.
Although half of her face was covered in a black mask, Bella memorized Mahendra's posture.
Bella got it wrong. Slowly as his patient loosened, he hid behind medical devices.
His chest rumbled, his stomach suddenly heartburn, it seemed like many butterflies were dancing there.
"To the toilet first, yes." Pamit Bella to her nurse partner. He needed to calm the rumble in his chest for a moment.
Bella herself was inexhaustible, she was like a girl, misbehaving just by being stared at the opposite sex.
Not really shy? At this young age?
Bella walked quickly to the toilet through the back door. He was afraid of the front, afraid Mahendra was chasing him.
He was not ready to face the man for too long. Fear is unable to withstand the turmoil of his own soul. Moreover, Mahendra clearly showed a desire to him.
Even though Bella was like that, but again she remembered Jeffry. He desperately tried to endure this feeling.
Jeffry does not necessarily agree with this relationship. He was angry, disappointed and even blamed Bella. And Bella's not ready.
"Two broken ends yes Ma'am, no longer give you a sign." The sound of the office girl surprised Bella who was washing her face with tap water in the sink.
Bella turned to look at Nova, OG who was quite familiar with him. Was pushing a small trolley containing cleaning tools.
"Why, Va? The feeling this morning is still safe not to wear." Bella Sahut.
"Lacking to know Ma'am, said Mr. Wahyo was told to give you the two signs" pointed Nova with his chin.
"Oh, okay. Thanks, yeah..." Bella smiles.
Nova immediately passed out the toilet leaving Bella. It looks like there's only Bella in here. Tumben anyway, usually the long queue exceeds the check queue of general patients.
Bella dodged and walked to one of the nearby rooms. He had not yet reached for the door handle, someone smothered his mouth.
The surprised Bella tries to escape. The person whispered in his ear slowly, before Bella yelled to attract people.
"Ssttt. It's me." The voice that Bella knew. Instantly he froze.
Mahendra led him into the toilet that had just been given a sign of damage by Nova, then locked him from the inside.
Bella retreated until her back stuck on the wall. He was not afraid, but trying to get away from Mahendra so that the sound of his heart rumbling was not heard by the man.
Mahendra revives the faucet strongly. At least the sound will be disguised as water.
"Finally.." whispered Mahendra. The look on his face was described as a great relief. He approached Bella who was pecking at the end of the toilet.
"Mass?" Bella's great-grandson.
Mahendra supported Bella with both hands. Their eyes met each other.
Bella closed her eyes as their noses met. The rumbling in his chest was becoming more and more. His body went limp so hard.
"Sorry Bella, but I'm really missing. I can't help but touch you, after all this time." Mahendra Whisper. He tried to talk concubine probably because it sounded like people were entering in another room.
"But it's in the toilet, Mas!"
"Where do you want it?"
Bella's cheeks instantly flushed. Right, where do you want to try? At Mahendra's house, Bella tried to avoid the touch of this man. Oh my God he was wrong.
"Don't stay away until I get Jeffry's blessing. We can backstreet for a while."
Forgive the language of the old age child.
"I'm scared." replied Bella. True, he did not reject Mahendra, but he was clearly afraid Jeffry judged him.
"I make sure Jeffry accepts our relationship."
"Don't be too sure, it's not easy to give this much understanding to him. Especially this bad I lied."
"That's my business, Bell. I'll make up for everything. All-your-all, I promise."
"Most men like to break promises without proof. " Sindir Bella. He turned his head to the side, avoiding the breath of Mahendra that was getting hot.
The tip of Mahendra's nose touched Bella's smooth cheek. He closed his eyes for a moment and pulled his face away from Bella's face.
"I see, you haven't even gotten any evidence from me" Mahendra said as he stepped back slowly. He looked at Bella again.
"But at least don't make me go crazy for holding this shade of mine for so long..."
Mahendra breathed heavily. Her chest almost exploded holding back this feeling, but in fact Bella did not respond to anything.
"...you just left for years with my son. Without giving me a chance to be a father figure to Jeffry. Am I guilty of this?" Mahendra is getting emotional.
He never expelled Bella, he also made sure he would be responsible for the child in Bella's womb at that time. But Bella just left because of her guilt for Arum.
And now Bella still refused his embrace. He clearly wanted to clarify this relationship.
"At least a little bit of your embrace will strengthen me, or maybe I'll just be hoping for too much?"
Mahendra's eyes began to pierce. Bella bit her lower lip. His heart began to worry.
His wish was to hug this tall man before him, but his ego awaited confirmation from Jeffry.
Gee whiz...
"I'm gonna try to be the father I deserve for Jeffry. I'll change everything if I can. Time, energy, affection, everything."
Mahendra shrugged his shoulders, pitiful. It's like missing the moon right now.
"You know I don't like pleasantries. If you want to accept me then take my hand from now on, but if this hope is just a fake, please affirm it from now on. Let me be better prepared for the future."
Bella is still silently staring. His mind is still weighing between a woman's desire and a mother's heart.
Why this should be so difficult as his choice. It's too heavy for Bella. If he could choose not to meet again with Mahendra.
Let him live with Jeffry, that's enough. But when Mahendra is in front of him again, offering a million wishes about the beautiful old days together, Bella starts to stumble.
He realized, he needed a male figure in his life. Fighting all this time alone turned out to be quite tiring, blame if he wanted to lean on someone's shoulder?
"This time I need reassurance from you, Bell. Answer that."
Bella just looked down.
Until finally Mahendra smiled wryly.
"Well, if my existence makes you uncomfortable, I'll go."
Mahendra pulled the door handle as she felt Bella's thin arms hugging her waist. Bella's face was on her back.
The man closed his eyes, enjoying the warm breath of Bella sweeping his back.
His chest warmed up, he smiled with relief.
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