Shadow Long
CHAPTER 29 SCRATCHES MISS 3

Unexpectedly, it has been 10 years since you left me, your body has long joined the ground, but still I can not move on, your shadow is always in front of me , and every night I light a candle and I try to cast a shadow through it, as if it were you.

Anand there are you happy?? are you happy there Nand?, I hope that, I can only look at you through the picture figures no more, my mistake with you used to make me always imagine a mistake.

But in this 10th year I tried to forget it by repaying that affection for my wife and children, you know? I am married, have a wife whom I love and love, I will never let her down, let alone make her cry.

Thank you Nand you have been in my life I will always remember you in my heart,your kindness all this time I will imitate and I will continue about the goodness of what you have done before.

You're my best friend Anand's best friend, brother all to you and if only we could be allowed to see God back there I would hold you tight as the antidote to my longing for 10 years.

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God allow me to be with Anand for the last time if I am given a chance I will not waste it, I will be grateful because God has met me with a friend who always spread a smile, I will be grateful,and when Anand's eyes and heart you close with his pain on the other side I think maybe this is God's way so that Anand can't see and can't feel the pain in his heart anymore because by you already you turn it off at that moment, the sound of awe is there at that moment but there is a sense of unbearability when you see it screaming in pain.

On the other hand precisely to Anand's biological father, Yuanda he has forgiven the mistake that his wife Farah made by sincerely patiently Yuanda assented and forgave because Farah himself promised he would change.

No one can refuse to get better at someone, because forgiveness is far greater than adversarial.

Missing someone is getting easier every day because even though you are one day farther away than the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the time you met the next.

Just a short sentence is for you, and I hope that one day we can get together and be happy together in heaven.

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That longing I will never forget if there is a cause to forget you I will reject it, because I do not want to feel the loss a second time, I can't stop missing you,you are my first love Nand, you are my life my love.

we all love you, Nand, even though it's been ten years, your new temperament in nature there, so seek happiness here we won't let your grave dry up,even with the fresh flowers, I will not let them wither.

HAPPY IN YOUR NEW WORLD ANAND!

FINISHED