Shackles Desire Sister-in-law
Opening a new sheet
Early in the morning when Gerry tried to hug the figure of Emilia at his side, knowing the wife was not in their room, as fast as lightning Gerry opened his eyeballs, and his wife was not there, and it was clear that panic was seizing him.
Gerry immediately checked the bathroom and front porch of the room, but did not find the figure of Emila, in a hurry Gerry looking for the keys of his car then darted out to the front, grab her slippers and plan to get out.
He thought about where the wife was going this time, whether she would lose Emilia when she really needed her, is it true there is no path and opportunity open to self-improvement of the past.
Gerry tried to reach for the door knob, but suddenly a voice surprised him.
"Darling?"
As quickly as Gerry turned his head towards the origin of the sound, Emilia was holding a plate of food in her left hand and in her right hand was carrying a glass of milk.
"Is there something sudden?"
For a moment Gerry was glued to see Emilia's expression.
She thought this was amazing, Emilia was quite able to control her emotions in this time, if previously Emilia would have been hysterical for days, crying in such an incredible way, she said, but this time Emilia just vented her anger for a moment, crying and then sleeping.
As fast as lightning Gerry approached Emilia and a split second later gerry quickly hugged Emilia's body tightly.
Emilia who was still holding the plate and the glass looked surprised to find Gerry's expression, she seemed to be silent did not let out the slightest sound in a long time.
"I thought you were going to leave me alone"
the man said again, his embrace getting tighter signifying as if Gerry was afraid of emilia disappearing from his presence.
Emilia seemed to close her eyes slowly.
"Let's start all over"
Emilia said suddenly.
"Yes?"
Gerry asked as he stared into Emilia's eyeballs.
"I thought about it last night"
Said Emilia while putting her milk glass and food plate on the table.
"dissolving in regret will not solve the problems we face, right? I have to learn from past mistakes, make peace with them, and move on with life positively"
Said Emilia while staring in Gerry's eyeballs.
"For so long I was too late to forget that if I had a future life waiting for me, I forgot that I needed to live a decent life like everyone else"
"I realize we're just victims who accidentally met, maybe it's God's way of getting us together, a little cruel as well in a slightly wrong way, but I'm sure this will be a good start"
Gerry momentarily touched the soft face of Emilia, she nodded her head slowly.
"I was learning to forgive myself, noting the high concern for her mental health that I was facing, I was just too afraid to face the reality of the past that I couldn't change"
"I need you to hold my hand tightly, and no longer look back to see the past"
Gerry again stroked Emilia's face, the lightning-fast ease with which she hugged her body.
"Let's reopen a new leaf and take notes in our future journal hmm"
Gerry whispered softly then the man kissed the top of Emilia's head for some time.